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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    The house hasn’t been this quiet since the day Eddie was hospitalized. It’s strange, this grief of grief, and Buck’s not sure what to do now that his preparations for the worst have amounted to nothing. He’ll have to give it back, he realizes, selfishly angry. He’ll have to give it all back. The house, the home, the make believe family. The two of them will end up with nothing but a legal contract in case of a hypothetical tragedy binding them together, and they’ll live apart, and he won’t get to cook dinner anymore or help out with homework or complain about TikTok music blaring from his Jeep’s speakers.

    He thinks to himself, I can’t believe Shannon would leave this.

    Which isn’t fair because he knows what it’s like to be abandoned at nineteen with an improper send off and a trembling hand. But he has to think that, because otherwise he has to confront his real horror: I can’t believe Eddie would leave this.

    Which isn’t fair either. Because all he really means is, I get it. I’d drag the kid states away too if it meant I could take care of him forever.

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    02 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 85

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    Maybe he's the pivot or the hinge or the fulcrum on which the lever of this delicate and beautiful life they've all made together turns.

    Or maybe he's just himself. Does it matter?

    Everyone left; Buck stayed.

    Years later a grudge is held, a secret is revealed, and a kid comes out.

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    29 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 27

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    Shannon lives.

    Buck takes the settlement.

    Eddie runs the Barkley Marathons.

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    28 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 25

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    Some lessons can’t be taught in a classroom.

    Buck and Tommy aced chemistry the first time around. Unfortunately, they failed communication. Fifteen years later, they must learn how to speak each other's language—or risk repeating history.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    "I don't know what Eddie wants," Theo can feel his bottom lip start to shake in worry.

    "Hey it's alright, let's think hard," Ravi comforts him by giving him a pat on the back.

    Theo thinks hard, really hard. "I know!" Theo gasped, "He wants to kiss Buck."

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    Theo manages to convince Ravi to take him shopping for Eddie and Buck's birthday presents

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    27 Jun 2026