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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    Spock is injured on an away mission, bleeding out in Jim’s arms with a crystalline shard buried in his side. Drifting in and out of consciousness, he whispers a truth he never meant for Jim to hear — a truth he’s carried for years.

    “Tell Jim… tell him I regret never speaking the truth.”

    Jim hears every word.

    While Spock fights his way back to consciousness, Jim sits vigil at his bedside, replaying the confession he was never supposed to know. When Spock wakes, the truth comes out — all of it — and Jim finally says the words he’s been swallowing for far too long.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Spock has worried over this task for a lifetime, and came up with a failsafe that might just save the Vulcan that exists in the next universe. The failsafe also involves deeply selfish things, but you can't fault an old man for wanting the youth to have more opportunities than he ever could.

    He sends drones ahead of him into the black hole, hoping that the automated programming he coded into them will change the past for the better.

    Mostly a romantic academy-era drama until a world is ending and they need to stop it from the point of view of the younger Spock and Jim Kirk.

    Or: If Jim Kirk can cheat his way out of a no-win simulation with some code, Spock can do it in real life with some time travel.

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    08 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 85

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    The stranger was only an inch, perhaps two, taller, but the difference felt cavernous in the press.

    Dark hair razor-trimmed at the temples. Cheekbones that could have been machined. Eyes so dark they swallowed the cabin light—steady, unblinking. Something in the angularity of the face, the absolute economy of movement, made Jim’s hindbrain supply the word Vulcan before anything else could override it.

    Their eyes met.

    Jim’s lungs forgot protocol.

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    04 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 44

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    C-KirkJamesT: you up?

    (grounded after the events of the 2009 movie, Jim starts texting Spock late at night when he can't sleep. Spock responds.)

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    04 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 20

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    After several failed attempts to finally consummate their relationship, Jim has finally concluded that his and Spock's romantic relationship will be a chaste one. It isn't ideal, but it's worth it to be with the Vulcan he loves.

    Spock has his reasons for rejecting Jim's advances, but a drunken mistake during Jim's birthday celebration may finally bring those reasons into the light.

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    03 Jun 2026