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    Kim Dokja grasps at his hands desperately. “Joonghyuk-ah. Was this not the world you wanted?”

    “What?”

    “Did I dream it wrong? Is that it? Is that why you’re so sad all the time? Do you—do you want me to dream it differently?”

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    (Post epilogue, Kim Dokja gets too caught up in his own head. He thinks that maybe, he should never have been here at all.)

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    17 Jul 2026

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    "Everyone sees it," Joonghyuk says quietly. Firmly. "You do a terrible job of hiding it."

    "Hiding what?"

    "The fact that you don't think you should be here."

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    (Post epilogue, Kim Dokja wakes up. He isn't quite sure where to go from there.)

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Yoo Joonghyuk’s head tilts, and he looks at Kim Dokja almost curiously, like a house cat watching a flock of doves beyond a glass window pane.

    “I used to think that you made me behave in a way that is unlike myself, but lately I’ve begun to think that what you do to me is exactly how I’m meant to be.”

    another post-epilogue fic, wherein kim dokja may or may not need a bigger hospital bed

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Though he has no proof, Bokuto suspects dating would be a lot easier if Akaashi stopped trying to break up with him.

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    25 Jul 2023

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    It is, though, like they are fifteen and falling apart in different ways. It is, though, like they’ve all got talent too big for their bodies and passion so heavy it aches. Like they’re all grieving something they can’t name. Like Teiko values victory above childhood and the coaches have encouraged their violent unraveling. It is, though, like they are so very tired. It is, though, like they are fifteen and their hearts are still beating with worn light and something quiet inside them wishes things had ended differently. It is, though, like they are all so young and feel so, so alone.
     
    a love letter to the kids who deserved better than they ever received.

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    25 Dec 2022