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  1. Public Bookmark 58

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    “I just invited you so far, and Tommy.” Minho pauses. “Thomas.”

    “Oh, do you call him ‘Tommy,’ now?” Brenda raises an eyebrow. “Good luck. He doesn’t like that.”

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    Thomas would rather bite off his tongue than ask. Would rather rely on his left hand for the rest of his life than ask. Even if he knows the only way to have Newt break him is to ask.

    So it's a simple thing, really.

    Thomas won't ask. He'll suck it up and live with it.

    Easy.

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    Thomas’s body never quite remembers to get out of fight-or-flight; his pulse is hammering away in his throat and he’s sweaty all over when he finally gets his eyes open. His cheeks are wet. He doesn’t remember what he dreamed of, but he can guess well enough at what it was about.

    “Tommy,” Newt murmurs from his side of the room, and Thomas feels his entire miserable body relax.

    In which Thomas helps make the Safe Haven into a home, tries not to think too hard about That Time Newt Almost Died, and learns to feel his feelings.

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  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    Newt remembers desire, the sprawling, hot shape of it, the physicality. There hadn't been room for it, when he’d been a Crank. Hadn’t been room for anything at all.

    But he’s not sick anymore. There’s time to get acquainted with a lot of things, if only Newt would let himself.

    Like fate, magnetism, a compass pointing due north, Newt lifts his gaze and sees Thomas already looking back at him, over the fire.

    Post-Flare, post-Cure, post-everything, Newt gets used to being in a body again.

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    Dear Thomas, Newt writes, in a leather-bound notebook the memory of which will one day burn with him, I think I love you.

    Out in the purgatory of the Scorch — neither miserable nor truly happy — Newt counts every day like it’s his last. His descent into insanity, it appears, was always bound to be beautiful.

    Or: Newt persists, and walks the precarious line between wanting to kill and to kiss Thomas.

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