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    Ilya Rozanov, get loved.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Summer at the cottage is the first time Shane and Ilya have been able to spend any significant time together. Naturally, it comes with some revelations.

    Or, Five Things Russians Do Not Do, A Detailed Observational Study By Shane Hollander.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Refusing to let Ilya ruin his career by signing with Ottawa, Shane chooses to really give their relationship a try and moves to Boston to live with Ilya and become a Raider. What follows is enough public scrutiny and backlash from his team that it has him questioning if he made the right decision. Until moments with Ilya and the Raiders show him exactly why he chose correctly.

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    Hayden’s eyes flickered to Shane as he sat on the bench, chewing on the edge of his mouth guard.

    “Don’t fucking look at him,” Ilya insisted as he bent down for the faceoff.

    “Excuse me?” Hayden mumbled, eyes darting back to him.

    “You heard me,” he retorted, his tone clipped. “He’s not your teammate anymore; he’s mine. If you think Marlow is a problem to your game, wait until you see what I will do to your team if you hurt anyone on mine again.”

    Hayden scoffed, dipping his head as he tried to focus on the game. Something about Ilya’s words still rang through his head though, sounding so definitive that he didn’t want to risk seeing what he was actually referring to when he said that.

    The puck dropped again, and Ilya stole it before he could comprehend how quickly it happened.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Another stretch of silence settles. Comfortable. Safe. And maybe that’s why Shane says it. Because he’s tired. Because Ilya’s hand is still moving gently through his hair. Because this apartment is the only place in the world where he sometimes forgets to keep things locked behind his teeth.

    “The director said my face looked too full on camera today.”

    The words leave him absentmindedly, quiet enough to almost disappear beneath the sound of rain. But the hand in his hair stops immediately. And Shane realizes, far too late, that he shouldn’t have said anything at all. For the silence that follows feels wrong instantly. Not quiet. Not comfortable. Sharp.

    Shane feels Ilya go still beneath him, every trace of sleepiness gone in the span of a second. The hand resting at the back of his neck tightens slightly before slipping away altogether.

    “What?” Ilya asks.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    28 Jun 2026