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    Shane, a very religious person, tries to redeem Ilya from his sins, unaware that he himself will drown in them.

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    in which Ilya texts the wrong number and starts chatting with Shane, who is convinced that he can save Ilya with God’s love.

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    15 May 2026

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    "I'm Donghyuck," another kid says, tanner skin than Jaemin's, softer cheeks, and slightly crooked teeth. "Your braces are kinda cool," he exclaims, his voice pitched baby-high, fearlessly loud, shameless.

    Mark goes wide-eyed, a little breathless at the offhand comment, at the randomness of it. He can't help it when he snaps his lips closed together, embarrassed under the attention coming from someone brave enough to beam with crooked teeth. That's what makes the boy's smile prettier, somehow, the lack of impulse to hide it, uneven teeth shining proudly under the bright lights of the practice room.

    Maybe that's how it all starts.

    (or: mark lee’s journey to self-love ft. lee donghyuck’s help)

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    18 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i always come back here

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    Donghyuck's voice is nothing more than a huffed whisper against Mark’s bare waist. “It’s okay.”

    Mark knows it’s not because they’ve been planning for weeks.

    Almost a year into their relationship and they haven’t had a single date yet. They’ve never had enough spare time in their hands, it has always been scratched as not important enough, always pushed back to the bottom of the list. Always waiting and waiting and waiting for the right moment.

    (or: mark is always waiting and, somehow, he’s never there in time)

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    13 Apr 2026

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    Butt naked in the narrow shower cubicle with his best friend, yet what brings warmth to Donghyuck’s cheeks is the small, silly fact that Mark knows how to work his shower perfectly—which handle does what, which direction is cold and which warm, which spray settings Donghyuck likes best.

    (or: when you're dating your best friend but you haven't realized yet)

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    12 Apr 2026

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    Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.

    a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism

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    28 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    “You spent whole life adjusting to others, yes? Let me adjust to you now.”
    Maybe love isn't about fixing the world, or learning how to withstand it. Maybe it's about choosing, again and again, to make one small part of it gentler. Quieter. Safe enough to breathe in.

    i can only describe this as warm and safe. loved every word of it <3

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    The woman had her hair tucked under a knit hat, and her eyes were actually kind.

    "You are cold," she said.

    "I'm fine," Shane said. His teeth betrayed him with a chatter.

    She unwound her scarf from her own neck and wrapped it around his.

    Eight-year-old Shane goes to a hockey camp in Moscow, becomes a victim to language barrier, and gets rescued by a woman who gives him her scarf and tells him snow angels are real.

    Eighteen years later, Ilya finds out his mother had already met the love of his life.

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    20 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    :( i love this concept sm. healing

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    the five times their teammate saw shane and ilya’s love in all its quiet, domestic perfection and the one time someone tried to come between them.

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    10 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    so so sweet

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    Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.

    Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    05 Feb 2026

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    Shane & Ilya's life after The Long Game, through Shane's eyes.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the number two overall NHL draft pick and a newly minted Montreal Voyageur. He’s also laser focused on his goals: being the best by beating the best. For him, this means a continued rivalry with number one draft pick—and new Ottawa Centaur—Ilya Rozanov. But when a problem with Rozanov’s immigration paperwork threatens his future in the NHL, what does that mean for Shane’s own career? He can’t risk finding out…so they get married. Just for immigration. A fast, practical, mutually beneficial solution.

    No one will ever suspect, let alone find out, that the NHL’s greatest rivals are secretly married. And there’s certainly no risk of feelings getting involved. They have a game plan.

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    30 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    “A huge, scary, magnificent chunk of what he'd always wanted was standing in his kitchen, with Shane in his arms, loving him, like he hadn't known it was possible to be loved.”

    God, this was so good!!!!!

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    "Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"

    Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.

    "Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"

    -

    or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.

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    30 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is changing my life

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    Ilya has been watching hands his whole life. His father's hands taught him that touch meant pain. His mother's hands were the only gentle ones—until they went cold. Now he has his father's hands, and he's terrified of what they might become.

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    28 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ilya ilya ilya. you deserved so much better

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    Ilya Rozanov was not foremost in Yuna Hollander’s affections at the start. But, eventually, he has come around.

    (i.e. Yuna and Ilya take their time to warming up to one another but, as the virtue goes, patience is a virtue.)
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    Now updating with better Russian language and transliteration!

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    28 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    perfect for my mommy issues (i get you, rozanov)

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    Shane doesn't fall apart loudly. He spirals, shuts down, missteps. Ilya pays attention. He stays. He helps Shane learn what it feels like to be noticed without being corrected.

    or, 5 times Shane needs help regulating his autism, and Ilya is there for him + 1 time Shane is there for Ilya.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    what it means to love and be loved

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    “Game is over,” he says. “You won. I lost. I was annoying. Normal.”

    “That’s not—” Shane starts, then stops, because he actually doesn't know how to finish that thought without sounding like an idiot. His jaw works, teeth grinding together.

    That's not what I meant. That's not the point. You said I was boring and you were right and I need you to say it again so I know where I stand, so I know what you think of me, so I can stop waiting for the other shoe to drop.

    He settles for: “You were kind of an asshole.”

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    17 Jan 2026

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    Donghyuck fixes cars by day and drives them by night. Mark wouldn't know a Thorium core from an exhaust pipe, but he's still the best racer that Donghyuck has ever met.

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    17 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Wow.

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    “So—um,” Natsuo says next, “Do you and Hawks know each other at all? We invited Hawks-san because we like to have lunch with him. Sorry for the surprise—but the more the merrier, right?”

    Dabi slurps noodles once more.

    “Did you…um,” Fuyumi adds next, “ever run into each other?”

    “I tried to kill him,” Dabi says next. “I burned his wings.”

    There’s a squeak. Natsuo’s and Fuyumi’s eyes widen.

    “Don’t worry,” Hawks reassures. “I lived.”

    “Stubborn bastard,” Dabi grumbles almost immediately. He lifts the bowl to sip broth. “I threw him out a window.”

    “I lived then, too,” Hawks reassures before they can have another scandalized gasp. “Don’t worry. It’s how he shows his affection.”

    --

    Post-war, Todoroki Touya is pardoned from his crimes, while Hawks gains a new title: the Dabi Whisperer.

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    09 Aug 2024

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    He looks down and sees a floating rectangle of cloth. Upon closer inspection, he realizes it’s an omamori charm.

    “This yours?” He holds it up by the braided cord. “Wow, Omi-kun, I didn’t know ya believed in this kinda stuff,” he says, dumbly.

    “Don’t touch that.” Sakusa snatches it back and smoothes the fabric with his thumb.

    “What, ya worried I’m gonna curse it or something? Are ya hinging your nationals win on this?”

    In which Kiyoomi can’t stop seeing omens, and Atsumu is just flying blind.

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    12 May 2024

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    “Ya ever been in love?” Miya asks him, quiet, when Miya Two vanishes with two cups of tea to wake Suna. Kiyoomi thinks about Miya’s laugh and Miya’s hands and Miya’s pretty, honey-warm eyes and the way Miya looks on the volleyball court, like he’d savour devouring you whole.

    “Maybe,” he says into his teacup.

    “How’d it end?”

    “I’ll let you know.”

    Kiyoomi's feelings for Miya hit a breaking point when he follows him home for the summer.

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    10 May 2024

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