20 Works by shitkickers
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INCOMPLETE. READ END NOTE. TAKE OVER.
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“Ro,” he tries, “let’s be adults about this, okay?”
“I am as old as they get, sweetheart. What’s your point?”
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“Sam,” Dean keeps insisting, palm back at his back and now kneading in what he probably thinks is comforting, “Sammy,” because he knows best, and he just wants what’s best for Sam, and he’s just taking care of Sam, doin’ it for Sam, and Sam– Sam’s had it up to here.
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You start with a longer than your palm list, and end up with just this- is he brave enough to want this for himself?
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Dean swipes through the icons, finds a picture of Cas, Jack and Sam, sitting close, huddled over books. They were researching, and Dean was fiddling with his phone, and he told them to look up and snap! Their faces are furrowed and confused, and Claire snorts again, rolling her eyes and muttering a huffy “Dorks,” but then she asks for the phone, holding it, scrutinizing the picture, gaze soft.
Then her eyes widen, and she gives back the phone, flipping the pages of a book she went through a while ago furiously.
Her eyes, still wide as fuck, stare Dean’s for a moment. “I think- fuck, Dean. He’s just like him! I think we cracked it!”
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Cas answers back, “Your arm, bring it here. Yeah.” A satisfied sigh, very slight rustling. “Better.”
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“You have a poetry notebook?”
Cas blinks at Dean, each blink more harried than the last. “Uh,” he murmurs, hand with the notebook disappearing behind his back, then bringing it into view, “yes.” His eyes dash between Dean and the white notebook, then sterner, he adds, “It’s, uh, private, actually.”
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someplace familiar, someplace still warm by shitkickers for coldwatercas
Fandoms: Supernatural
31 Dec 2021
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where Claire isn't Claire, Mary ain't Mary, and Dean is just a leeway between the two of them, but also not.
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Mary and Claire strike an unusual not-friendship
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until the bird hates a nest and the worm hates an apple by shitkickers
Fandoms: Supernatural
27 Oct 2021
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When Cas looks at him like he is worthy of not just any ordinary love, but Cas’ love, Dean wants to say, to promise, I love you, too.
It’s easier now, somehow, this acceptance, and Dean wants to cling to this feeling. It’s freeing, and it’s addicting, and at the same time- very unfamiliar. For one, he doesn’t know where to start. He’s a ceremonious guy like that, and he-
He doesn’t know.Series
- Part 4 of pulling close, knitting together
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“What we had was- it was really something, Dean.”
Dean hums.
She pitches her voice lower, kicks at a stray pebble. “You tell me. What’s worse- not loving someone enough or being the one who loves more?”
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Dean can feel her gearing up to say something heavy. Instead, her voice is small when she says, “I wanted to talk to you about something.”
“It's about, uh, Cas.”
Well, fuck.
“And you,” she adds. “You an’ Cas.”
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He slams the cupboard door loud enough that the boxes in the shelf under rattle, and Dean snaps his head and balls his fists. “Hey, cool it.”
God, why is it always like that with them?
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“You dumb son of a bitch,” he mumbles, and Cas tightens his fingers around the seal, the light hitting him with cruelty, but it doesn’t hurt as much as the look on Dean’s face.
[OR time travel episode but it's glitchy and cas gets transported to every time dean lost him]
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Cas is lying there, a barely there smile on his lips, he looks like he feels sated, his rigidness absent and his body lax next to Dean’s. Fuck.
orDean and Cas have the man-disease and they don't 'talk about it.'
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It's Jack's fourth birthday, and Dean makes a wish.
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- Part 3 of pulling close, knitting together
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It took him not long enough to separate need and want. Hell, with the kind of childhood he’s had, he’s known almost all of his life that it’s not in his luxuries to satisfy his wants. But. Being, just, being himself? It was needed. He just knew, and he knows still, and when he forgets, when it starts being unreal, he has his family. He has Sam, he has Cas, he has Claire, and perhaps, maybe, he’ll have his Mom.
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The thing about falling, and being in love with your best friend is that nobody said it would be this easy. It was supposed to be difficult. It was supposed to cripple him, he was supposed to push Cas away for his own good, and life was supposed to end on a random milk run. It was a plan, Dean likes making them. But then again, he fell for Cas. Dude doesn’t give a lone flying fuck about plans. Having was supposed to be torturous, but just Being wasn’t a walk in the park, either.
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- Part 2 of pulling close, knitting together
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And the one thing Dean wants, Cas won't give him...
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Technicalities of Boys' Nights, ft. Biblical Lords and Drinking Games by shitkickers for LiberAmans214
Fandoms: Supernatural
15 Mar 2021
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Him? “Him?” Dean makes a face. Him? Who him?
“Jesus Christ,” Cas says, looking at both of them. “He was...for lack of a better word...cute.”
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“gumbee!” jack repeats. dean now has his other hand around cas’ wet waist, and cas is ready to smite him for recreational purposes after he has had his way with him because, yeah, dean is annoying. to prove so, he flicks soap suds on cas’ cheek.
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- Part 1 of pulling close, knitting together