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  1. Rec 5

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    "In a paradoxical way Soobin couldn't seem to correct, he just moved and moved and moved, except that he never did. He was never actually at any place, not ever doing anything, not really. Soobin's mind had moved permanently to somewhere else, and there, where it was dull, it stayed far away from the natural excitement of his routine."

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    On healing, loving and letting yourself want what you need.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    Tell me, what is queerness if not a kind of worship? Its holiness in the ordinary and the ache of being seen under a sun that forgives nothing. Beomgyu was a sun-dipped hostile air that Soobin was ready to take in even if it burned his lungs. 

    Maybe love is a sin, maybe it isn't. But if God was watching, Soobin hoped he was merciful enough to look away.


    Choi Soobin was sent off by his mother to a small, not-so-famous youth camp for the summer. Dull and too wide-eyed, he found himself sharing a cabin with Choi Beomgyu, the needlelike, unreachable boy whose presence seemed to pulse with cruelness. In the stillness between them, a question began to stick around the feverish and honey-thick summer; what does it mean to touch someone you're so afraid to be seen loving?

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    16 Jul 2026

  3. Rec 46

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    Beomgyu has a little problem.

    Well…

    Two little problems.

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    Beomgyu has a crush on a pair of best friends.

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    08 Jul 2026

  4. Rec 11

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    after soobin found a new job, its been occupying him for weeks. this is hell for his husband, beomgyu, as hes been needy for weeks and nothings been working for him.
    beomgyu suggests they spend time together, but it doesn't work aswell.

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    06 Jul 2026

  5. Rec 36

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    Beomgyu conducted a survey asking people who is more handsome and so far he got three votes for him, five votes for “you’re both so handsome dear” and three votes for Soobin. The last girl that voted for Soobin impacted him the most. When he pushed his bangs aside while smiling softly, he asked as suavely as he could “If you had to choose between me and this Soobin guy, who would you say was more handsome?”

    Her laughing in his face was a stab in his heart, and her reply of “Girl that’s funny have you even seen his muscles?” was the knife twisting in the wound.

     

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    During the summer Beomgyu is prepared to waste away another few months in his borning local grocery store. What he doesn't expect is that this year there is a new student working with him, Choi Soobin.

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    25 Jun 2026