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    Shane had truly believed that the worst was behind them.

    Mostly because his barometer for ‘worst’ had been recalibrated from a weighted mass of worry lodged in the base of his throat about league reactions, and the strain of hiding his heart, rewritten in an instant where he'd known that the worst was actually a notification bubble in a corner where it never showed, next to a name that taught Shane what it was worth to be alive at all; that opened up and spelled terror and the end of the whole goddamn world—but then it wasn't. They didn't end. Shane didn't lose. They made it through the worst.

    Surely that meant everything would be okay moving forward, since they'd already survived the worst.

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    Or: Shane genuinely does believe they've made it through the storm, that the worst came for them and they walked out okay. Breathing. Alive. Together.

    Shane—waiting for his fiancé in a hotel room, watching the man he loves more than life collapse on the ice in high definition, the light vanishing from his eyes, the feed cutting just before a crash cart descends upon him—

    Shane realizes swiftly—painfully—that he was really fucking wrong.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Most of the time, it was stuff he could ignore. When it was asinine bullshit that was clearly coming from jealousy, it was easy to brush off. It was when they started insulting his character and who he is as a person that Shane would begin to grow angrier and angrier. By the time he was able to get out of the locker room, he felt like a powder keg ready to explode at the first sign of a spark.
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    Shane goes home and, in searching for proof that people besides him think Ilya is a good man, he stumbles onto a Reddit thread.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    “Holy fuck Hollzy youre gonna have to start putting a muzzle on Roz” Bood called as Shane stepped past him into the steaming hot showers, ignoring the way Ilya and the rest of the team seemed to shoot daggers at him. 

    The bite marks. He had forgotten about the bite marks; three of them to be precise. It was one thing for the guys to see the hickeys and bruises Ilya liked to leave littered across his body, it was another thing entirely for them to see the toothy imprints left high on his thighs, red and angry and exactly what Shane wanted.

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    Or; Ilya Rozanov gets put in a muzzle and he is exactly where he wants to be

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    06 Jul 2026

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    After the Montreal team hears the news about Ottawa’s emergency landing, Shane Hollander tries to act like he’s fine.

    Hayden Pike knows better.

    Later that night, he shows up at Shane’s hotel room with food and quiet concern.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    It was a zoomed-in image of what was unmistakably Shane’s hand, gripping white sheets in ecstasy.
    His wedding band was on his finger.
    Ilya began to, quite reasonably in his opinion, choke on his own spit.
    “There’s more where that came from,” Rose said simply, grinning at walking away.
    Mouth wide, eyes popping from his head, Ilya scanned the crowd for his husband. When he spotted him, he saw Shane having a conversation with his dad, his face completely blank even as his eyes flickered to Ilya for just a millisecond.
    “Roz! My man, how are you?” Cliff Marleau asked as he walked over to Ilya, beaming.
    “I am…I am going to die, I think,” he answered hollowly, wondering what ‘more’ meant.

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    In which Shane Hollander does a boudoir shoot and gives 5 photos to Ilya during their wedding reception.
    Obviously, they end up fucking about it.

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