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  1. Public Bookmark 39

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    It shouldn’t be anything unusual, really. They make each other lunch all the time whenever they can. However this particular one, like all the others these past three or so weeks, has heart shaped spam placed neatly on top.

    or, five times Suho's healing process leads him to question the nature of his and Sieun’s friendship + the one time he finally gets an answer: unconventionally

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    17 Jun 2026

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    “I’d never put you out of your bedroom,” Mo Ran argues. His voice has dropped. He can’t help it. He would dare anyone to try thinking pure thoughts after being invited into Chu Wanning’s bedroom.

    Chu Wanning crosses his arms. “I wouldn’t be leaving, either.”

    (or: Chu Wanning's pull-out sofa breaks just as Mo Ran needs a place to stay, but his bed is big enough for two.)

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Chu Wanning comes out of his seclusion to an uproar. He expects the noise.

    He doesn't expect Mo Ran.

    (The night before the new year, Mo Ran gets older.)

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Chu Wanning has dreamt of it once.

    The two of them dressed in red, confirming to the world what they were to each other. Mo Ran, older than he was during their ghost marriage, looking at Chu Wanning with an eagerness that spoke of only a happy lifetime together in love.

    (Mo Ran has been telling everyone that he and Chu Wanning are married. If only Chu Wanning had any idea when this marriage had even taken place.)

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    12 Jun 2026

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    It takes the length of the exhale Mo Ran makes when he sees Chu Wanning sweep his hair up in the tiny kitchen of their cottage, the collar of his robe hanging loose, to notice that something is off.

    Faintly, Mo Ran remembers Chu Wanning being fascinated by a small tonic a vendor had been selling at a festival a few nights ago. Chu Wanning said the vendor had claimed that the tonic would enhance vitality; it seems that Chu Wanning may have decided to test it. And by the reticence he is showing now, there’s a strong chance that Chu Wanning may have misinterpreted what the vendor meant by vitality.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Chu Wanning realizes his hand is braced against the man’s chest. Against the man’s warm chest. Against the man’s warm, toned chest. Against the man’s warm, toned, bare chest, and Chu Wanning’s fingers twitch against his skin as he eyes a bead of sweat trailing down its expanse, and the man is too close, much too close, and Chu Wanning feels his breath against his skin, and—

    And then Chu Wanning retracts his hand as if he’s touched fire, and slaps the man across the face.

    The first time Imperial Chancellor Chu meets Mo Ran, he slaps him across the face.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    If Mo Ran were to be asked, he would say there are extremely few things about Chu Wanning that Mo Ran doesn’t know.

    He looks down at the man in his arms.

    This apparently, is one of those things.

    Because Chu Wanning, his life, his reason for being, is curled up in his arms and sleeptalking.

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    11 Jun 2026

  8. Rec *

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    "You got a name?” Suho takes one last drag from his cigarette, then tosses it to the ground and stubs out the burning tip with his sneaker.

    The boy hesitates, his gaze flickering to the gray cat curled at his feet. “Gray,” He says, "It's Gray.”

    Suho laughs. This kid is a riot. “That your real name or one you just made up?”

    Sieun looks up at him through the thick fan of his lashes. His eyes are dark. Bottomless. Pure liquid.

    “Does it matter?”

    Or, Suho's past comes back to haunt him in the form of Yeon Sieun.

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    22 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 66

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    Recovery is slow, the hospital walls are grey, and Suho’s body still doesn’t feel like his own. But Sieun is always there—reading beside him, sleeping in his lap, holding all the pieces together until Suho’s strong enough to hold them himself.

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    22 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 11

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    Nothing prepared Jihoon for how small he would feel under the light of Hyunwook’s open affection. He’s not one to shrink, but he doesn’t really know how to grow, either—to plant his roots and be steady, to feel like he’s doing enough to make Hyunwook stay, even though he has no intention to leave.

