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  1. Public Bookmark 15

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    Part of Feng Xin felt he should feel a bit guilty doing this, or at least off put doing this to a teenager, but this teenager was Mu Qing, the thorn in his side and source of far too many shameful jerk offs in private for the past 800 years of his life. He knew the other would probably end up doing even worse to him if he was in his position, if how he treated Nan Feng was any indicator.
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    Hit by a curse while on a mission, Mu Qing gets de-aged to his teenage mind and body. Left to deal with wrangling the very confused and very upset teenager, Feng Xin also has to deal with the resurfacing of his feelings that existed back then.
    Much to Mu Qing's horror, he decides to act on them.

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    22 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 3

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    Mello wasn’t kind, he wasn’t good and he wasn’t capable of being loved.

    So why did Matt insist on lying to him?

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    Self loathing Mello finds some comfort in rope

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    14 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    Mail Jeevas was devoured by curiosity and abandonment; Mihael Keehl was driven by ambition and replacement.

    Wammy’s House was where it began. Where innocence, youth, and ethics ran free, childish and sweet. Los Angeles taught them how to survive outside their cages, but not how to remain whole as time and addiction expanded the space between them. New York hollowed them out, sharpening them into seriousness. And Japan… Japan was where everything finally came due. Where their death dates would finally be officialized.

    A story about two boys, their struggles, their lives, and how they are intertwined with one another.

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    ACT I: “WAMMY’s HOUSE” [completed!]
    ACT II: “LOS ANGELES” [ongoing]
    ACT III: “NEW YORK”
    ACT IV: “TOKYO”

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    10 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 1

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    Matt had always known how to find the perfect nap spot on a tree. He brought this quiet expertise to Wammy's, where an English oak became his refuge—until Mello climbed up after him.

    This was the origin of Matt and Mello's friendship. One ordinary afternoon at Wammy's.

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    06 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 33

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    Matt doesn't have a problem being the kidnap victim of an angry mob-boss - he's fully willing to sit in front of a computer somewhere and hack something, alone, for whatever criminal purpose - especially since Mello's going to be paying him. Dragging him directly into the action is a risk he's not sure Mello should be taking...

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    04 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 36

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    ‘We could be friends with benefits,’ Matt suggested.

    ‘What? Oh – I don’t think it’s a good idea,’ Mello said. ‘Ours is a work relationship.’

    ‘I think it’s a friendship.’

    ‘You do. I know.’

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    04 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 1

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    When Mello first met Matt, he thought to himself: ‘he’s alright, but he is a one time thing’. Six years later, Mello woke up to the sounds of his one-time-thing brushing his teeth and vigorously coughing up a lung in the hotel bathroom.

    Since they last saw each other, Matt had either recovered or grown up — there are a few ways to put it. Mello isn’t sure how he is supposed to react to it; how to abandon this new Matt. All of this unfolds in the disparate scenes of their chaotic business trip to dawn-and-allergy-ridden Japan.

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    04 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 5

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    02 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 10

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    He is stupid. He looked fucking dumb, and he felt fucking dumb. For enjoying it, for taking it, wordlessly—without much argument.

    “Stupid bitch. You worded it perfectly.” Matt sneered, thumb idly stroking the inside of his thigh as he held it open.

    “Fuck you.” Mello slurred, drunk on ecstacy.

    He really, really fucking hates this man.

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    16 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 8

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    Mello’s Catholic, yes.

    But Mello hates God, because God gave him this body.

    He also hates God for cursing him with terrible parents.

    Luckily, he knows this cute redheaded boy who helps him live out every teenage rebellion he’s ever dreamed of.

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    14 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 5

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    Years of experience on unscrewing circuits with optimal precision have trained him perfectly in this field—so perfectly in fact, he’s breaking into a cemetery with nothing but a lock pick.

    Yeah, Mello’s death really fucked him up.

     

    In which Matt survived, and Mello died.

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    11 Apr 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 8

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    Near was right. He didn’t want to break up, after all; just wanted to prove a point to himself.

