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    At some point in Jamie’s life, he is going to have to admit that he doesn’t know what the word traumatizing means. Sure, he could look it up in a dictionary or whatever, but a dry definition from some dead prick isn’t going to explain where the boundary lies between something normal that just felt bad and something that traumatized him, something that shouldn’t have happened at all—if the world was nice and fair.

    Really, he’d prefer not to have to figure it out. He’d prefer to just focus on footie and his team and the weird, intense, wonderful thing that might be happening with Roy, and he’d be allowed to have that—if the world was nice and fair.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    “The alpha set the mug down in front of Max, and took his own bowl when Isaac offered it. Max stared at the steaming mug a moment too long—it was blue with white speckles, a chip in the handle—before he forced his eyes back down to his folded hands. As tests went, this one was obvious.“

    A continuation of “Seeking Shelter” by sphagnum, opening from Max’s first morning with the pack, because be the sequel you want to see in the world.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Florian was old, unmated, back in his home country after decades, and worse for it, when he was offered a child to marry. The prospective bride was too young for it to ever be in question, but clearly too hurt to be sent back. Brought to a standstill, they remained—the tired, prodigal alpha and the terrified little omega, with no choice but to work through it.

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    30 May 2026

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    (Set within the Underline the Black universe). Nate, an omega, has been sent to Hillview by his alpha partner who doesn't believe he's good enough to claim or bond with, and wants him trained up at an omega rehabilitation facility to be a better partner. Nate is paired up with the alpha Janusz, who soon realises Nate has been micromanaged and 'trained' already to the point of having his soul shattered, and a journey of slow recovery and rehabilitation begins.

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    21 May 2026

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    Alex hates Sebastian – which is great because Sebastian more than returns the favour – and what starts out as revenge fantasy turns into unironic lust, which evolves into unrequited love. Alex gets a job, Sebastian marries the farmer, and both of them lose almost everything before finding each other again. A story of two mutual bullies who learn how to messily grow up.

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    13 May 2026

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    Damian clears his throat. “I require your assistance.”

    The words come out easier with the benefit of practice and the knowledge that no one will remember them tomorrow. Today. Tomorrow-today.

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    09 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 80

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    "I'm just scared," Steph says, and practices the shape of it, forced out of her mouth.

    "You're just scared," Jason confirms.

    "I'm just scared," Steph says, one more time. It does help a little. "I'm just scared," she says again. "I'm just scared. I wasn't supposed to tell. If I'm ungrateful, he can make it bad for my mom."

    "Make what bad?" Jason asks quietly.

    "I don't know," says Steph, as she gestures with one hand vaguely. "The world?"

    "Yeah," Jason says with a sigh. "Yeah, someone told me that once upon a time too."

    (This work is part of a series, but you can certainly read it without the extra context, you’ll just miss some references to previous events/story beats.)

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    26 Apr 2026

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    Ilya texts the wrong number. Shane keeps replying.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Alex liked that they were both, in a way, failures.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    “You are not broken, Ilya,” Terry says, sounding a little stern now. “I told you to keep an eye on the side effects. How long have you been experiencing this?”

    “Since last night.”

    “What?”

    “Since last night,” Ilya repeats. “Or afternoon, technically.”

    And Terry…Terry fucking laughs.

    Ilya is going to die, and Shane will be sad forever and Terry fucking laughs.

    “It hasn’t even been a day?” Terry clarifies, still chuckling. “Well, this could have nothing to do with the medication. It could just be an off day—”

    “Off day?” Ilya repeats incredulously. “Have you seen my husband? There are no off days with an ass like that.”

    OR: Ilya starts taking antidepressants only to realise it's fucking up his sex life. And, he acts totally very chill about it.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    Jamie from not long after the semi-final at Wembley finds himself back in the body of his younger self.

    Now back in the early days of Ted Lasso's coaching days at AFC Richmond, Jamie is determined to be a better version of himself and not get sent back to Manchester.

    Except, making changes when no one believes him is hard.

    And now he doesn't have a therapist anymore even though he probably needs one now more than ever.

    And it's not like he can just block his dad out of nowhere, is it?

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    28 Feb 2026

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    When Stephanie Brown was little, she would sit on her roof and watch the sky and wish that Batman would come save her.

    Then one day, he did.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    really really lovely, even unfinished

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    Dick’s first overnight field trip without Bruce doesn’t go as well as planned.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    really really superb characterization

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    Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.

    “Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.

    And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.

    Just once. Just a single nod.

    Why did he have to nod?

    “Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”

    “Of course.”

    Of course.

    “Was it better?”

    “Yes.”

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    Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Could you mourn something you never wanted?

    Shane and Ilya are figuring that out.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Most people in Shane’s position would call a doctor after two positive tests, but Shane isn't most people, so instead of doing that, he takes 17 tests over the course of two days.

    Final result: 16 positive, one negative.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    “I will not apologize for speaking the truth,” the child says. “However, I regret if that truth has offended you.”

    “Jesus Christ, kid,” Jim mutters.

    “I am not offended,” Spock responds, as blandly as he is able. “I was remiss in casting such hasty judgment upon your guardian.”

    ”Father,” she corrects.

    ”Your father,” he agrees.

    *****

    An academy AU + Tarsus aftermath fic in which James T. Kirk ends up accidentally parentally bonded to an orphaned Vulcan child. When the father/daughter duo enroll in Star Fleet, hijinks ensue (mostly at the expense of Spock’s previously immaculate but quickly deteriorating self-control).

    Winner of the 2025 Philon Award for a novel-length fic (!!!)

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    30 Jan 2026

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    By some measure or means, all four (official) Robins are sent back in time for a chance to reclaim their future–-a chance that things might turn out better.

    After losing Bruce in their future, a chance seems good enough.

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    I focus heavily on the original 4 Robins and their relationships to each other and to Bruce, but I try to give a spotlight to all the batfamily relationships and members at one point. This is my DC magnum opus, the time travel fix-it fic to end all suffering. Time swap? no. Time displacement? Double no. They stay, ur honor, and they give a big ol' middle finger to the timeline while they're at it.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Rozanova didn’t say "sweetheart" nice. She said it like she was saying slut.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Lex’s fingers trail down his scalp, stroking the nape of Kon’s neck with his nails. He shivers. “Kon, it’s not a secret that Superman and I are not friends, but you don’t think I would bring his child into our disagreements, do you? You wear his emblem, and yet we don’t let that get between us.”

    Of course, Kon thinks. Jon is still a middle schooler. Too young for Lex to look at him with rage, the same way he looks at Superman (or with hunger, the way he looks at Kon). He still feels weird that Lex knows Jon exists.

     

    OR: Kon thinks of Jon like a brother. He would do anything for the kid—anything except tell Jon that he’s been hooking up with Lex Luthor for the better part of a year.

    Kon knows Lex isn’t a good guy, but he’s the only adult that Kon can turn to. Mount Justice has become too big and too empty, and Lex is always there to comfort him whenever he needs. No one would understand, Lex says, and so Kon will keep this secret from everyone. Even his team. Even Jon.

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    07 Jan 2026

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