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black milk by totalcontrol
Fandoms: Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022), Vampire Chronicles Series - Anne Rice
16 Jun 2026
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But I love you!
And I you.
It was an old conversation. The script hadn’t faded an inch since Cairo. How to love a monster? How to love as monsters? Where is the God that will forgive us?
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“Victoria…” Cassie says, and it sounds like the softest, tenderest scolding of Victoria’s life.
“I just… I wish she loved me,” she lets out quietly.
______Or, Victoria’s mother finds her journal.
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collection of the diplomat drabbles.
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Victoria Javadi, the birthday girl, grinding down on her friends, living her life to the fullest. It’s great
______Javadi thinks Cassie is ignoring her and lets loose for her birthday. McKay makes a choice to put herself first.
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Carol knows that Zosia’s smiling that eerie smile they can’t get rid of; the reflex-pleasure at taking care of her and working to construct her happiness. Carol hates it less now, can tolerate quite a bit of it, even ask for help on special occasions. It’s a compromise, both their natures must bend for it to work.
___It’s the week of the anniversary of Helen’s death. Carol and Zosia have been companions for over a decade. Carol hasn’t been successful in reversing the merge, and neither has the hivemind in assimilating Carol.
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femminielle by livicius
Fandoms: Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022), Vampire Chronicles Series - Anne Rice
15 Jun 2026
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Gabrielle is persuaded into sharing her life story, the only gift she alone could give her son.
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05 Jun 2026
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"'Come, come!' Her father croons. It's not right, the seduction behind it. And then this: 'Love you, my little cherub.' And wasn't that perfect? His little angel? His baby: perennially bare-arsed and innocent. 'Light of my life. Mina.' She feels sick here, she always does. But it's not enough."
Character study on Yasmin as she listens to her father's voice mail in S4xE08. His voice is too painful, so she does what she does best: turns it uglier, into sex, into anything else. Later, Hayley finds Yasmin. Yasmin takes out everything she couldn't finish on her.
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05 Mar 2026
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“You have shit taste,” Helena says.
“To you. What, you’re used to cabernet?”
Helly tries pronouncing the name of a French winery. It’s butchered in her mouth.
“Château Lafite,” she corrects.
“Fuck you.”
Helly walks away. Helena watches her leave. That’s how it’s gone for the past fifteen years.
What’s one I need you text after five years of radio silence? The catalyst for an impromptu nightclub visit, apparently.
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13 Mar 2025
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This is it, she tries to tell herself during the worst of it, caught in the purgatorial land between dreams, shaking so hard it jolts her bones, Howard, the way forward, this is it.
Sure, Taissa, the voice inside her scoffs, expanding up against her fleshy inner walls. Sure.
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Post-rescue Tai fic. Featuring: the case for saying never, dubious friendship, tasteful clock motifs, and that one pesky Jungian shadow.
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17 Jan 2024
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Nat looks up when the rock lands near her feet. She scans the space around her before her eyes settle between the fence gap, on Misty’s face. Her eyes widen, and Misty beams at her.
It’s finally happening.
or, Misty goes to rescue Natalie from the wilderness, but the wilderness rescues her.
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16 Apr 2023