    And besides, sometimes Matt can be just as bratty as Mello—if not, worse. So maybe he deserves the occasional mistreatment. They’re both toxic, in their own ways.

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    10 Apr 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 40

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    Mello discovers that there's more to Matt than just the mechanical.

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    07 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 3

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    ‘Congratulations on the opening of your gallery, Linda.’ Near said, which made her smile for a bit.

    Said smile lasted for about two seconds, after which she let out a long sigh.

    ‘Well, tell me what you need, then.’ she said. ‘You’re hardly the type of person who’d go around making courtesy calls, so as much as I appreciate your support, I must assume you’re calling about a case.’

    ‘You’d make a fine detective, should you ever tire of creating art.’ Near mused. ‘But yes, I have a favour to ask.’

    Linda was curious to know what she could possibly contribute to the case he was working on – she’d happily paint him a portrait of Kira if she knew his identity, but that would kind of defeat the point of his identity being unknown – but Near had always had a rather roundabout way of handling these things. Most kids thought him and Mello weren’t anything alike, but she knew they both had a flair for the dramatic, so to say.

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    Or: Linda gets a call from Near, and then another one from Mello, asking her to make fake portraits of them, should anyone ask. Unbeknownst to them, her work ends up saving more than one life.

    (She knew she should have raised her commission prices, damn it!)

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    07 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 9

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    Mello is so very attentive for Matt's birthday.

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    06 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 43

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    "We're off the investigation."
    "Is Mello okay?"
    "He died in the explosion."

     

    Despite years of separation, when Matt tracks Mello down again, they fit back where they always were: number two and three, inseparable, unstoppable. Until one single night changes everything—a failed kidnapping, a shootout, and an explosion that blows apart more than Mello’s face. And suddenly things are different, and Matt is done.
    He gives Mello an ultimatum: it’s Kira, or him. If Mello wants to chase a death wish, Matt won’t stop him.
    But he won’t follow him there.

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    06 Apr 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 64

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    The American Mafia had to answer to a teenager with the same haircut all good Catholic schoolboys had worn in Prague in the 90s; sitting unconventionally on a zebra print couch, a relic of old world criminality displayed like a Playboy spread: Mello.

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    05 Apr 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 26

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    Written for FQWeek 2022
    Day 2: Stuck Together.

    When a pair of soulmates meet, a bond is created and they can not be more than fifteen meters away from each other.

    For many, this is curse rather than a blessing, because it is as if being trapped. However, the chances of that happening are very low. Most people don't ever develop a soulmate bond. Therefore, Feng Xin firmly believes he does not need to worry about it until the universe plays his cards and one night he crosses paths with a mysterious guy he's never met before.

    Without knowing, he crossed paths with his soulmate and the bond forms...in less than a second, they are both stuck!

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    01 Apr 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 5

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    Mello was actually great at ignoring his feelings. He was great at ignoring his Catholic guilt when he kissed Matt, great at ignoring his crush when he studied, great at ignoring his inferiority complex on Sunday morning.
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    Matt and Mello have a chat about life.

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    25 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 4

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    ‘Let’s have a sleepover.’ Matt told him casually one rainy afternoon.

    Instead of the excitement or enthusiasm he had hoped for at the suggestion though, Mello looked at him as if he’d just suggested they should volunteer to do the dishes for an entire week for fun or something.

    ‘You want to invite other kids over to our room?’ Mello scoffed, his face scrunching up in disgust or displeasure.

    And honestly, fair enough. The thought of bringing other kids into their room didn’t appeal to Matt either, so he kind of understood Mello’s reaction. If he assumed that’s what Matt meant, then it was no wonder he’d respond like that. Perhaps he was more open to the idea if he understood properly.

    ‘No, I meant just the two of us.’ Matt clarified, his tone hopeful.

    Now, Mello just looked puzzled.

    ‘You want to have a sleepover.’ he said.

    ‘Yeah.’

    ‘With just the two of us.’

    ‘Yeah.’

    ‘Matt, we’re roommates.’

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    Or: Matt doesn't know how sleepovers work. Neither does Mello, but he's a little too proud to admit that. (They make it work in the end).

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    23 Mar 2026

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