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    Rozanov: Is this where I hand in my boyfriend application? I have prepared CV, introduction video, letters of recommendation and photo of me in bed with Stanley Cup. With or without clothes, your choice ;)

    Lundin: We were supposed to prepare something? I can do that, no problem! How long do we have?

    Baldwin: I think he is making fun of the whole thing, can we throw him out?

    Rozanov: Is no joke, I have fileshare link ready to send.

    Hunter: He is definitely joking.

    Baldwin: What are you doing here? Aren’t you getting married?

    Hunter: My fiancé insisted.

    Hunter: He said, and I quote: “I never thought about adding a third but it’s Shane fucking Hollander, we would be dumb if we didn’t try."

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    The world stops when Scott Hunter kisses his boyfriend Kip on the ice after he wins the Stanley Cup in 2017.

    The world tilts fully off its axis when Shane Hollander comes out after his third cup win in 2018.

    What follows are a bunch of (drunk) Instagram comments, a Rose Landry shaped intervention, a brutal battle between NHL superstars and one precious price on the line: A date with THE Shane Hollander.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander expected a lot out of the combine before the 2009 NHL draft: meeting the competition, impressing possible future teams and ultimately securing his spot in the NHL.

    What he didn't expect was 50 questions that were about to change his whole damn life.

    Or: How an autism diagnosis, a therapist and something magical called communication rebuild the whole trajectory of the Hollander/Rozanov saga bit by bit.

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    Chapters:
    22/22
    Comments:
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    27 Jul 2026

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    “But…” Ilya stalls out. He conjures his sun’s face: the soft curve of skin where the corner of his eye becomes the sweep of his cheekbone, the stubble that clings to the soft end of his chin, the strong and even line of his eyebrows. “Solnyshko,” Ilya says. “It means sun, yes, but… it’s like a pet name. Sunshine. Honey. I’m calling you my sun.”

    This is mortifying in English. Christ, he should never have started this conversation. He should have shaken Shane off when he had the chance. Even as Ilya thinks this, he knows he could not have done it. He cannot deny Shanyshko anything. That has always been the problem between them. What a terrifying, awesome, horrible problem to have. Ilya would like to have this problem for the rest of his life.

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    or, Ilya and Shane talk about their love, their lives.

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    23 Jul 2026

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    The woman had her hair tucked under a knit hat, and her eyes were actually kind.

    "You are cold," she said.

    "I'm fine," Shane said. His teeth betrayed him with a chatter.

    She unwound her scarf from her own neck and wrapped it around his.

    Eight-year-old Shane goes to a hockey camp in Moscow, becomes a victim to language barrier, and gets rescued by a woman who gives him her scarf and tells him snow angels are real.

    Eighteen years later, Ilya finds out his mother had already met the love of his life.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    Comments:
    320
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    4,740
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    1,124
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    21,827

    23 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander has a secret life. No, not the one where he's hiding his trysts with his rival.

    He's a pseudonymous hockey romance author under the alias Jane Dutch.

    And the Metros WAGs have just picked up his first release for their book club...

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    Chapters:
    17/20
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    9,352
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    7,781
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    2,385
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    168,594

    22 Jul 2026

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    Shane heard himself say the words from a distance, as if he was standing somewhere on the other side of the room.

    “I’ve been sleeping with him since we were nineteen and I think I’m in love with him.”

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    Shane never ran off the night of the tuna melt, but the boys still failed to have an honest conversation about any of it. Instead, they trip and fall into a whole new level of maybe-accidentally-dating situationship hell. Shane needs to confess his feelings and define the relationship.

    He probably shouldn't have done it... there.

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    Comments:
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    6,055
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    Hits:
    29,667

    11 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander is nineteen and trying to get through one Hollywood party without being noticed. He gets noticed anyway, by the worst possible person. His last-minute Halloween costume is working too well. Ilya Rozanov, the rival he's never met but supposed to hate, takes one look and thinks Shane is a girl.
    Shane doesn't correct him. He doesn't stop him from kissing Shane. And he accidentally gives him his real phone number. Oops.

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    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
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    18 Jun 2026

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    Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.

    Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.

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    120,704

    11 Jun 2026

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    “Uhm, yes, you installed my home security system a couple of months ago. But the front door code isn’t working.”

    “My apologies sir! Can you give me your name and address? I will pull up your file and get this fixed as quickly as possible.”

    “Oh sure, sorry. This is Shane Hollander, my address is 239 Kodiak Way.”

    Ilya almost fell out of his chair in his haste to grab a pen, knocking over the IHeartLoons mug that held an assortment of pens and pencils. Blyat! Svetlana gave a quizzical look. On the other end of the phone line, Shane asked “Is everything okay?”

    With his most nonchalant voice, Ilya replied “Oh yes, my co-worker just dropped some supplies. It is all fine.” As Svetlana glared at him, Ilya silently mouthed "It is SHANE HOLLANDER" but she couldn’t understand him. She walked over to look at the computer screen and saw the name on the file that he just brought up. Wiggling her eyebrows, she started puckering her lips, making kissing noises and hugging herself in a fake embrace. Ilya swatted at her as he tried to remember how to operate a keyboard.

    or Ilya owns a security company and Shane is locked out of his house.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    18,946

    09 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is on a mission: get Shane Hollander to be DTF. Or fall in love with him, whatever. With the assistance of his helpful team-and-housemates Marly, Connor Connors and Victor St. Simon, many internet strangers via the manipulation of social media, working puppies and a derailed sleepover, Ilya and the boys enact the Fuck Hollander Plan.

