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  1. Public Bookmark 85

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    Escaping the circus does not take away the memories.

    Those, you have to live with.

     

    Pomni, or Christine, has not been coping well with life outside the circus, even more than a year later. Memories plague her and threaten to drown her, reminding her of the worst moments of her life. Her friendships both in and out of the circus suffer as she attempts to navigate worlds she is not equipped to handle. Jax, or Felix, becomes her life preserver. But will clinging to him only drown them both?

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    09 Apr 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 11

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    What happens when you still love someone you hate?
    Or... Pomni and Jax reunite after a breakup years ago, and the current situation between them isn't helping either of them.

    An Alternate Universe where Pomni and Jax are miserable humans.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Ch 7

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    "I got engaged. Do you know?" Pomni spoke as if it were a fun curiosity. She left the ring on the table and sipped more champagne.

    "I heard," Jax replied without emotion, as if this event were happening daily, repeatedly throughout the day. Pomni doesn't blame him; she hates it too.

    "And why did you ignore me all day?"

    "Pomni, what do you want?"

    "Maybe I want a friend's opinion."

    "About what, exactly, Pomni?" She pulled back when Jax moved, standing in front of her. "For me to say it's a great idea? Or that it's a terrible idea? It's your life, after all."

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    08 Jun 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 55

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    After months of Jax's abstraction, things seem to go well. Until it doesn't. Pomni abstracts too but instead of dying, she founds herself trying to remember and come back. Takes place after ep9

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    01 Jul 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark *

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    The cast isn't doing well after the fake exit adventure... both from having their spirits shattered with the false hope and also from the revelation that Caine has the ability to mess with their minds.

    Maybe it's better to just let themselves abstract... fade away into the circus with everyone else... maybe it's the only way to get one up over Caine. Letting him suffer the consequences of his actions and be left alone in the circus, like he was afraid of.

    ...

    Whose voice was playing over the circus?

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    Post ep. 7 with ep. 8 and ep. 9 inspirations.

    (I now have a discord server for this fic. Feel free to join and we can discuss more about my fic!

    https://discord.gg/qkpekPXMzn)

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    05 Jul 2026

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