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  1. Public Bookmark 23

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    "It's funny," he says conversationally, "I barely thought about you while we were apart. I thought of you from time to time, but there were always more urgent matters at hand. I never missed you. But now that I have you"- he finally lets his grip on Blade's hand tighten- "I miss you in a way I can't even begin to explain. I miss an imagined world where I wasn't ignorant enough to know how to move on." He lets his free hand curl lightly over Blade's shoulder, with just the right timing that he'll never know if it's the touch or his words that made Blade flinch again in response. "Do you feel the same? Do you regret letting me get away from you?"

    Blade's response is soft, and not at all gentle. "Of course not. You haunt me."

    In which Dan Heng pokes the proverbial hornets' nest, and finds proverbial hornets.

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    04 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 56

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    For a long time- a minute, perhaps, though that ought not to be a long time by either of their standards- Dan Heng does not speak. His gaze searches the horizon. Blade does not know what for. Perhaps, for a Nameless, there is meaning in the searching itself.

    When he finds his words, they are painstakingly direct. Blade turns at the sound of his voice, but Dan Heng remains staring into the distance as he speaks. "I wish… we had learned sooner that we didn't have to be enemies."

    I feel the same, Blade cannot say. "There was never-"

    "I know," Dan Heng says, too quickly. His voice softens again, as if he'd caught himself off-guard, too. "I just wish we had, at the very least, been afforded the opportunity."

    or: Blade in the aftermath of the battle with Fulwish

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    04 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 24

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    He thrusts the sword forward again, hilt-first. At this angle, it would only take such a simple movement from Blade to plunge it through his chest. "If you want it discarded so badly, do it yourself." Prove it, he manages not to say. Prove that's what you really think, because I don't believe you.

    This time, Blade takes it, even if only to sheathe it immediately. He squeezes Dan Heng's hand when they make contact, in an attempt at reassurance.

    "It's okay," He says, strangely tranquil. "You shouldn't have to care so much."

    "It's not my choice," Dan Heng replies. "But I would choose it."

    "…I cannot stop you."

    "No."

    Or: Dan Heng slowly learning Blade over the course of 4.2

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    04 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 54

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    "Any particular reason you've brought out this form, Dan Heng?"

    Dan Heng resists the urge to hug himself, instead keeping his arms firmly planted by his sides. He already feels a bit bare without the extra armor and accessories that usually adorn his person when he takes on the form of Permansor Terrae; something about donning this form outside of battle leaves him feeling a bit vulnerable. Although he is fully clothed in a high-neck black t-shirt and slacks, the way Blade’s golden eyes rake across his body makes him feel as if he is sitting on the mattress without anything on.

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    Dan Heng wants to try something new in the bedroom. Blade, naturally, agrees.

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    30 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 22

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    “…what are you asking me to do?” Dan Heng asks carefully.

    Blade shifts slightly. “Some fragments of the Shard Sword were too small for me to remove on my own.”

    Oh.

    …I see.

     

    After the battle, Blade asks Dan Heng for help removing fragments of the Shard Sword.

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    30 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 47

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    Dan Heng looked at Blade's profile in the dimming light.
    "Does your body remember?" he wanted to ask. "Is that why you're not shivering? Is that why this feels like something you've done before?"
    He didn't ask.
    Blade's eyes were on the water, his expression distant in the way it went when he was somewhere else, not the Mara-kind of elsewhere, something quieter than that. Remembering, maybe. Or trying not to.
    "Vidyadhara," Blade said finally, his voice low, "always preferred the cold."

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    After the rather unusual group of factions, defeated Fulwish together, everyone is restlessly waiting for a response by the IPC on the future proceedings in regard to the Abundance Threat looming over Planarcadia. Most importantly, what to do with Blade.
    Conveniently, Evanescia knew a place! A retreat home, cold spring waters, everything to help Blade maintain a calm state with Shuhu's flesh being in his body. But they can not let him go unsupervised. How fortunate that Dan Heng volunteers to go along.

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    30 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 42

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    The crisis in Planarcadia ends, and the outcome includes Ren wanting to stay in the Astral Express for some time, claiming he needs someone to "calm him down".

    How is Dan Heng meant to remain calm himself while in Ren's presence and as he comes to better understand his feelings towards the other?

