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“What does it feel like?” she asks, “is it that bad?”
Madeleine hums, drags her hand a little lower to where her belly softly swells outwards. Claudia’s breath catches in her throat.
“It’s not the best feeling in the world, but it’s not terrible for me."
“I’m glad then, for you,” Claudia says, “but what does it feel like?”
A soft laugh, but not a mocking one. “Always so curious, ma voleuse.”
My thief. It sounds mean, but it’s said in good faith. Madeleine had taken to calling Claudia that when she had seen her horrified gut reaction to ma chérie. The lavender silk dress purchased in pickpocketed miscellany, and how she had stolen her away to the realm of monsters, where she belonged, Madeleine had explained to her. -
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Set in some nebulous time pre-Paris. Andy's job is all about being prepared, but she can't cover every possible eventuality, can she? Written for the Quick 'n' Dirty Ficathon, for the prompt 'broken heel'
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A canon divergent AU set after the events of Queen of Attolia. After an Attolian soldier is captured in Mede and brought to his master's estate, Kamet knows better than to get involved. He immediately gets involved anyway.
The Attolian was chained securely to the wall by his ankle, but he’d somehow managed to wrestle the handcuffs away from his guard and now he had them clenched in his hands, as though he intended to use them as a weapon. Gods above.
Kamet shook his head at him, careful to stay well out of reach. “You’re scaring the doctor,” he said, in Attolian. “Must we do everything with a knife at your throat?”
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When Shane thought back on his life, he could not identify a serious misstep. Nothing should be wrong with him. He'd done everything exactly how he was supposed to.
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“I am going to look a fool if you say you don’t want me along with you, Kamet,” he said with a self-deprecating smile.
I looked up at him in silence for a long moment. I thought about the pride Costis took in doing his duty, protecting his king and country, and the conflicting opinions of the two guards outside my door. About how much he might be sacrificing in leaving with me, and how little he could hope to gain in return. I thought about every nasty and uncharitable thought that had ever crossed my mind, every lie I had told him, beginning at the docks of Ianna-Ir. Then I opened my mouth and told the worst lie of all.
“I don’t want you along with me.”
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continuity errors/tuesday again by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Apr 2026
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The first thing you should know about time loops is that they’re really fucking hard to break. The second thing is that you can never break one in such a way that it is incapable of returning.
The third thing you should know is that everyone around you has probably been stuck in a time loop at one point or another, and they made it out alive. This is only comforting if you’re a numbers guy, or if you’re the kind of guy who talks to others about how it feels to live the same day over and over and over and over and over and over again.
Shame if you’re not; the most important thing you should know about breaking a time loop is that it helps to tell someone you’re trapped in one in the first place.
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- Part 11 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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Andy slid into the car, maintaining eye contact with Miranda the whole time. She couldn’t look away. Her gaze was drawn to Miranda’s. It felt as though Andy’s entire body was drawn to her. A string was pulled taut between them and seemed to be shortening with every moment they stayed locked on each other. Andy found herself slowly leaning towards the editor. Only then did Miranda slowly close the door. Andy took the brief reprieve to let out a shaky breath. Holy hell.
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She doesn’t ask if she can come over. She doesn’t ask if Trinity is free right now. She doesn’t ask if Trinity has plans or if she’s on her period or if she’s just not in the mood. She never does. It wouldn’t matter, anyways. Not really.
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Trinity Santos isn't good at relationships. With women, with God, with her family... and she's content as she is, really. Touch-starved and repulsed all at once, avoiding anything that might bring her pleasure, quietly resenting everything she loves. When an encounter with a religious patient has her rethinking what religion can be, she begins to wonder if there's something more for her than the life of numbness and isolation she's built.
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- Part 1 of Little Death
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all my perversions by probablylily for connorstorriethinker
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Mar 2026
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He watches the tape again over dinner. Listens to Rozanov moan inside a girl's pussy while he eats. By the time he finishes his last bite, Rozanov's inside her, her nails raking down his back, her mouth twisted open in pleasure, and Shane's hard in his pants.
So, Shane puts his plate in the sink and goes back to his room. Starts the video over.
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A sex tape of Ilya with a girl leaks. Shane reacts normally.
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- Part 1 of all my perversions
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And like the cycle of the year, we begin again by katherynefromphilly
Fandoms: Merlin (TV)
27 Nov 2016
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Set after the Merlin Series 5 Finale "Diamond of the Day".
