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  1. Rec *

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    Eddie is working hard on figuring himself out, getting a life, and also reestablishing contact with Buck after worrying about them drifting apart and their friendship changing. Realizing that sometimes people misunderstand his relationship with Buck should not be the shock it is. Also, if Chris could stop launching verbal sneak attacks on him, he'd appreciate it.

    Meanwhile, Buck's learning to parent a toddler while not at all being insecure about something said by one Margaret Buckley. He's just studiously avoiding the word 'Parent' like the plague, and otherwise doing his damn best.

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    If Buck had a nickel for every time someone left him their kid in their will without his knowledge—well, he’d have two nickels. Which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it’s happened twice now.

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    13 Jul 2026

  2. Rec *

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    “I understand –“
    “You don’t. He’s not your kid.”
    The words just slipped out and he can’t take them back, and so Eddie can only watch helplessly as Buck visibly shatters. He makes a small step forward, towards Buck, but stops dead in his tracks when he sees the anger and hurt in the other man’s eyes.

    -- When Buck confronts Eddie about his decision to leave the 118, things go from bad to worse, and Eddie fears that this time a few choice words have ruined everything. Will he be able to fix what's been broken?

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    27 May 2026

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    “He’s not,” Christopher interrupted after he swallowed, his eyebrows furrowed, “that’s not- no. Bucks not my uncle.”

    His abuela waved a dismissive hand, “Oh, of course not, I know that. Isn’t that a thing you young ones do? Refer to your parents' close friends as aunts or uncles?”

    And here’s the thing, yes. He refers to Hen and Karen as his aunties. He’s never blinked at that. He routinely tells people that he and Denny are basically cousins.

    Sure, he even calls Maddie and Chim his aunt and uncle without a second thought, but that’s because - well, that’s because..

    “He’s not my uncle,” Christopher repeated, “He’s my other dad.”

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    OR Five times Christopher Diaz sets the record straight on who Buck is to him and the one time he makes sure Buck knows it too.

    (and a buddie confession just for funsies)

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    18 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    “I was here to see an oncologist.” Buck said, still fidgeting around with his seatbelt, not looking up.

    The blood in Ravi’s veins froze.

    Growing up, Ravi spent every weekend in hospitals getting chemo therapy because of cancer. He was familiar with oncologists and what they do, and hearing Buck say he came to see one was another level of horror.

    “Buck, why did you need to see a doctor who specializes in cancer?” Ravi asked, trying to keep his voice from wavering. Buck stopped messing with his seatbelt and looked up at Ravi. Ravi was chewing at his bottom lip in worry, and shot Buck a pleading look, desperate for answers.

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    One day Buck asked Ravi for a favor, that leads them on a journey of trust, support and secrets.

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    23 Sep 2025

  5. This has been deleted, sorry!

    21 Jun 2025

  6. Public Bookmark *

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    Post-Lawsuit Buck attempts suicide but luckily Eddie is there to talk him down.

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    19 Jun 2025

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    Or "5 times Eddie was a possessive bastard, and Buck (being the oblivious puppy he is) didn't notice. And the one time he couldn’t help but notice."

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    16 Jun 2025

  8. Public Bookmark *

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    Instead of having your soulmate's words on your skin in your teens, the minute your soulmate utters the words that would change your life, their words are etched into your skin. Until the other has their words, anyone they are with feels like fire against your skin. After you both utter the words, they are inked next to your heart to signal this is the person who holds your heart.

    Buddie Bingo Fill - Soulmates

    Eddie hears from his soulmate. ""Eddie! Eddie! Eddie! No! Eddie! Eddie! No! No! Eddie!" The former army medic heard his words etched onto his skin.

    And they were from one Evan Buckley.

    Holy shit, Buck is his soulmate.

    It's Buck….

    But… Now what?

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    15 Jun 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 44

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    A large envelope sat neatly in the drawer. Buck’s name was scrawled across it.

    When Eddie is drastically injured in a fire, Buck finds the last thing he ever expects in Eddie's house - a packet of secret love letters, all addressed to him.

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    14 Jun 2025

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    “You died during surgery. After the shooting. Your heart stopped. Twice.” Buck mumbled.

    “I didn’t tell you that, how do you know that?” Eddie questioned.

