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let the sun only shine on me through a falling sky, i’ll be alright by ptrick65
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Jun 2026
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"I did not realize until you got here, how much they do not realize what a Montreal locker room actually sounds like."
--or, a slight A/U where Shane didn't stay in Montreal after the cottage just because he wanted to or because he thought it was expected of him and those years after he came out to his team had been worse than he lets on
---OR, Shane acquires a Russian duckling, finally sets the record straight with his man, goes full 'protect the rookie' mode when his duckling is checked during a game in Montreal, and learns how to be part of a team again (in that order)
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23 Jun 2026
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It only took basically a decade but Shane finally has Ilya in every aspect. He should be celebrating and enjoying it, should be focused on slotting into his new team in Ottawa. Instead he's watching the news cycle with bated breath, waiting for the inevitable moment that his name pops up alongside words like "victim" and "Dallas Kent."
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23 Jun 2026
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No Light, No Light by Dirade
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
31 May 2017
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Steve knows Bucky is still recovering. But, sometimes, when Bucky laughs at his jokes and insists on chocolate ice cream for dinner and cartwheels across the gym, it's hard to remember that he's not the same man he used to be.
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"Next time you're angry can you just hit me instead?"
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Bucky thinks Steve uses sex as punishment.- Language:
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21 Jun 2026
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Luckily it turns out to be true what Steve and Sam have told him: you really can find anything on the internet.
He finds a guy whose ad bears the headline THE DOCTOR IS IN with (YOUR ASS) instead of the name of the neighborhood where he lives.
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21 Jun 2026
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And a Sense of Guilt I Can't Deny by jewelledfoxes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jan 2026
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Please let me in, she thinks. I can be better. I can do it right this time, I promise.
Or: an exploration into why Yuna might've needed 5 minutes to herself after learning that her son had been hiding a relationship from her for nearly a decade.
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21 Jun 2026
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all my perversions by probablylily for connorstorriethinker
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Mar 2026
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He watches the tape again over dinner. Listens to Rozanov moan inside a girl's pussy while he eats. By the time he finishes his last bite, Rozanov's inside her, her nails raking down his back, her mouth twisted open in pleasure, and Shane's hard in his pants.
So, Shane puts his plate in the sink and goes back to his room. Starts the video over.
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A sex tape of Ilya with a girl leaks. Shane reacts normally.
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- Part 1 of all my perversions
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20 Jun 2026
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It’s not like his mom had been celebrating Ilya having a fucking heart attack. It’s just that if Shane hadn’t been such a coward, he would have told his parents about Ilya sooner, and then maybe none of this would have happened at all.
After a fluke cardiac event leaves Ilya with an anoxic brain injury, he and Shane attempt to cope with their new normal.
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20 Jun 2026
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Denial by there_must_be_a_lock
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jun 2026
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When he releases his grip on Shane’s chin, drags his knuckles along Shane’s jaw, Shane follows the touch, chasing Ilya’s fingers with his mouth.
Fuck. He is so fucking transparent. So clearly fucking vulnerable. A careless move could break him, and Ilya is not the sort of person who can be trusted with fragile things. People don’t trust him with much at all.
[Or: five times Shane doesn't use a safeword, and one time Ilya does.]
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- Part 6 of Hollanov standalones
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20 Jun 2026
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Max stands, pacing again, and says, “I mean, what do I do? I can’t tell them I know now. It’s way too late for that.”
“It’s really okay,” Troy says far too optimistically. “It’s not that big of a deal.”
“Yeah, you can say that because you're not the one who heard Ilya tell Shane he misses his slutty little mouth."
Or: The Centaurs' newest rookie speaks Russian. It's too bad that Shane and Ilya don't know that.
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19 Jun 2026
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Ilya hadn’t known the video existed. If he had known, he would have paid someone to have it destroyed. Would have paid someone to murder Kuznetsov, maybe, just for redundancy's sake. But it was peak stupidity, to keep evidence of your homosexual perversion around in a country where that crime could get you sent to jail for several decades, and Ilya hadn’t thought that Kuznetsov would be that dumb.
Now here Ilya was, watching a video of his fourteen-year-old self on Twitter getting fucked by his former hockey coach.
So. There go the plans for the rest of his life.
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Or: in 2018, during Ilya's last year with the Raiders, an old video is leaked on Twitter. Ilya reacts, or overreacts. Shane does, too.