Canon Compliant. In Character. Arthur Pendragon Returns.
Cover art by Lao-Pendragon------
For many long years Merlin waited.
For the other part of his soul, for the other half of his life. He was born to serve Arthur. So that meant he was also born to wait. Even if it took a thousand years. Even if the wait seemed never to end.
Until one day, suddenly, it did.
When Arthur stumbles from the Lake of Avalon 1,500 years after his death, he finds a world unlike the one he knew. Faced with the loss of everyone he loved, and the threat of impending prophecy, Arthur must learn what it means to be not just a king, but the Once and Future King. Merlin does all he can to guide him, even as he struggles to hide his love for his king, and his fear of losing him again.
Story includes sass, banter, horseplay, & True Love.
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- Part 1 of We Begin Again
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The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed.
Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.
Reentry is harder than expected.
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- Part 8 of my heated rivalry anon fics
- Part 1 of homegrown
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a winner at heart by pressuretoparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Feb 2026
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Ilya laughs. He finds that once he starts, he can't stop. He laughs at the fact that he's in France with Shane Hollander. He laughs at the fact he's Shane Hollander's boyfriend. He laughs at the fact that he gave up Moscow for a better life, only to end up in fucking Ottawa.
Ilya's dick stops working one month before he's supposed to leave for the South of France.
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- Part 2 of winners-verse
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Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.
Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.
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- Part 6 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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When It All Becomes Too Much by Stillhurting
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jan 2026
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The loop began again in his mind: the gym, the showers, Rozanov’s hands, Rozanov’s mouth, the moans and profanities and apologies that had slipped from Shane’s own throat in the heat of the moment. It was a swirling cocktail of fear, guilt, and a terrifying, lingering want. He couldn’t make it stop, no matter how hard he tried to choke it down.
His equilibrium snapped, sending his stomach into a free fall. The acidic burn rose in his throat, sharp and undeniable. Shane was stumbling toward the bathroom before his brain had even told his legs to move—his body reacting to an inevitability his mind was still resisting.
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A series of nine missing or extended scenes (headcanon) from the show depicting Shane falling apart, breaking down, and/or becoming physically sick after experiencing extreme anxiety, panic attacks, or emotionally charged situations.
Shane is already an OCD, perfectionist, athlete, so it’s not a stretch to imagine he has a nervous stomach. These chapters eventually contrast his years of breaking down in private with the moment he finally lets Ilya in.
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can't see straight but the feeling's right by wakesiren for strryeyedlvr
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
15 Apr 2025
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A couple weeks before Santos officially starts her internship at the Pitt, she meets a stranger in a bar.
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“You don’t get to tell me what kind of doctor I am,” Garcia says, her grip on Santos’s shoulder tightening.
“Then start acting like a better one.”
Or, Santos and Garcia have a confrontation about what happened with Langdon. And then it becomes something else entirely.
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- Part 2 of canonverse garcia x santos
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Seen. That small, clinical word beneath his text feels heavier than it should. Rozanov has read his message, has processed that information, so by this time he must have made a conscious decision to not reply to Shane. He doesn’t know why this is bothering him so much. He has no right to be upset, he is not entitled to Rozanov’s time nor constant attention. They are not… together, he isn’t even sure if they count as close—as friends.
And yet, he keeps staring at his phone, feeling the familiar and prickling discomfort under his skin. Why isn’t Rozanov replying?
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He hasn’t prepared for any of this—for the tenderness that follows the storm, only for the storm to sweep away everything again. He doesn’t know how to deal with Rozanov’s confusing words and contradicting actions, with both fire and ice, both closeness and distance, all at the same time.
Every time Shane feels like he manages to understand Rozanov a little, the pattern shifts, and he is once again left with splintered pieces that don’t make sense.
Or: All the messages Shane sent to Ilya during the six long months between Sochi and Vegas, and the ones he did not send.
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- Part 2 of Woe like velvet, tears like jewels
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[No-Crash AU]
In the Spring of 1996, Jackie reads Shauna's journal and they go their separate ways.
In the Winter of 2000, they run into each other at the Taylors' yearly Christmas party and everything begins again.
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Shauna and Jackie fight and cut contact, have hate sex at a Christmas party in Jackie's old bedroom when they see each other again four years later, and ruin their twenties trying to figure out how to deal with loving someone they haven’t learned how to forgive.
