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    Chuuya wants to try spanking Dazai.

    Dazai doesn't like spanking, but no means yes to Chuuya - or, more accurately, it means 'make me.' But is Chuuya just playing his BDSM role, or is he actually angry at Dazai? And if Dazai breaks down this time, will Chuuya stay to offer the attention he so desperately craves?

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    26 Jul 2026

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    What if it was the Metro's plane that almost crashed?
    This is the alternate universe where Shane's plane almost crashes. What would Shane message Ilya if he thought it was the end and how would Ilya handle not knowing if Shane was alive or dead?

    He was scared for Ilya. He’d sacrificed so much for Shane and now Shane was… if Shane was going to die then Ilya did it for nothing. Shane fucked Ilya’s life and would never deliver on the pay off. There would be no lifetime to make it up to him.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    Shane thought that by the time he was thirty, he’d be married and on the waitlist to adopt a baby. He spent his twenties in one serious longterm relationship after another, after all.

    Instead he is now twenty-nine, single for over a year and looking for a nice, stable boyfriend: preferably college educated and in the same place in life as he is.

    The only problem is that the bartender at the restaurant Shane takes his dates to is the hottest man Shane has ever seen in his life.

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    23 Jul 2026

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    “Listen, Ilya is-“

    Shane doesn’t hear anything else. The crowd around them dissolves into white noise. He wants to smack Ilya’s name out of Sasha’s mouth.

    “Mine,” Shane snaps, finishing Sasha’s sentence for him. “Ilya is mine.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    “Shane, this is a very convoluted way to ask me question.”
    Shane rolled his eyes. “It wasn’t…really. I’m not sure it even was a question.”
    “Ok?”
    “Just…think it's odd.”
    “Odd?” Ilya pursed his lips. “That I pray?”
    “Well, no. Obviously not that.”
    “...Obviously.”
    “Odd that I’ve known you for 13 years and I’ve never once seen you pray. That's, like, odd? Right?”

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    Shane endeavors to learn more about his husband.

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    19 Jul 2026