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    08 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 53

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    r/Kpop
    posted by u/turritopsis 2 hours ago
    I (22M) think my friends (both 25M) are dating; should I ask them?
    [Rant]

    I'm seriously convinced that my two eldest friends are dating, but they never really told me or any of our other friends.

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    07 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 88

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    Five small instances of Sieun staring at Suho and the one time Suho does something about it.

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    07 May 2026

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    Sieun knows that his parents just want him to move past it, to get over it, even if they won’t say it out loud. But there’s no moving past it—not as long as Suho stays like this. There’s nothing to propel him forward, nothing to knock him out of this equilibrium.

    In physics, terminal velocity is the maximum constant speed attainable by an object falling through a fluid. It occurs when the sum of the drag force and the buoyancy is equal to the downward force of gravity acting on the object. Once it has been reached, the object has zero acceleration.

    Sieun has been falling for a long, long time.

    Ahn Suho wakes up. They pick it up from there. (Or: Ahn Suho's cram school for one.)

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    30 Apr 2026

  14. Rec *

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    How could he begin to tell his best and only friend that he misses him even when they’re together? That even with Suho right in front of him, he feels a hole in his middle—somewhere in his chest, maybe on the top of his stomach—like a pulsing, living thing. Like hunger.

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    29 Apr 2026

  15. Rec 87

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    Sieun feels like he’s been watching Suho sleep since he’s known him. It seems to just be their dynamic, from the beginning. 

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Tired of Baku and Gotak's constant PDA, Sieun asks his best friend, Ahn Suho, to teach him what the big deal is about physical affection. It's entirely scientific, thank you very much. Sieun is a data-driven man and Suho is a willing test subject.

    No one has to know how Sieun's body sings in joy when Suho starts touching him like the world would end if he stopped.

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    28 Apr 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 20

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    Hearing the pleased sigh that falls from Suho’s mouth as he rests his head on Sieun’s stomach, Sieun finally lowers his phone to look down at his boyfriend.

    Suho, who’s nuzzling into his tummy. The sweatshirt that Sieun is wearing is thick and soft and Suho looks desperately comfortable, melting into Sieun’s body on instinct.

    Or, Sieun and Suho enjoy a wintry day off.

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    27 Apr 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 92

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    “If he died our teacher would’ve told us to go to his funeral,” he hears and his jaw sets.

    As he hits them, that's the only thing that is ringing in his mind, over and over, like a broken record.

    If he died our teacher would’ve told us to go to his funeral. If he died our teacher would’ve told us to go to his funeral. If he died. If he died. Died. Died. Died. Dead? Sieun could’ve died and Suho wouldn’t have even known.

     or,

    Suho visits Sieun that evening. Things change.

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    25 Apr 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 92

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    Suho placed a careful hand atop Sieun’s head. His fingers curled ever so slightly, the strands slipping underneath and between. He let himself feel the connection, slowly stroking the back of his head and carding his fingers through his soft hair. With this gentle touch, he caught the way Sieun’s shoulders dropped with the released weight of whatever he was harbouring. He leaned onto him more heavily, as if to move even closer and share his thoughts. His feelings. Suho felt the warm exhale of a breath held much too long.

    “I missed you,” Sieun spoke so quietly it wouldn’t have been heard had Suho not always been trying to hear him.

    (Or a look into what happened right after they reunited.)

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    24 Apr 2026

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    “How’s it going?” And there’s his voice, low, raspy from disuse, but still his voice. That voice that Sieun would follow anywhere. Eurydice trailing Orpheus out of Hell. This time, no one will look back. This time, they go home.

    “Good,” Sieun says, or tries to say. It’s more of a soft huff, because he can’t quite get his throat to unstick itself. Can’t quite remember how to form words. Suho’s eyes are smiling at him, so he thinks he understands.

    They just stare. Drinking each other in. Somewhere in the near distance, a bird sings and quiets. Somewhere else, another one sings back.

    Or,

    A re-write/continuation of their reunion.

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    23 Apr 2026

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