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I miss the way you say my name (The way you bend, the way you break) by toxyjin
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Apr 2026
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The second period was hell. Shane lost the face off again, almost getting knocked over in the process. His thoughts were barely cohesive anymore, his mind disconnected from reality. Shane's body screamed at him, every movement too much, his footing too unstable, his passes too sloppy. Too slow, too inaccurate, too weak. He knew he was letting his team down, he was failing them, he needed to be better, he was an undeserving captain, if he could just pull himself together…
Fucking pathetic.
A Boston player pushed him into the boards.
Shane's knees gave way underneath him and he went down. He felt winded, his lungs struggling to get oxygen into his system.
Everything felt wrong, wrong, wrong.
He needed to get up, get moving, score goals and lead his team, but he just couldn't find the strength.
People shouted, their voices too loud. Hands reached for him, moved him onto his back, and Shane wished they would let him go. They were not right, they were not…
…Ilya.
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Shane has the worst day of his life, the stress and anxiety causing him to go into heat during a game against Boston. Luckily, Ilya is there to take care of him.
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Oh, the shame that sent me off from the god that I once loved (Was the same that sent me into your arms) by toxyjin
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Mar 2026
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Joining the MLH had been his sole goal since losing his mother. He needed to get away from his father, his stepmother, and his brother, and hockey had provided him with the chance to escape.
It had still been overwhelming. He had to learn the language, had to adapt to the different culture, and deal with the pressure and expectations that came with being the number one draft pick. Don't get him wrong — Ilya loved every second of it, thrived in the fame and spot light. He quickly established his outrageous image, and while his critics gasped in shock whenever he opened his mouth, he had the skills to shut them up.
Ilya Rozanov became a star, a legend.
And nobody would suspect his pain, his heart aching for his mother's love, his father's approval, his brother's support.
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Five times Ilya was haunted by the memory of his family + the one time he wasn't
This work is part of an ongoing series. It can be read as a standalone but I wouldn't recommend it. Please read the tags!
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- Part 3 of Then maybe it's time to wake up, yes?
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We ain't angry at you, love (We'll be waiting for you, love) by toxyjin
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Feb 2026
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Yuna did not hate Rozanov, no — she despised him. Just the mention of his name let her blood boil inside her veins. Shane did not work his ass off to only be reduced to some kind of rivalry. He deserved the spotlight and praise for his own achievements and Yuna fought the urge to scream whenever her son just shrugged it off as if he didn't care. She couldn't fathom how he could be so nonchalant about all of this. He should be enraged and angry and stand up for himself. He was his own person, not an extension to some Russian who thought he was above everyone else!
And then Rozanov had the audacity to show up at the hospital, looking like his whole world had shattered in front of his eyes.
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Yuna tries to let go of her own prejudices and gains a son along the way
This work is part of a series and the direct continuation of part 1. It could be read as a standalone but I don't recommend it.
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- Part 2 of Then maybe it's time to wake up, yes?
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Don't let this darkness fool you (All lights turned off can be turned on) by toxyjin
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jan 2026
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Hollander and Rozanov, Rozanov and Hollander — two names, linked together even before they had been drafted to their respective teams. If he had to be honest, David would have to admit that he had never really cared about this rivalry, at least not as much as Yuna. David hated Rozanov because everyone else did, not because of his own conviction.
Seeing Rozanov in the waiting room — his body hunched over, drawn into himself, his hair disheveled and curls all over the place, skin pale and cheeks blotchy, his eyes red-rimmed and glassy with unshed tears — made David wish he'd paid more attention to the other man.
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A retelling of the famous hospital scene in episode 5 (David and Yuna find out about Shane and Ilya)
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- Part 1 of Then maybe it's time to wake up, yes?
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Life after the war was not easy for anyone. Too many wounds were too deep to heal, too many people were lost in the fight, and too many fights had to be fought. But despite everything, two boys seemed to have found their happiness with each other that not only changes their lives for the better but also those of the people around them.
Or a Drarry AU that shows how Draco’s and Harry’s love is perceived by different people at different times
Author's note: I debated taking this down but decided to leave it up, primarily out of spite. I don't align myself with Rowling's beliefs. I am part of the queer community myself and I hate that the author of my favorite childhood books is actively advocating against the rights of my own community.
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Then maybe it's time to wake up, yes? by toxyjin
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 Mar 2026
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a compilation of connected oneshots that explore the relationship between Shane and Ilya, told through the eyes of the people around them
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov Break the Internet by UglyGreenJacket
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
22 Feb 2026
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[An image of this year’s NHL East All-Star team, including Ilya Rozanov, Shane Hollander, Wyatt Hayes, Troy Barrett, Carter Vaughn, and Scott Hunter, all smiling after winning this year’s NHL All-Star Game in Las Vegas]
@NHLInsider There’s rumor going around that Page Six has evidence from last weekend’s All-Star Game that two NHL players are romantically linked. Checking my sources to see what I can find out. Will update later. This could have huge implications if true.
Posted on February 12 2:30 pm
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@ssmith20 wut?
@rozanoff no way fuck boy rozanov is involved in this. my money’s on barrett and hollander.
@luverofhockey holy shit. if this is true, it’s going to be insane
@hattrickzzzz @luverofhockey would it really be all that surprising? Hockey is one of the most homoerotic sports in existence. It wouldn’t surprise me at all if they had whole team orgies after every game.
@shanehollanderswife there’s no way that reddit post about Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov being a couple is correct, right? ….right?
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30 Mar 2026
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the trials and tribulations of being a wikipedia editor by snailie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Mar 2026
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Ilya is bored out of his mind and decides to start ragebaiting Wikipedia editors
or: 5 times Ilya got banned from Wikipedia for vandalism, and 1 time they didn't have a leg to stand on, as told through Wikipedia edit history and talk pages
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- Part 1 of wikipedia shenanigans
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30 Mar 2026
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Wyatt was not, like, nosy. For sure, he was interested. He was curious. He engaged with people, obviously, because most people were interesting and engaging and had cool thoughts and said neat stuff if you asked.
So, no. Wyatt wasn’t nosy, but he wasn’t stupid, either.
Or: A Bromance Blooms In Ottawa
Or: The Ballad of Wyatt and Ilya- Language:
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30 Mar 2026
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the secret society of stick handlers by gurlsrool
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Apr 2026
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The queer NHL players (begrudgingly) unite via group chats in the face of social media scandals.
These stories take place on a (slightly loose) chronological timeline and make the most sense when read in order. However, they're all independent stories/scandals and can be read as standalones.
All stories take place post TLG and include spoilers for the books.
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25 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander's PDA Agenda by virtual_typewriter
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Mar 2026
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It happens in an instant.
Over Ilya’s shoulder, Shane sees the doctor and Wiebe give each other a look, and in a sudden bout of impatient anxiety, Shane ends up saying the words that come to ruin everything.
“Don’t touch me.”
The effect is instantaneous. Ilya’s hands fly to his sides, and Shane gets a front row seat as Ilya’s heart breaks before his very eyes. Eyes dimming and lips trembling in slow, painful technicolor.
It causes Shane’s heart to break, too, and he vows, immediately, never to see such a look cross his husband’s face again.
OR Shane embarks on a mission to heal his husband’s heart, one PDA at a time.
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06 Mar 2026