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Dirty Little Secret by ghostingwounds (vacillatortears)
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
01 Jun 2026
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It happened within five seconds, the camera landed on the ground, probably knocked out by one of the man’s muscular thighs. And that was the moment he saw it. No, himself— all lodged in a far corner of the bedroom. Hidden off to the side, there were several posters of Kai, some signed, some looked like they had been folded before.
The livestream cut off abruptly and Kai was met with his own reflection, not knowing if his pupils were large from busting a huge load over his hand or from the utter shock that the faceless camboy he’s been obsessed with is his… fanboy?
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Huening Kai is an established actor who doesn’t have the time to get into a proper relationship due to the eclectic nature of his job. Over the past year, he has developed an obsession with a faceless camboy whose waist is eerily similar to that of the cute production assistant in the new movie he’s filming.
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Rosy Red by ghostingwounds (vacillatortears)
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
04 May 2026
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Soobin felt the sudden sting of Beomgyu’s wide open palm.
Ridden with shock, his fingers trembled around Beomgyu’s wrist as he attempted to meet his eyes in the dark room. Soobin’s jaw hung loose in utter amazement, trying his hardest to preserve this inconsequential moment in time. Drowning the instant Beomgyu’s palm connected with his beckoning skin and all he wanted was to sink all the way to the bottom.
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Sweet, Sweet Fantasy by ghostingwounds (vacillatortears) for mariachiseoks
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
12 Feb 2026
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"Where do you do your maid laundry?"
"Here, duh. It's way easier than hauling it home at midnight. Plus, it was a calculated measure I had to take for you not to find out my secret job."
"Really? Then how come I found this in my pile of clothes?" Soobin pulls out a black lace thong from his pocket. Holding it up close to his nose like the animal he is. Nobody's died from shame.
Taehyun stares back, horrified as he scrambles to get the panties out of Soobin's hands, "T-that's not part of the outfits, just for personal use."
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Soobin snoops around Taehyun's room and finds an expansive collection of maid dresses in his closet.
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Cyanotype Lover by vacillatortears for mariachiseoks
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
05 Feb 2026
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Soobin's eyes are black as night, the corners of his lips are sharp, but his dimples smooth down his smile. He kisses with his eyes closed, while pressing his body against Taehyun's like he's driving a crash test car. And his hands are as slender as his body, but still large and looming. His tongue traces around the sharpness of Taehyun's incisors meticulously, marking an invisible path inside of him.
Taehyun grows hungry again.
"You're so cute, kitten…" Soobin whispers touching his lips, he tries to dive in for another kiss, but Taehyun pulls back. Soobin's chocolate scent sours slightly from his reaction.
A nervous laugh escapes him, "No, I'm not."
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Stop Waiting (A Tiny Fire Called Desire) by vacillatortears
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
05 Dec 2025
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Every movement brings him closer to that sweet edge where the pleasure cancels out the deep-seated fatigue embedded in his bones. Where he is completely one with Soobin and all his worries about the future melt away. A little slice of heaven that bleeds right at the center of his heart. That for a split second, makes him wonder if the other feels the same as him.
Instead of fighting it, Beomgyu succumbs completely under his touch.
"Say it," Soobin grunts into his ear, still at the brutal pace he set earlier.
"Mm— Yours." He gasps, one of Soobin's telltale signs of nearing completion is possessiveness.
"That's right. You're mine, so fucking mine."
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After living surrounded by cat-hybrids, dog-hybrid Beomgyu moves to the city and meets his housemate, Soobin.
Beomgyu is a bit scared of Soobin.
Bookmarked by vacillatortears
19 Jun 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Beomgyu is slow to pick up their plates, but Soobin just smiles at him and motions for him to follow and he's just like a puppy-trailing after his hyung.
i love these puppies so much 😭😭
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"You're not Kai."
There's an inexplicably uncanny air in the way Kai tilts his head with an almost innocent smile. He’s pretty, impossibly ethereal as he always has been.
"Ah but... does that matter?”
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Kai's dead, and Soobin keeps watering weeds.
Bookmarked by vacillatortears
17 Jun 2026
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“I waited all spring for you. I waited all spring for you, knowing only that I love you.”
clinging to the bloody heart in my hands because it’s been ripped out.. incredible
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“Taehyun, am I unlovable?”
Taehyun stares at him blankly, but before Kai can retract his question, he snaps the water back on, aiming the jet straight at his face.
“What the hell?” he splutters, coughing and choking.
“Exactly,” Taehyun states, bending down so he’s staring Kai right in the eye. “What the hell, Kai?”
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Taehyun's always been there for his best friend through his break-ups, but there's a type of heartbreak Kai has to mend himself — one where he's in love with that very best friend.
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Bookmarked by vacillatortears
09 Jun 2026
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“Be careful, dummy, if you fall down, you might sink right in and I won’t ever find you.”
awww these cuties ( ∩´͈ ᐜ `͈∩)
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“Did I ever do something? Like, we’re cool, right? Are you… mad? If I did, I’m really sorry.”
Taehyun smiled. Just the corner of his lips, a small, barely there thing. “No, we’re cool.”
“Okay. That’s good.” Kai sat back, taking the answer but not quite believing it.
After a series of awkward interactions, Kai was convinced Taehyun didn't like him. When he woke one day to find that he could suddenly read every one of his thoughts, Kai quickly found that wasn't the case at all. In fact, it was quite the opposite.
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Bookmarked by vacillatortears
09 Jun 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
The very tips of their fingers touched as Kai took it from his hands, and for a second, he forgot about everything. He thought of nothing but every other time they had these little touches. The nothing touches that could barely be counted as a brush of fingers, a press of skin. He felt them all on his body at the same time right then, a hand on his arm, fingers on his knuckles, things too light to remember.
yearningkai i love you so muchhh
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Yeonjun is away due to work, and his boyfriends get a little bit desperate, a little bit needy.
Desperate times call for interesting measures.(In which Taehyun and Kai video call Yeonjun so they can show him just how much they miss him.)
Bookmarked by vacillatortears
05 Jun 2026
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“Show me,” he commands, to no one in particular, pleased when Taehyun grabs the tablet right away and Kai is spreading his legs for him.
Obedient little things, playing well into their fantasy—pretending Yeonjun is there with them, touching himself in his empty room as he imagines teasing Kai‘s hole with the tip of his cock.
i almost died in the cuck chair…