    Unfortunately, Shane Hollander is perfectly, adorably, infuriatingly dumb.

    Ilya is forced to pivot.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
    190
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    12,848

    08 Jun 2026

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    Shane watches Ilya shove a hand through his hair, waits for him to meet his eyes. “You pretend to want things, pretend I can have things that we both know you won’t let me have,” he says, his newfound self-esteem carrying him past the point of no return. He wishes he’d never discovered it, because it’s making Ilya’s face do something awful.

    “Oh, you mean I hurt your feelings?”

    Close enough, Shane supposes, his chest aching again. He goes to lift his hand again, sees Ilya zero in on the movement, doesn’t. “I guess so.”

    Ilya scoffs, mean and sharp. “So sorry, Hollander, I didn’t mean to make you get so emotional about a casual fuck.”
    Asshole. So many times he has lobbed the word at Ilya in exasperation, reluctant affection and disbelief, but now he thinks it with vitriolic anger. “I think you should go.”

    Shane finally decides that Ilya's ability to weaponise sex isn't enough for him anymore. Ilya doesn't take it well, but Shane holds firm. Then they start to text about it. Sort of.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    72,680

    05 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 50

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    Shane and Ilya's first time, from Ilya's POV.

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    The longest cab ride ever has Ilya Rozanov thinking too much. His first time f*cking Shane Hollander reveals more than he ever wanted to know.

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    Comments:
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    3,106

    02 Jun 2026

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    When the Ottawa Centaurs announce a mysterious new player signing, hockey Twitter turns into a full-scale detective convention. Fans expect trade rumours, chaos, and maybe Scott Hunter. What they don’t expect is Ilya Rozanov accidentally soft-launching his husband in real time. As hints pile up, the internet slowly realizes two things: Shane Hollander is gay, Ilya is catastrophically bisexual, and the NHL’s biggest rivals have secretly been in love for over a decade. Unfortunately for them, their teammates, ex-girlfriend, and social media manager are absolutely no help keeping the secret.

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    14,380

    27 May 2026

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    This needs to end. He doesn't want to see Rozanov again. Ever. He’s done with this. He can’t do just sex anymore, that much he knows. And if that’s what Rozanov wants, he sure as hell hasn't got any trouble finding willing bed partners in any city it seems, something Shane has spent more time than he is willing to admit thinking about. No, he needs to end this now.

    Jane: Lose this number
    Jane: I mean it, don’t fucking text me ever again

    OR, Shane believes Ilya paid him to have sex with him and freaks out. Ilya doesn't understand why he's been blocked, but fuck Shane if he thinks Ilya is going to let them end like this.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    32,003

    25 May 2026

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    Mary and Tom's wedding night. Both are virgins. Mary is thrilled, terrified, and determined to do it right. Tom is delighted by Mary's Mary-ness and cannot wait to bed his wife. Much awkwardness, tenderness, and eventual steaminess ensues.

    AKA I refuse to believe Mary and Tom are naturals at sex but by God they get there eventually.

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    21 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander (@ShaneHollander)
    After many years of friendship, competition, and shared experiences, we wanted to share something personal.
    We are in a committed relationship.
    And yes, before anyone asks, this means I’ll be joining Ottawa Centaurs next season.
    We know this may come as a surprise to many people, but we’re happy, we’re together, and we’re excited for what comes next.
    Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
    👬❤️

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    15,721

    19 May 2026

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    Hannah Wells meant to spend one wild night in Vegas forgetting her cheating ex, not wake up legally married to Garrett Graham, Chicago Blackhawks superstar and certified walking bad decision.

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    Chapters:
    29/29
    Comments:
    930
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    4,062
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    787
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    136,184

    16 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander was not a boring person. He knew this at heart. He had his own private world of intricate thoughts and was a man of discipline, with a dry wit and a capacity for passion and love that had once felt bottomless. But he had never ever considered his life dull. That was until he started seeing himself through Ilya Rozanov’s eyes.
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    Or: years after him and Ilya got together, Shane starts to resent the 'boring' banter.

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    Comments:
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    701
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    36,213

    13 May 2026

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    “The second time, it wasn’t so easy to ignore.

    Shane froze just inside his apartment, his hand still on the doorknob.
    “Oh…” he whispered.
    His body reacted before his mind could catch up, a slow, involuntary warmth spreading through him, a tightening low in his abdomen that made his knees feel just a little unsteady.
    No.
    No, no, no…
    He swallowed hard, forcing himself to breathe.
    That wasn’t chocolate.
    That was…
    “Alpha.” he said under his breath, the word tight and disbelieving.
    His new neighbour was an alpha.
    Of course he was.
    Because apparently Shane couldn’t have one simple, normal thing without it turning complicated.”

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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Kudos:
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    9,339

    12 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 77

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    There were three things Mary knew about love.
    It was something you earned, not something freely given.
    It was often louder for others than it ever was for her.
    And it was completely unattainable for Mary Bennet.

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    Modern AU where Mary is trying to get through University and Tom is yearning.

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    Words:
    56,448
    Chapters:
    17/17
    Comments:
    298
    Kudos:
    513
    Bookmarks:
    77
    Hits:
    11,843

    11 May 2026

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