    It is quite easy: he doesn't.

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    29 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 28

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    “S-so he isn’t dying, right?” March zones in on his diagnosis of Dan Heng being simply unwell, nowhere close to escaping his life-long fate.

    Ren ignores Stelle's reply in favor of quelling Marchs’ visible anxiety. “His foolish negligence does not grant him the right to abolish the fate he’s doomed us both to.”

     ‘I refuse to let him die.’ goes unsaid but administered nonetheless. 

    Or, Dan Heng gets sick. Ren is seemingly the only person who knows how to make his medicine.

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    29 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 10

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    It has been twenty-one years since Jing Yuan has been a pilot, much less Drift-compatible with someone. That soon changes when he and Yanqing become a pair.

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    29 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 9

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    It takes a while for Jing Yuan to realise that Yanqing is avoiding him.

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    29 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 12

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    At first, Dan Heng had thought it was a dream. It felt like a dream - arms wrapped around his middle, neither warm nor cold. He would notice them, barely half-awake, and fall back asleep. As time went on and it kept happening, he started noticing more - a body pressed up against his back, a teal and scaled tail laid over his waist.

    In which Dan Feng begins haunting Dan Heng, and what comes after.

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    29 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 23

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    Whenever Xiao returns from helping out the Traveler with a commission, Zhongli is always waiting for him.

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    29 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 76

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    Flins had thought the courting was amusing, at first.

    Or: the courting of one Kyryll Chudomirovich Flins by one Illuga.

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    29 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 52

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    If you did something bad and feel guilty about it, you should tell the Anemo Archon and ask him for forgiveness.

    Windrise had changed and Lohen, the coward that he was, took too long to come back.
    “Please,” he begged, wet and breathless. “Barbatos. Please—”

    Anemone nemorosa (historically known as windflower): The plant contains chemicals that are toxic to animals including humans. All parts of the plant contain protoanemonin.

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    29 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 16

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    There’s no finesse in it. Illuga is out of patience, and the wet drag of Flins’s tongue is only adding fuel to the fire. He presses his hands to Flins’s ribs, skin so cold it’s burning, as if he could dig his way into his heart. Illuga keeps him there, muscles flexing when Flins tries to wiggle away. His hands come to blanket Illuga’s own. At last, a furrow appears between his brows.

    You don’t know what’s good for you,” Illuga spits out with the pieces of his aching heart.

    Maybe Flins will grasp onto one of them to keep.

    For once, Flins is the one who got hurt in the line of duty. Not too happy about it, there's only one thing Illuga can do.
    (Fuck him.)

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    28 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 56

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    Forming the words slowly, saying them softly, Flins murmured, "Yes. If what I want changes… then I, too, shall change. In fact, I have changed. I have been changing."

    At that, Illuga looked up. "Ah? You have? But you look the same. How have you been changing? Why?"

    Illuga was looking at him. Therefore, Flins could not help but to smile again, to curl the corners of his lips up and to soften the glow of his eyes. "Why?" said he. "Because of you, young master.

    "If this body has been changing, it is because of you."

    Flins' humanoid form is borne of his thoughts, his feelings, his desires. And if his desires change, so too does that form.

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    27 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 34

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    Illuga is burning. His insides feel like they are on fire. He jolts awake and notices that it is dark in the room except for the sliver of moonlight that filters through the window and the glow from Flins’ lantern that hangs on a hook close to the bed.

    Apparently, his body couldn’t wait and now his heat has arrived earlier than expected.

    Illuga spends his heat with Flins and they fully give themselves to each other.

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    27 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 13

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    Illuga is having a good dream. Flins helps to make it even better.

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    27 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 11

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    “That’s it, love, there you go, ah, such a good boy, taking everything for me, from me. There you go, Lohen, just like that.”

    The lighthouse was cold, but Lohen couldn’t even remember what cold felt like anymore.

    MDMA (ecstasy in tablet form, and molly in crystal form): Severe overdose can cause Hyperpyrexia (a life-threatening elevation of body temperature)

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    26 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 62

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    ororon has always wondered what's under that mask.

    or when fandom gave capitano a monster tongue.

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    26 Jun 2026

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