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I'll carry him by windoq
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Feb 2026
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Svetlana could give Ilya everything Shane could not.
She shared his language, his culture, and knew what it was like living in Russia–she didn’t have to try and learn Russian in secret so if Ilya wanted to just talk freely with her he could. She’d known Ilya his whole life, known his father and brother and, most importantly, his mother–the most precious person to Ilya. She could date Ilya, in public, and it wouldn’t cause a scandal–Ilya wouldn’t have to sacrifice his country to be with her or have to secure citizenship somewhere safe just so that if people found out he wouldn’t get arrested. She could stay with Ilya during the hockey season and share his space–she could get groceries with him and argue with him in the produce aisle about what to make for dinner that week. She could love Ilya, freely, and Shane could not.
In the end it was not about Ilya or even Svetlana at all really. It was about what Shane could not be, what he could not give, to the person he loved most.
OR: Shane and Svetlana meet for the first time and Shane battles with his insecurities.
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- Part 2 of The Boston Year
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16 Jun 2026
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Your Blood, Your Bones, Your Voice, And Your Ghost by Pinkmink
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Feb 2026
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“Hollander - we are too old to be playing pryatky” he tried again, dropping his bags by the hallway and turning the corner from the hall. “If your shoulder is okay, I have not had you in two weeks, and I -”
Ilya stopped cold halfway into the kitchen.
Across the marbled counter, a glass of ice water sat, half drunk and gathering condensation.
Next to it, a bright orange pill bottle, the cap popped off.
And on the black tiled floor, partially hidden behind the island, Shane lay crumpled and motionless.
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or, Shane is injured during a Bears/Metro game, again. Rotten luck, but at least Ilya is around this time to take care of him. Until he finds Shane on the kitchen floor.Bookmarked by samiam144
30 May 2026
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“I like it,” he says weakly. “I like it, I like you holding me like this.”
“Like what?”
“Like you own me.”
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or; They're falling in love. They can't have it, even if they can have each other, just for a little while.Series
- Part 1 of Мой сладкий мальчик
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29 May 2026
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Baby Let Me Love You Goodbye by Rexbecks
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 May 2026
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This is going to hurt, Shane knows that, but really, it’s his own damn fault. He has been behaving foolishly for years now and has gotten himself wrapped up in something he can’t realistically have. He knows the fans would be outraged and surely feel betrayed by him steadily lying to them this whole time. No one in his profession would accept him for who he is, let alone what he’s been doing and with who. If he kept going and it got out there was a good chance he would lose everything important to him and be left with nothing and completely heart broken. That’s why tonight is the night he’s going to break things off with Ilya Rozanov.
Or the one where Shane tries to break things off with Ilya but they end up making love instead
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29 May 2026
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The End of August by FivePips
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 May 2026
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Photos leak showing Shane Hollander being kissed by a mystery man. Ilya, Hayden, and J.J.'s paths converge when the three are searching for Shane. Shane is busy thinking about Russian literature, James Baldwin, and the ocean. When they all reunite, Shane has to face what's next.
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24 May 2026