    “The first time it happened, I thought it was a fluke. That I was seeing things. The second time it happened I realized what it meant.” Buck started, he could see Eddie raising an eyebrow at him in confusion. “That you were my soulmate.”

     

    or

    The soulmate AU where when your soulmate dies, you stop seeing color

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    14 Jun 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 15

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    "I haven’t heard from Buck!" Eddie shouted, his panic rising. He couldn’t let his partner stay inside alone.

    “Eddie, leave! Now!" Bobby’s voice was almost a growl, frustration and fear lacing every word. "Get out of there before it’s too late!"

    But Eddie wasn’t leaving—not without Buck.

    “I’m not leaving! Not without Buck!” Eddie’s voice was fierce, more determined than he had ever been.

     

    or: The one were Eddie and Buck is trapped inside a burning school

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    27 May 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 93

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    The building is collapsing on top of them. The dust and rubble crumble around Buck as he and Ravi hook the man onto the makeshift zip line. They do the false countdown and push on one, and the older man screams as he goes down the line. Buck watches as the man safely makes it over, and then the all clear comes from Eddie.

    He scrambles to help Ravi get connected to the line. “Go, Ravi, just go!” he yells as the building starts to crumble and the dust fills their lungs. He pushes at Ravi, who glides across the line, albeit with a few bumps.

    Buck doesn’t wait for the all-clear, reaching for his clip to hook onto the line, only to find busted metal somehow damaged from the building’s secondary wave of earthquake-like rumbles. The clip is mangled, and there’s nothing he can do. The rumbling gets louder, and another shake of the building rocks the foundation.

    or the one where the nineteen story apartment building falls on Buck

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    25 May 2025

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    Prompt: for Sub!Drop Buck wouldn't it be heartbreaking if after he and Eddie get together for the first time as Dom and Sub after the lawsuit, Eddie is rough and distant and when Buck tries to kiss him or touch him, Eddie snaps at him. He doesn't need to hit him or verbally abuse him, just tell Buck in no uncertain terms that only a good Sub gets to kiss their Dom, making Buck think he's the worst Sub to ever exist. Eddie will have his work cut out trying to undo the damage this does.

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    21 May 2025

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    The 118 want to know more about Buck, but the man won't give them many details. That is until the biggest detail walks through the station's bay doors.

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    19 May 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 21

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    “Evan.” Eddie whispers, willing Buck to look up at him.

     

    He does, eyes sad and distant as they make contact with Eddie’s.

     

    “You will feel okay one day, and you will regret this.” Eddie says, as calmly as possible. “And at that point, there might not be a way back”

     

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    08x18 if Buck and Eddie actually spoke out loud and to each other

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    19 May 2025

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    "Shit." He looks to Hen and suddenly understands her apprehension. "I'm not due to take heat leave for another week."

    "Well," Hen says quietly, dropping a comforting hand to Buck's forearm and giving it a reassuring squeeze. "Looks like your body didn't get the memo."

    (For the bingo square: Public)

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    19 May 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 11

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    Buck and Eddie get trapped in the building collapse and finally have to talk (and maybe kiss) about it.

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    What the season 8 finally should have been

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    17 May 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 18

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    "What are you laughing about?" He shakes his head, amazed that Buck can find something to laugh about at a time like this. He reminds him so much of Christopher.

    "One hell of a last call am I right?" This takes the smile off of Eddie's face.

    "Hey no. This isn't your last call. You are making it out of here alive Buck, okay we both are." Buck snorts and shakes his head. He can feel the adrenaline leave his body.

    "I was talking about with the 118. But who knows? Maybe I'll pay Bobby a little visit in the afterlife." Eddie shakes his head, he refuses to let Buck die. He promised Chris he'd save him. And that's what he plans on doing.

    "Don't talk like that. You're gonna be fine. You just need to hang on okay? Help is coming." Buck feels his body grow cold, his head nodding to the side.

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    17 May 2025

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    “You know what I was thinking when Karen came by?” Bobby glanced over at Hen, noticing a sad look on her face. “We didn’t call anyone for him.”

    “We didn’t know anyone to call."

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    Or, when Buck gets hurt on the job, the team learns a lot more about his personal life.

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    16 May 2025

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    “You okay?”

    “Yeah, uh-” Buck glances over Eddie’s shoulder, in the direction TK left, “I think he thought I was hitting on him?”

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    15 May 2025

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