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You know he’s busy. You know he’s famous—you subscribed to some sports channel so you could watch him shine every weekend. You watch his interviews. You like hearing him speak Spanish, like it even more when he slips back into Japanese at the behest of a talk show host or fan. He’s like an open wound, a gaping hole in your middle. Every night, you fill it as best you can.
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break down the door, it's yours for the taking by sunshown
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
21 Dec 2025
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Dean’s thumb touches your shoulder and for a second you’re leaning into Sam’s side, fitting nicely under his arm. It’s even worse that he’s in this stupid green henley, one Sam used to live in. Your eyes sting as the tips of his fingers touch the skin of your neck, his hand covering you, and you wonder if Sam’s hands on your face in your bed was the last time you’d ever feel his touch and now Dean’s feel like a numbered thing, that the chance of him leaving this motel room and you never seeing either of them ever again becomes more and more palpable.
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Sam leaves you. Dean finds you.
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The bathroom door opens and you draw away, and whatever you were going to say fades and falls away. Sam’s skin burns where you were touching it, aches. He hopes it leaves a mark.
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Sam patches things up, including the messy bits of him that believe he can't keep you safe.
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You’ve dreamt of him 213 times. The first time, you were thirteen in both the dream and otherwise, feet off the side of the roof of an apartment complex that your aunt lived in. You’re sitting next to a boy with a bandaid on his cheek and battered sneakers, and he shoves a popsicle stick in your face. You look at it instead of him -- 25 points -- and spend the next few minutes destroying the remnants of your popsicle until it reads an embarrassing 5 points.
You turn to the boy, look at him. As he starts to speak, the dream ends.
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You spend your life dreaming of Jason. This is how you find each other.
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on loving after the flood by sunshown
Fandoms: Chainsaw Man (Manga), Chainsaw Man (Anime)
27 Aug 2025
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Aki comes back into your life as suddenly as he had left it, and what lays in between is six aimless years in Tokyo and constant reminders of what could have been.
It's only for him that you'd believe in second chances.