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  1. Summary

    These stories are set in a canon-compliant universe where Dean was sexually abused by John, starting as an adolescent and continuing throughout his teenage years. When Sam finds out, he and Dean get entangled in a very messy, very emotional, very sam-and-dean love/horror story.

    There's lots of triggering material here around victim blaming, underage and nonconsensual sex, grooming, and of course incest. I do not condone any of these things, and that should be obvious. Read responsibly.

    I have more parts to this series planned and more or less drafted.

    No posting schedule as of right now though, sorry. But I hope you enjoy!

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  1. Public Bookmark 70

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    Despite what the media likes to believe, Ilya has never hated Shane. They’ve been obscenely competitive on the ice and angry with each other off of it, but he doesn’t think he’s even capable of truly hating Shane Hollander.

    Last night, though, something ugly and uncomfortably close to that woke in him. He knows that on some level, Shane has to know what Ilya has sacrificed. He wasn’t trying to hurt Ilya. He never would.

    After the Boxing Day fight, Ilya disappears.

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    05 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 26

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    Shane and Ilya attend Jackie's birthday dinner. Before they arrive, Shane reminds Ilya to behave. What Shane doesn't realize is that some part of Ilya still remembers exactly what "behave" used to mean. When Jackie serves a homemade Russian meal, a simple dinner becomes a painful walk through memories of his mother, his father, and a childhood he'd rather forget.

    Did Ruby like the Solyanka? Did she prefer something else? Did Hayden and Jackie know her favorite food? Probably. They seemed like the kind of parents who remembered things like that. Would they get angry if the twins misbehaved at the table? Would they yell? Would they slam their hands against the table? Did Hayden ever—

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    05 Jul 2026

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    To the world, Ilya Rozanov is the face of resilience. He has the career, the house, and the man—Shane Hollander, the legendary rival who walked away from a legacy in Montreal to build a life by Ilya’s side. Yet, behind the surface, the foundation is cracking. Haunted by the shadow of his mother’s suicide and a crushing sense of guilt, Ilya is convinced he is the architect of Shane’s downfall. To Ilya, every “traitor” chant from the stands and every weary look in Shane’s eyes is a bill that he can never pay. The antidepressants are failing, the nightmares are returning, and the only thing louder than the roar of his Ducati is the silence of the things he can’t tell anyone.

    When a routine hit on the ice turns into a medical emergency, the “fine” life Ilya has spent months performing is stripped away. As his body fails, Shane is left to piece together the truth of the man he thought he knew.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Their first vacation at the cottage is going perfectly. They're official boyfriends, they've told each other they love one another. Ilya doesn't think he's ever been this happy in his life. He's never been so close to happily ever after.

    Then, he convinces Shane to try his favorite fruit, and Ilya is swiftly reminded of why exactly he doesn't get happily ever afters.

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    04 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 67

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    “Fuck baby,” he hears a man’s voice saying, “you taste so good.”
    Hayden groans to himself and speeds up when he hears a very familiar voice speaking in Russian. What the fuck? There’s no fucking way. That was Ilya fucking Rozanov’s voice. In an alley, with another man.

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    Hayden accidentally stumbles upon Ilya being assaulted in an alley next to a bar and intervenes.

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    04 Jul 2026