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"Cas is alive," Sam sounds as bewildered now as the first time he said it, however long ago. One minute, ten minutes, an hour. Dean wouldn't know. Time seems to be folding past him in unpredictable bursts. He's not convinced this isn't a dream, actually. No way it can be real.
Right? No way Cas would do that to them. To him.
Not after what he said. Not ever.
Right?
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- Part 1 of Horror Vacui 'verse
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08 Oct 2025
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Exquisite - Cas returns from the Empty, the Empty follows.
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Do you know how hard it is to find a motel room with three beds? Somebody's gonna have to share with the newly fallen angel.
So Sam and Dean settle it with their time-honored tradition: Rock-Paper-Scissors.
Dean loses. A lot.
But maybe that's not such a bad thing.
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Dean's facing a long summer cooped up in the bunker with nothing but his own brand new eight-foot angel wings for company. And Cas, of course. But the former angel is acting super weird about this whole thing, and Dean can't figure out why. He could sure use some help from the expert, though.
(In which Dean learns to fly, and Cas remembers what it's like.)
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31 Jul 2024
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A single father, his trans daughter, a whole new life in The Golden State.
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- English
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- 20/20
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30 Apr 2024
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Claire Novak was your average girl until the day an angel took her father away forever. Five years later things have changed, for better or worse and she’s determined to get her father back from Castiel no matter the cost.
(Set between S09E08 and S09E09)Series
- Part 2 of Not Forgotten
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- English
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- 13/13
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Bookmarked by willendorf
29 Apr 2024
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The adventures of Dean Winchester and his sin eating boyfriend.
Hey. Please stop adding my works to Goodreads. PLEASE. I don't want to be rated there, I'm not a professional author, and I'm tired of having to ask them to delete my profile every few months. Please stop.
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28 Apr 2024
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Castiel doesn't know how to explain what happened to him a year ago, only that something killed his friend and a mysterious Alpha appeared out of the blue to make it all go away.
Now he spends his days running a small holistic health shop in LA, unaware that a looming political decision will throw him back into the path of the stranger he's never been able to forget. But how are they supposed to navigate monsters, conspiracies, violent pasts and family secrets when the only thing their instincts care about is making them mates?- Language:
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- 15/15
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22 Apr 2024
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Every year, for many years after, someone would inevitably shout at a table mate, DON’T EAT THE TURKEY! Or someone else, typically Jo, would start moaning inappropriately around forkfuls of pie until Ellen broke out the full name warning, but she was never quite able to do it without choking down her own amusement.
Dean took it all in stride, what did he care? That had been the Thanksgiving that changed everything in his life for the better. Even if he was never going to live it down.- Language:
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17 Apr 2024
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Despite having every resource the government could throw at them, within the vast wealth of lore protected and researched by the Federal Bureau of Letters and Arcanae, there were only five obscurely written entries on angels. And the number of actual angels ever encountered by humans? One, and that guy was a dick. So when intel indicates a genuine, living angel has been captured, with dire consequences to the universal balance, the FBLA send their best agents undercover to a clandestine freak show, where black market monsters are brought in for the enjoyment of those with the means to afford it. The mission is one they've done a thousand times: extract the entity and bring it in.
And Agent Dean Winchester's seen it all, but he's never seen anything like Castiel.
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17 Apr 2024
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16 months ago, Cas became human.
12 months ago, Cas left the bunker and a broken-hearted Dean behind.
Now they must work a case together, where married couples are dying mysterious deaths and the only way to earn the neighbors' trust is by pretending to be married. Slowly, Dean finds that he loves being in a relationship with Cas, fake or not, and Cas finds his loneliness retreating, despite the harsh reality looming right around the corner. As Dean and Cas navigate this fake, but all too real, relationship, can they find the monster that is on a mysteriously motivated killing spree before it’s too late?
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16 Apr 2024
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Dean has been hunting solo ever since Sam decided to settle down with Eileen, picking up jobs as they come, the latest of which has locals crying werewolf. They’re not always right, but this time they are. Mid-hunt Dean realizes that there’s something else living out there, something the locals are blissfully unaware of. Sam has been experimenting, trying to find a blend of spellwork and oils to make an arrowhead deadly to any monster, with his elder brother providing field trials. Dean is disappointed when the latest in a long line of failures doesn’t kill the monster that snuck around to trip his traps. Worse, this one isn’t even a threat to humans, leaving him stuck playing nursemaid to a monster with an ailment that might not even have a cure. As frustrating as this turn of events is, it proves to be a critical turning point, for both him and the monster foolish enough to interfere just for some lousy traps.
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- 19/19
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07 Apr 2024
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First, before anything, there was want.
In one version of this story, Dean Winchester hasn't stopped moving since the day his father died. He hunts across the country but always comes back to California with the half-hearted hope of visiting Sam at Stanford, and an endless, restless, ceaseless pull to the desert.
