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    Happiness is(n't) in the Having by

    Fandoms: Supernatural, Supernatural (TV 2005)  

    12 May 2021

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    It's not a decision. Not more than the immobility was that had frozen his muscles before and made it impossible to move. It isn't a thought that drives him to throw himself at Cas, between Cas and this supernatural entity he knows he can't defeat. He's done it before he even knows he moved at all, arms wrapped around the angel as tightly as possible. It was more like a reflex, an instinct, maybe. There was nothing else to be done, so why not do something insanely stupid?

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    20 Feb 2026

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    what stays (and what fades away) by

    Fandoms: Supernatural  

    27 Apr 2020

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    Cas Novak’s life is perfect. He has a job that he loves and friends who support him. Most importantly, he has his husband, Dean Winchester, and his two adopted children, Claire and Jack. With them, nothing could ever go wrong.

    That is, until he starts having flashes of a life that isn’t his and meets someone who shares his husband’s face but not his personality, someone who insists that he’s someone, something, different altogether. Cas’ life shatters when he’s dragged into a world that he doesn’t belong to and doesn’t understand.

    Dean Winchester’s life was already shattered when he lost Castiel.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    The Soul Burns Brighter Than The Sun by

    Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

    22 Jan 2024

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    Dean’s sitting at the kitchen table with Sam when his phone rings. Jody’s name flashes across the screen and he considers not picking up. It’s not like Dean doesn’t want to talk to Jody, it's just that he can’t bear talking to anyone these days.

    “Hi, Jody,” Sam says.

    “Howdy, boys.” She asks them to take over a case. Something about werewolves. Dean doubts they will, Sam hasn’t let him pick up a gun in months, not since their last hunt.

    Jody’s voice cuts through the phone. “Alright, if you boys don’t wanna take the case, I’ll see if Castiel will, but I think he’s helping Claire in Colorado–”

    Dean doesn’t hear a damn thing after that, and by the looks of it, Sam doesn’t either. For the first time in days, Dean opens his mouth and speaks. “Cas is alive?”

    Jody’s voice is quiet on the other end. “He didn’t tell you?”

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    25 Nov 2025

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    to all the things left unsaid (and to the days that will come after us) by

    Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

    01 Jul 2026

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    "Quickly feeling jealous of a moment he didn’t get to share with Cas, one that they have established as theirs in their routine of getting ready for bed (brushing their teeth together) and waking up together (coffee, trimming their beards, putting balm on it). Dean is jealous of the distance that exists between Cas and him. Of the little meter Cas has respectfully put in between them. He wants to cross it just to taste all of it again. The matching Kid’s shampoo on Castiel’s hair. The coconut lotion he lathers on his skin. For some reason he prefers the products that are softer on his skin. Getting used to being human, he imagines. It works, Cas is so soft. Dean could melt against him.

    Cas smashes the cigarette against the soil. Once it’s not burning, he puts it in his pocket. He’s that kind of guy. To burn off his own lungs without letting the rest of the world burn. He’s in love with humanity."

    Dean begs Jack to bring him Castiel back. He doesn't answer. After months of alcoholised laments, the brothers find a spell. Cas is back. Well, he sleeps for a long time. Six months. But he's back. The last thing he said to Dean was "I love you." What are they supposed to do, now?

    And where the fuck is God?

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    19 Nov 2025

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    Lights So Bright by

    Fandoms: Supernatural  

    24 Dec 2023

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    “Well then,” Dean drawls, holding the card and its glittery woodland creatures at arm’s length. “I guess it’s finally the season.”

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    19 Nov 2025