softegirl
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from sprinkler splashes to fireplace ashes, i gave my blood, sweat, and tears for this by softegirl
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
12 Aug 2025
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after the ladder truck, everything spiralled.
buck couldn’t return back to work, everyone was avoiding him or ignoring him or both.
he lost his mind, his peace, himself.
he lost his dignity, his space and his family.
he lost everything he worked hard to keep for himself.
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in which buck falls back on music and reclaims himself
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oh, my life is changing everyday, in every possibly way by frogyams, softegirl
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
30 Apr 2025
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if you asked anyone who knew buck and eddie, they would say the two men were extremely codependent on each other.
it’s okay, don't get them wrong; but when that misplaced codependency is purely a cover and an excuse for them to love each other at arms lengths (because they’re both too scared to make that first move), and put themselves out of that do-they-don’t-they like me misery, then that’s where it becomes an issue.
especially when both men (eddie) get jealous of the new romantic interest in his best friend’s (buck) life, and when both men (buck) get jealous of a new friend that their best friend made (eddie) that resorted in misplaced violence (injuring eddie’s ankle).
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after eddie and chris arrive back from texas, eddie realises his feelings for buck and on a random weekend with no work, he finally did something about it
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depression was a weird thing. depression is a weird thing.
it comes and goes in waves.
one day you’re okay, the next your chest is falling into your body, the walls seem to be closing in and all the air is being sucked out of your body and suddenly your days bleed into one and you’re a corpse.
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buck has always struggled with depression but it takes one man and his kid to actually help him
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but i don’t need therapy, just someone who’s there for me (cause that’s all that really matters anymore) by softegirl
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
10 Apr 2025
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everyone’s reactions to buck leaving
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- Part 2 of we’re just strangers now
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i still hate chicago, the things that i missed (i’m still your boy) by softegirl
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
01 Apr 2025
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buck’s thoughts after the ladder truck and through the lawsuit
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- Part 1 of we’re just strangers now
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He finds Bobby in the kitchen, and he gives Buck the task of julienning the carrots for dinner. Buck only has half his mind on it though, and he must fidget enough for Bobby to look up at him.
“Buck?” he asks, probing gently in that way he does when he can see Buck needs to get something off his head.
“D-do you think Eddie and I smell too much like each other?” he asks, and Bobby gives him this smile that feels a little telling.
“I think,” Bobby says, looking back down at his chopping board as he expertly dices onions, “that you and Eddie smell like two people who spend a lot of time together, and who care for each other a great deal.”
Buck looks down at his own half-cut julienne carrots.
“I don’t know if that answers my question,” Buck mutters.
“Au contraire, Buck, I think it answers it just enough" Bobby says, letting out a fond laugh.
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02 Jul 2026
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"I'm gonna die," says Buck flatly.
"Jesus Christ."
"I'm gonna die and you don't even care."
Eddie groans loudly and dramatically. "If you're that worried about it, just book a mammogram."
"Uh, no way." Buck shakes her head definitively. "Have you seen those machines? I can't squish these!" She gestures loosely towards her chest. "They're precious cargo, my money makers!"
Buck goes quiet for a moment, before her eyes light up how they do when she has a stupid ass idea. "You can check for me!"
Eddie shakes her head. No, not a chance. Not a chance in hell is that happening.
Buck is worried about a lump in her boob, and Eddie—the great friend she is—gives her a highly professional, medically necessary breast exam, against her better judgement.
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27 Jun 2026
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Post-lawsuit, things aren't great at the firehouse, but Buck is biding his time and noting down everything as he prepares to shatter the teams world. A call from someone in his old unit reveals to Buck who is worthy of a second chance and who deserves to be burned.
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23 Jun 2026
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During Buck's travels, he decides to do an Ancestry DNA test.
Post-lawsuit, that decision comes back to haunt him.
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22 Jun 2026
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Buck loves the aquarium. Eddie loves Buck. Chris and Theo know both of those things long before Buck does. A day at the aquarium seems like a good way start to a love story.
Or, the one with the sea otters.
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- Part 3 of Theo Tales
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20 Jun 2026