In one version of this story, Dean Winchester finds himself in the scorched heat of a Death Valley summer, on a hunt for a ghost. Or a purpose. Or an answer to the question that’s been tugging at his tendons for as long as he’s lived.
In one version of this story, all Dean Winchester has ever done is want, and all Castiel has ever done is wait.
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- 26/26
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30 Mar 2024
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Ligament - Definition:
lig·a·ment
/ˈliɡəm(ə)nt/
noun ANATOMY
a short band of tough, flexible fibrous connective tissue which connects two bones or cartilages or holds together a joint.
a membranous fold that supports an organ and keeps it in position.
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a thing which unites people or things; a bond.- Language:
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29 Mar 2024
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When Dean’s grief is loud enough to wake him in The Empty, the entity casts Castiel out, but not without a price. He comes to in a barn in Pontiac, Illinois, with no memory of who or what he is. With nothing but an initial on the back of a photograph, and his heart’s instinct telling him to head west, Castiel begins a journey of self-discovery.
Meanwhile, Dean is a broken shell. Rather than live under his brother and Eileen's pitying and concerned gaze, Dean decided it was time to move out of the bunker. With Jody’s help, Dean moves into a small lake house just outside of Sioux Falls, where he can mourn in peace and in his own time. Dean is determined to be better for Cas, even if it’s too little too late.
Little does Dean know that it is never too late, as the Cas in Dean’s dreams is doing everything he can, to find his way back home.- Language:
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- 12/12
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28 Mar 2024
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Dean is a rock star with a bad reputation in the tabloids and his contract's up for renewal. Cas is an out-of-work actor with two big-budget flops under his belt. Their publicist comes up with a solution -- pretend to date to temper Dean's reputation and bolster Cas' star power.
But Dean's habits are exactly the kind of thing Cas hates and Cas' closed-off professionalism makes him Dean's definition of a buzzkill. Not to mention that when Dean finds someone attractive, he likes to fuck it out of his system. And Cas, well, he made his agent promise to pull him from the arrangement if things get too real.
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27 Mar 2024
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Quickly and clumsily, Dean pries off his boots and top layer. He climbs up to the head of the bed, and as he stretches, the back of his undershirt rides up. Skin pulls taught over sore muscles. There is a warm buzzing under Castiel's skin that he doesn't quite recognize. His fingers twitch, the sensation just out of reach.
Oh, he realizes. This is desire.
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After losing his brother in the showdown at Stull Cemetery, Dean has gone into self-imposed exile. He's plagued by insomnia, and the only way he seems to get any sleep at all is when Castiel puts him out with a single touch. When this still doesn't prove enough to bring Dean any real relief from his grief and sleeplessness, Castiel wonders if what Dean really needs is another type of comfort altogether.
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16 Mar 2024
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“You,” says Dean, when Cas doesn’t say anything. The word comes out a little fumbled, so he licks his lips and tries again. “You— okay. You get it, right? Like. Don't just do your thing where you pretend to be totally clueless about human stuff, 'cause— you know, right? When it is people take each other's last names?"
Cas, the bastard, just squints at him. Dry as anything, he says, "I believe it often occurs as part of marriage."
or; cas fills out paperwork. dean cooks dinner. somewhere in between they get married.
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11 Mar 2024
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“It frustrates me,” Cas mutters, “how the same sensation can feel sometimes good, and sometimes not.”
Dean’s hand is still rubbing slowly down the length of his spine, like he’s petting the valley between the wings he can’t see. “Well, that’s just par for the course,” Dean rumbles. “Sometimes a body wants touch and sometimes it wants to be left the fuck alone.”
Cas always wants touch. At least from Dean. He doesn’t say so. “It frustrates me how much good and bad I can feel at the same time.”
“Oh, buddy,” Dean says. “Yeah.”
(After the perfect darkness of the Empty, Cas finds the world a little...overwhelming. Dean tries to help.)
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- Part 9 of author's personal favorites
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11 Mar 2024
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Cas stretches out in the backseat while Dean takes up the front, and Dean’s pretty devoted to gritting his teeth until he can catch an hour or two of sleep, but sleep won’t take, and it just doesn’t take long at all for him to start shivering despite the layers.
After maybe half an hour of shivering, he hears rustling behind him, picks himself up by the elbows to peer over the back of the front bench, and sees Cas shedding clothes.
“... what are you doing?”
“I am preparing to share body heat with you,” Cas answers flatly, already out of his coat and jacket, unbuttoning his collared shirt and shrugging it off; his shoulders and arms look immense in the thin undershirt beneath.
“W-We won’t be doing that—”
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Bookmarked by willendorf
08 Mar 2024
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Suptober Day 10: Close Shave
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- Part 7 of Endverse Vignettes
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- English
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by willendorf
08 Mar 2024