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    When Ilya walks into the showers and finds Hollander experiencing his first heat, he finds himself having to assist more than he ever expected to.

    “What is it?” Rozanov asked in thickly accented English.

    “Uh…Do you know what I should do about this heat…?” Shane asked, feeling like a total idiot as he hadn’t prepared what he should say.

    “No one told you?” Rozanov said irritably.

    “Um, no. I thought I was a beta. No one gave me suggestions for this.”

    “Oh, Jesus, Hollander. You’re asking me to walk you through your heat?”

    “…Please?” Shane begged.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    «It’s just a little crush. It was bound to happen to him eventually. He’s slept with countless people, and finally, one managed to worm into his heavily guarded heart. He knows, like most things in his life, it’ll pass. Shane will leave like everyone else, and Ilya will move on. He doesn’t need to dwell on it, doesn’t need to push him away. He likes Shane anyway, so even when this whole thing fizzles, they can probably remain friends. Ilya wants that. Wants to be able to listen to Shane ramble about his workout routine or whatever documentary he watched that week. Wants to tease him about how he always falls asleep during movies or takes the rules too seriously in any game he plays. That’s friendship stuff, Ilya tells himself. They can be friends.»

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    College au where Shane moves home after being outed and becomes a little more than friends with hockey captain Ilya Rozanov

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    18 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the sole Omega within the NHL. He’s been running from his own instincts since the moment he first presented and lives his life akin to that of a Beta; scentless, never nesting, and without a heat cycle. Any failure to conform to these ideals would result in being outcast from his peers and by the league altogether.

    Ilya is the only Alpha in ice hockey that plays without the use of suppressants. He lives his life purely driven by instinct, running from the ghosts of those attempting to control him. Unbeknownst to Shane, he’s also the only person that can smell the Omega, and the scent is steadily driving the Alpha insane.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble.

    It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event.

    He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane.

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    29 Mar 2026

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    Two days after meeting Ilya Rozanov at the World Juniors and six months before being drafted into a professional hockey league that had never had an omega player, Shane woke up in the middle of the night with a heat curling in his stomach and sweat—no slick—along his back and between his thighs.

    As much as he tried to push down every aspect of his biology, a certain cocky Russian alpha seemed to ignite something within Shane. It was hate (certainly not heat).

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    29 Mar 2026