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- Part 20 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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18 Jun 2026
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“I always feel so safe with you,” Shane pants into the pillow as Ilya fucks into him. Shane flat on his belly on the bed, Ilya plastered on top of him like the world’s heaviest weighted blanket, their skin pressed together all the way from their knees to the nape of Shane’s neck. “So safe, so safe, I’m—oh, fuck, Ilya—“
By all measures, Ilya should be touched by this comment, if not wildly turned on. Instead, he finds he has to squeeze his eyes shut for a brief moment, hips stilling, to focus on thinking sexy thoughts so his cock doesn’t go soft.
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Ilya has some issues with the notion of safety, especially as it applies to him.
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- Part 16 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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18 Jun 2026
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"Sveta," he says, before she can greet him. "I think I'm about to do something very stupid."
"You're always doing something stupid," she laughs, her voice tinny over the speakerphone. "What is it this time?"
"I am in a staring contest with a bottle of pills," Ilya says. "And I think the pills might win."
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Or: An alternate take on Ilya's mental health after moving to Ottawa, featuring the reality of long distance relationships, Ilya learning to captain a new team, and a series of game tapes made by Ilya's dead father.
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- Part 10 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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18 Jun 2026
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Shane sends him a text that says 'thinking about your cock' with a picture of his rippling abs, and even though Ilya really appreciates the abs, all he can think about is the faint bruise blooming on Shane's ribs, and whether it hurts him very badly, and whether there's anything Ilya could do to make it hurt less, if he were there. He wants to be there, he realizes. He wants to be there for the rest of his life.
He has to duck out of the team weight room so he can cough up a fistful of petals.
So.
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Or: Ilya gets Hanahaki disease.
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- Part 6 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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18 Jun 2026
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“Actually, uh—“ Shane scratched the back of his neck and dropped his gaze to the floor by Ilya’s chair. “Would you mind if I sucked you off?”
“Would I mind?” Ilya asked. “No, I would not mind. You want my cock again that badly, Hollander?”
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- Part 3 of missing scenes
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18 Jun 2026
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“Hollander. Relax. So you lost one game,” Ilya said. “Big deal. Win next time.”
“It is a big deal,” Shane said. His hands were clenched tightly into fists. “It’s not just the game. You know I can’t afford to fuck up like this, not this close to playoffs. It’s a pretty big deal. Fuck. And it’s my fault. I wasn’t focused. I can play better than that, and I just… didn’t.”
“Okay, your fault, so what?” Ilya shrugged. “You think you should be punished for this?”Series
- Part 2 of missing scenes
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18 Jun 2026
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Shane dropped his gaze. “You’re really going to make me ask?”
“Yes,” Ilya said. “You ask, maybe you get. So, ask.”
“Okay,” Shane said. “I want you to fuck me.”
Ilya started to laugh.
“Don’t—this isn’t a fucking joke, alright?” Shane snapped. “Shut up. I want it to be different. Or, no—the same, but more. I want you to just make me fucking take it. Shit. I don’t know how to ask you for this.”
“No, no, is good start so far,” Ilya said. “Go back to the part where I get to make you fucking take it. That’s good. Tell me more.”Series
- Part 1 of missing scenes
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17 Jun 2026
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Oh I'm Tricky But You Figured Me Out by TigerCrossbow
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Mar 2026
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Based on a tumblr post from @notahungrywish, ending with:
Just Shane casually assuming he'll always have to share and never be enough for Ilya and Ilya horrified to realize just how resigned Shane is to assuming Ilya will never be satisfied with him the way Shane is with Ilya.
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- Part 1 of Not a Safe Bet, But You're All In
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15 Jun 2026
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fathers hit sons by elumish
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
15 Jun 2026
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Ilya’s first thought is, how do I reduce the risk of Shane being hit?
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15 Jun 2026
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Tom checks on the hen house every morning to collect the eggs for the farmer's market.
This morning, Sammy, a pretty cuntboy, has trouble laying. Luckily all farm hands know a trick or two to help with that.
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- Part 3 of Let There be Eggs
- Part 44 of Sarri's Exchange Works
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14 Jun 2026
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Masters of Taste, Episode 7: "Connection" by Sight_of_the_Blind_Gods for sarriathmg
Fandoms: Original Work
21 Feb 2026
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Jel'Marath Bak'drovallizk, Orcish for "Seaside House of Resoration", was for three decades one of the best-kept secrets in the legendary culinary landscape of Port Van'zier. Now, follow head chef Haundri Zinnig as she plans, sources, gathers, prepares, butchers, and ultimately serves a twice-yearly invitation-only meal, featuring what many consider to be the pinnacle of her nation's cuisine, and the dish that ultimately earned her three Teleportorist Stars:
"Yad'Messhtinaz Zar Ulaam": Blue Reef Mermaid, Served in Courses, Kept Alive As Long As Possible.
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14 Jun 2026