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    People often mistook Shane as unemotional or unexpressive. These people were wrong. Shane wore every thought on his face, if you were paying attention. Ilya had been paying attention to every muscle twitch for five years. He was fluent in Shane Hollander’s microexpressions. The widening of his eyes when something delighted him. The flaring of his nostrils when he was annoyed. The tightening of his jaw when he was nervous.

    Right now, Ilya couldn’t identify a single god-forsaken emotion on Shane’s face.

    “Are you okay?” Ilya’s voice cracked.

    Shane didn’t react. “Never better. Is that all?”

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    Shane Hollander gets Hanahaki at the Sochi Olympics. He is not ready to die. He's determined to fall out of love with Ilya Rozanov. Unfortunately when that doesn't work, he takes the only other way out.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    In a world where Shane doesn't get hurt after the All Stars game, Ilya manages to end things. He knows anything real between them is impossible, and anything less than real is just agonizing torture.

    Years later, Ilya wakes up in a world he doesn't belong.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Shane wakes up after a concussion to discover he’s trapped in a universe where he and Ilya Rozanov never crossed the line from rivals to lovers.

    Unfortunately for Ilya, Shane remembers all seven years of it.

    And if Ilya doesn’t remember falling in love with him the first time, then Shane will simply have to make him do it again.

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    04 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 87

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    “It’s consistent,” Ilya said, tapping the screen of his own phone. “Every report. Same pattern. It hits, it peaks, it burns out. Two, maybe three days.” He shrugged, like that settled it. “We wait it out. No problem.”

    Shane dragged a hand through his hair. “That’s not the part I’m stuck on.”

    Ilya huffed a quiet laugh. “You’re going to be omega,” he said, as he’d already decided it. “You’re already halfway there.” There was a flicker of something amused in his expression. “I’ll handle it. You’ll be fine.”

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    03 Jun 2026

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    ‘How about you come inside before you have panic attack, hm? What’s going on? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.’
    ‘That’s because you brought one back with you from Russia you asshole.’ Shane snaps at him, freezing when he realises what he just admitted.

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    Shane has always been able to see ghosts. Normally he can pretend it isn't happening. But when he sees a woman in Ilya's apartment and panics that their secret is ruined, he doesn't realise that he's the only one who can see her.

    OR Shane meets Irina Rozanov

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    28 May 2026