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  1. Public Bookmark 24

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    Wednesday begins at 07:14 and ends at 20:03.

    Shane remembers every version. The broken things, the quiet afternoons and the weight of Ilya’s body over his. He remembers every desperate attempt to keep him alive, because nothing else does.

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    Shane lives through one winter day again and again, trying to love Ilya hard enough to keep him alive.

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    29 Jun 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 94

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    After Shane's college relationship ends in heartbreak, he patches up his wounds by marrying a wealthy older man, and he's so sure his life is perfect. That is, until his ex re-enters the picture, and he wonders if maybe he got it all wrong.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    shane leaves husband maxim for ilya series

  3. Public Bookmark 24

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    Ilya was a lot like his mama. Blond curls, bumpy noses, sharp cheekbones.

    They both loved to dance around the kitchen and cook for the people they loved. They joked and laughed and when they were happy, their smiles shone.

    They were both very, very sad.

    Ilya saw his mama in everything. Especially himself.

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    Ilya goes through a depressive episode. Shane helps.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    depresso ilya.. wow

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    Shane decided it was time to call in reinforcements. Ilya’s depression wasn’t a secret anymore. It had taken time but slowly he opened up to the team, and eventually the public, about his mental health struggles. It was important to him to fight the stigma, to show that everyone needed help sometimes, to talk openly about going to therapy and taking medications. Shane was so proud of him. It was a long road to get where they were, both Ilya and Shane struggled, but they were doing their best. They were on a team that supported them unconditionally and loved each other like family.

    That’s why he called Harris.

    Or: Shane is away in the States to do brand shoots and it happens to coincide with the worst depressive episode has had in years. Thousands on miles away and feeling powerless, Shane does the only thing he can think of: call the Centaurs to check on Ilya. What follows is a week of Shane and Ilya's front door revolving as the Cens come through in the only way they know how; with unconditional love and support.

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    13 Jun 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 47

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    If you were to ask Shane, he would tell you that the most interesting thing about his marriage was that he knew Ilya better than he had ever known anyone else. Shane could read Ilya’s tone and expression and body language in the same way that he could read an opposing team’s strategy after only a few minutes on the ice.

    Which was why, as Shane was standing at a cocktail table watching Ilya chat casually with several strangers at the bar across the room, he felt his chest tighten with anxiety as he realized that Ilya was about to punch the guy in front of him.

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    Or, someone from Ilya's past shows up uninvited, there's fallout, and Shane comforts Ilya.

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    04 Jun 2026

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