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"You saw him stop when I asked him to, before, and Lan-gongzi.” Jiang Yanli pauses, and turns her head to look at him. “I think he just needs someone to remind him that he’s loved, and not alone, when he loses himself,” she tells him, lowering her voice as if she expects Wei Wuxian to wake up and overhear. “That’s not so hard, is it?”
It shouldn't be, Jiang Cheng knows.
But it is.
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written for alex manes appreciation week 2020, day 1: home can be a person.
"He aches for Michael in that moment like he’d spent the better part of a decade aching for him in another part of the world, homesick for a person who wasn’t his anymore, and Alex wants to reclaim that home now more than ever."
Or: Alex tries to move on. It doesn't go well.
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overcome by shame, can i ever change? by see_addy_write
Fandoms: Roswell New Mexico (TV 2019)
02 Mar 2020
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Five times Alex stopped Michael from doing something stupid, & one time Michael returned the favor.
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Max has Michael and Alex over for dinner after his resurrection. It goes better than one might expect.
[written for RNM Week; just backing up my tumblr fic here!]
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After the tsunami, Buck is sure Eddie won't want him anywhere near Christopher -- or himself. Both of the Diaz boys have something to say about that.
Set immediately post-tsunami; picks up during the Buck & Eddie scene at the end of 3X03 & into the future.
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For three years, Alex Manes has remained isolated, trying to keep the people he cares about safe from the monster inside of him. After being changed in the middle of a warzone, he's got more questions than answers about his condition ... but none of that matters when he wakes up stranded in the middle of the New Mexican desert with Michael Guerin, starving.
[Cross-posted from my tumblr, seeaddywrite]
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we're all lonely together by see_addy_write for Milzilla
Fandoms: Roswell New Mexico (TV 2019)
05 Jul 2019
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A series of vignettes in the lives of Maria, Alex, and Liz as they navigate life, love, tragedy, and the bounds of their friendship.
Written for the 2019 Crash Fest Exchange for the prompt, "Anything revolving around the Alex/Liz/Maria friendship."
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Coda to 4X06.
The conversation that comes next.
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The consequences of Adrian's mistakes begin to catch up with him. Deran isn't a white knight, but he does a good impression, sometimes.
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There’s a moment of tense silence as Alex levers himself out of the computer chair and takes a few steps, working the stiffness from sitting too long out of his bad leg. “We’re not running,” he repeats, and this time, his voice is full of purpose. “I have an idea. It’s -- awful, but it’s the only way we’re going to be able to live out our lives without constantly looking over our shoulders.” Alex straightens his spine and stands at his full height, regarding Kyle solemnly and making it as clear as he can that he’s not going to hear any arguments.
“I’m going to infiltrate Project Shepherd, and we’re going to bring them down.”
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That’s where Guerin comes in. He’s a good distraction – the best, in fact. They’ve only been doing this for a few weeks, this sneaking around and kissing thing, but Alex’s entire body thrills when they share space. Michael’s warm and safe, in a way that Alex hasn’t experienced since his mom fucked off to parts unknown, and best of all, he never asks questions. He knows what Jesse Manes is like, and knows there’s nothing he can do to change it. Michael’s lived through similar experiences, so he’s not as naive as Liz and Maria and Rosa, who think they can help. That’s why he’s here, rather than with one of them; Michael gets it, gets Alex, in ways they never will, no matter how hard they might try.
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all the oceans put together couldn't hold me back by see_addy_write
Fandoms: Roswell New Mexico (TV 2019)
04 May 2019
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“Good,” Michael’s voice praises him, and later, Alex will wonder if the stress of this op cost him his sanity, since he’s hearing his ex-boyfriend’s voice from half a world away and actually feeling proud at the praise. Jesus Christ, apparently, war fucks people up a lot faster than Alex realized.
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- Part 1 of Alex Manes Appreciation Week 2019
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let me down slowly (i'll be okay) by see_addy_write
Fandoms: Roswell New Mexico (TV 2019)
30 Apr 2019
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"He lingers there for a few moments, letting the complicated melody carry him back in time, to a cramped tool shed and the beautiful, guarded boy that Alex wanted to kiss more than he’d ever wanted anything else. They’d both been so different, then. While young Michael had been far from open, those prickly, defensive barriers hadn’t grown so tall Alex couldn’t climb them, and the omnipresent warmth in his eyes when he looked at Alex hadn’t yet become clouded with hurt and grief. It had been so easy between them, then. Just two boys, figuring out how to love for the first time and finding refuge in one another.
Until his father had ruined it, ruined everything."
Post S1 Finale. Michael & Alex in the aftermath, & how time heals all wounds.
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my soul is tired (and calls out for yours) by see_addy_write
Fandoms: Roswell New Mexico (TV 2019)
21 Apr 2019
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"But going back hasn’t been an option since Alex was seventeen, when he fell in love with Guerin the first time. That kiss at the museum had ascertained that Alex would never be able to let go of his feelings for Michael for any reason, no matter how noble it was — and the truth of the matter is that Alex wants to let Michael into the less romantic parts of his life. Because he knows that opening himself up and offering Michael the most vulnerable parts of himself is the only way to keep him, to prove that Michael trust him in return, after far too many mistakes and heartbreaks. Laying himself bare is the only way they’re ever going to move past this awkward phase somewhere between cosmic love and tentative friendship, and though Alex has never been so frightened in his life, he takes the first step by unlocking the door."
Post 1X12; written before the finale.
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A two-part fic based on the dialogue prompts: “Everything you think I need isn’t what I need. What I need is you.” and “Please, be gentle with me. I’ll break if you aren’t careful enough.”
Part I: Michael wants to help, but Alex has to use his words.
Part II: Because while everything else has changed, his feelings for Michael Guerin are still as deep and passionate as ever, and Alex can’t enjoy it. He tries, God, he tries. But every time he thinks he can do it, when he’s confident in his own ability to be what Michael needs, something sparks that same anxiety that has sent him running a hundred times before.
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oh telephone line, give me some time by see_addy_write
Fandoms: Roswell New Mexico (TV 2019)
11 Apr 2019
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Based on the prompt "malex phone calls bc sometimes its easier to say the things you need/want to say when its over the phone."
Three times that Michael and Alex can't connect unless there's a phone line between them, and one time they can.
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"You didn’t tell me anything -- but I can feel how much you want him here, Michael. And that he hurt you. But sometimes, we hurt the people we love. Haven’t you figured that out by now?” Her smile is soft, and Michael aches for the knowledge in Isobel's eyes. “You love him. And I know you’re scared, and --” She swallows, obviously fighting to maintain her composure. “And I know you’re not sure Max is going to make it in time. So, yeah. I texted Alex. I asked him to come. And I’m not apologizing for that, because I love you too much to sit here and watch you hurt like that.”
Or: Michael's injured, and he wants Alex. Isobel makes it happen.
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The question is clearly rhetorical, for which Michael is grateful. He doesn’t think he could come up with a coherent response if he tried. He’s drained and comfortable, and Alex is there, touching him. Saying all the right things… It’s all he’s wanted for a long, long time. Michael doesn’t want to question it, or talk it to death. He just wants to enjoy it while it lasts.
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"Because an irrevocable part of Alex’s life was loving Michael Guerin, and he knew it always would be … and if they couldn’t figure out how to fix this, he was going to live the rest of his life dealing with phantom pain in his residual limb and in the second half of himself that would be torn away if he had to let Michael go."
Post 1x10
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The system hasn't been kind to Michael, and Max struggles with things he cannot change and how to be there for his brother.
Set in the pod squad's high school years, a few months before prom & the events of Rosa's death.