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Let it be said that Dean Winchester did not graduate top of his journalism class and go on to land a coveted reporting job at The Daily Planet by rolling over and giving up easy. Clearly, his approach so far ain't been working, but at least now he ain't in any doubt of Cas' feelings towards him, so all he really needs is a battle plan.
Or,
Cas may be a mild mannered reporter with a secret to hide or whatever, but right now Dean has bigger problems. He's got a superhero admirer, a colleague he's crushing on who can't take a hint, and somehow everything's just gone right off the rails.
Luckily, Dean's has a plan to fix everything. And there's only a small chance of death.
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nothing in the world belongs to me but my love by ijusthavealotoffeelings
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
15 Jul 2024
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“Dean, we’ve done enough,” Cas says quietly. “We’ve given enough. We can be done now. Don’t you think, after everything we’ve sacrificed—everything we’ve lost—that we deserve to rest?”
Dean’s so stunned that, for a moment, he doesn’t even know what to say.
“I’m not going to stop hunting,” Dean says slowly. “And it ain’t about how much we’ve done—I’m a hunter, Cas. It’s who I am. Why the hell would I retire now?”OR
Post-finale, after Dean rescues Cas from the Empty, they settle back into hunting as friends. Dean does everything he can to convince himself that this is the life he wants—this is the only life he deserves.
Like every lie Dean tells himself, it all comes apart in the end.
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- Part 3 of post-finale but make it destiel
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Unfortunately, Dean is Dean, and you can't spell "denial" without the letters D-E-A-N.
"What? I can't call you 'buddy' anymore?" Dean asks a little sassily.
It’s easier to act like the angel is being emotional for no reason, rather than to face his own emotions that he’s been far too afraid to confront ever since the speech he received in the dungeon.
(TLDR: Dean is in denial after Cas's confession, gets jealous, then realizes that "friends" prob don't get jealous over their buddy banging another guy. Then they freak! Lol)
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When Cas wakes up after two years in the Empty, he remembers all too much: making a deal for Jack, sacrificing himself for Dean, leaving his family. But when he gets back to his family, they're not the same as they were before: Dean doesn't remember him.
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When Jack pulls Cas from the Empty, his vessel is damaged. Jack is working on it. In the meantime, Cas is stuck hanging around the bunker in his Trueform.
In other words, the fic where Dean takes Trueform!Cas on little dates and the author has way too much fun with angel lore
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love you enough for the both of us by ijusthavealotoffeelings
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
24 Jun 2024
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“What I want most isn’t sex, Dean. I want—I want you to love me. That’s my greatest desire. And you—you can’t give it to me, Dean. Not the way I want it. Not the way I love you.”
The words are soft, vulnerable, and it feels as if the very room has been transformed into a homemade confessional, because this is Cas confessing his dearest secret to Dean—again, always again—and this is Dean on the other side, not knowing how to respond. Heart racing, Cas’s figure blurring with his tears. This is the bunker dungeon all over again, with death knocking on their door, and this is Cas dying, again, because Dean is too afraid to give him what he wants.OR
Post-finale, after Jack rescues Cas from the Empty and brings him back to Earth as a human, Cas and Dean have yet to talk about his confession. Dean's avoidance of the subject was working perfectly—up until a routine hunt in which a witch curses Cas to die within 24 hours unless his greatest desire is fulfilled. Seems like they have some talking to do, after all.
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- Part 2 of post-finale but make it destiel