17 Works by ruinsofphaidie
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mimosa pudica by ruinsofphaidie
Fandoms: Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga), Wind Breaker (Anime)
18 May 2026
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“But, the truth really is I’m not lying,” and then, because Haruka’s jaw tightens and a vein on his forehead ticks, Hayato continues, with an amused, almost private, smile, “I just don’t think I’d be very good at what you’re asking me to do.”
Akihiko blinks. The confusion is written plain on his face. “Good at…living together?”
It's no surprise that Hayato's no good at opening up. Haruka just really wishes he could give it a try. Especially when Haruka wants so badly to move in together and build a home with both of them.
Mimosa Pudica
(/mɪˈmoʊzə pjuːˈdɪkə/)
(n.) Commonly known as the shame plant; a sensitive plant whose leaves curl inward when touched, often symbolizing the instinct to hide from vulnerability.Series
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the killing moon (will come too soon) by ruinsofphaidie
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
13 Jan 2026
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The Upside Down has taken a lot from Will.
It's fitting that it also takes his life span.
(Or, in which Will's time in the Upside Down, breathing in the toxic air, gives him lung cancer.)
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The kiss is everything Zanka thought it would be, it's filthy, it’s disgusting, it’s like sharing the spliff, sharing spit, sharing their intoxication, Zanka hates it, he sinks his hand into Jabber’s hair, tugs hard enough that Jabber howls, and fights until it’s him pushing Jabber against the wall.
Jabber moans, his back arching, “Fuck, fuck, Zan-zan, you’re makin’ me so hard,” and his words make something climb up Zanka’s back, especially when a hand slips under his shirt, throws it over his head, and Zanka’s quick to do the same, and he’s never done this before, but it’s familiar in every way, ignorant in every other. The ugly, timid thing inside of him is wailing, it's fallen down into his gut, it’s screaming with every push of their tongues.
Ouroboros
(n.) /ˈuː.rəˌbɔːr.əs/
An ancient symbol of a serpent or snake consuming its own tail, embodying endless cycles of obsession, destruction, and rebirth; the infinite loop of desire and self-destruction.(Or, in which Zanka can’t stop thinking about Jabber, no matter how much he fights, runs, or hates it—and it only gets worse.)
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every man gets his wish by ruinsofphaidie
Fandoms: LEGO Ninjago: Dragons Rising (Cartoon 2023), LEGO Ninjago (Cartoon 2011-2022)
10 Nov 2025
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"You ever think,” Nya says finally, her voice small, horribly small, “that it’d be easier if you didn’t remember everything?”
Lloyd huffs. “All the time.”
Nya looks at him, at the scars across his skin, at the shadows under his eyes, and then looks away. “Yeah well. What if I told you…you don't remember everything.”
Or, in which Nya has a nightmare and tells Lloyd about skybound.
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baby blues by ruinsofphaidie
Fandoms: LEGO Ninjago (Cartoon 2011-2022), LEGO Ninjago: Dragons Rising (Cartoon 2023)
29 Oct 2025
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“One…”
“Two.”
“Thre—Wait, wait, Nya, wait!” She blinks, hand coming back from where she was reaching for the test. She raises an eyebrow as Jay sheepishly rubs the back of his head. “How many lines means pregnant?”
She sighs. “Two, Jay. Two lines means pregnant. One line means not pregnant.”
Or, in which Nya’s feeling “a little off,” and it takes five ninja, wine, a stolen candy stash, and a craving crisis to figure out why.
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every season but you by ruinsofphaidie
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
22 Jul 2025
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Trianne is ten years old and very good at fixing grown-up problems. Especially the romantic kind.
So when she meets one sad Mydei with terrible taste in men, and another hopeless Phainon clearly trapped in a toxic relationship—she does what any love expert would do. She helps.
They don’t know each other, duh. That would be crazy.
(So why do their stories sound eerily similar?)
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Till leans in, letting his mouth brush against the man’s—hesitant at first, then desperate, chasing a memory that doesn’t belong to this moment. His fingers knot themselves in the stranger’s hair, thick and dark, tugging as he tilts their heads to align.
If he holds still enough, if he forgets the shape of now—it’s Ivan.
Ivan, who kissed him once to die in his place. Maybe this is Till’s answer to that kiss. A prayer folded into the seam of someone else’s mouth.
/ˈzeːnzʊxt /
(n.) An intense, bittersweet longing for something unknown or undefined—a yearning that transcends explanation.(Or, the seven last seconds of Till’s life through desperate prayers.)
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- Part 1 of alstroemeria, anemone.
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of soft choices and quiet ends by ruinsofphaidie
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
01 Jun 2025
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Bachira tilts his head, "D'you think you'll die, Isagi?"
"I...hope not."
"Would you let me live if it came down to it then?"
Isagi's throat tightnes. He doesn't meet Bachira's gaze when he mutters, "...You can't just ask that." The answer is obvious, nonetheless.
Isagi Yoichi is a dead man.
Or at least he will be.
A washed up prodigy turned coach, Isagi is just another name in a forgotten pile—until a stranger hands him a card, and a choice.
The rules are simple. Win, or die trying.
(Or, the Blue Lock characters in Squid Game. Trauma ensues.)
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He reads the letter again. And then again, and again and again-(Until the words lay burnt to the back of his eyes. Another chance, another chance to be free.
He’s still mourning that quiet dream, still mourning the little boy who lost more than his footing that day.)
Or, Chigiri, his leg, and all the things he's let tear.
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a monster in dainty skin by ruinsofphaidie
Fandoms: Dangan Ronpa Series, Dangan Ronpa 3: The End of 希望ヶ峰学園 | The End of Kibougamine Gakuen | End of Hope's Peak High School
23 Sep 2024
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She smiles at him, cruel fingers wrapping around his jaw and his treacherous heart stumbles in its place, his pulse flutters beneath her.
(Treacherous, treacherous, treacherous-)
Or, like a rose, Nagito will allways be trampled on.
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- Part 1 of where hope withers slowly
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 486
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 19
- Hits:
- 179
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Hell.
You don’t understand it but you know that's where you belong. Your teacher tells you kissing is forbidden, you feel numb.
(you pray that hell is enough to burn it all away.)
Or, child Gintoki has never understood love.
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He doesn't mention his feelings to Xiao ever again. He keeps silent.
Because maybe if he doesn't mention them they'll fade.
( They don't.)
Or, Venti, Xiao and all the broken pieces of if along the way.
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to truly smile (to truly fade) by ruinsofphaidie
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
08 Jun 2023
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“There are 8 billion people and 16 billion faces in this world, Shinsou.” He continues. “Thousands who will descry me and yet my biggest fear is that you will see me how I see myself.")
Smiling has allways come easily to Kaminari, but no ones ever made it feel real until Shinsou came along.
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the memories we leave behind by ruinsofphaidie
Fandoms: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Manga), 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime)
05 May 2023
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His eyes stumble close, however, and perhaps it is the lack of rest and maybe the fog has learnt to play tricks on his mind, but he thinks he sees yellow hair, and too sad eyes.
He slips away, like the memory. Faded, and somehow too real.
Rengoku Kyojirou cares for Muichiro Tokito more then he can care for himself
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- Part 3 of forgetful is the mist
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tangles woven through memories by ruinsofphaidie
Fandoms: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Manga), 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime)
18 Apr 2023
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She knows he doesn't hear her. He’s too busy wondering where he is.
She wishes she could help him. But in the end, she's just as lost.)
Mitsuri Kanroji worries for the little boy who learned to fight earlier then he learned to be a boy.
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- Part 2 of forgetful is the mist
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to heal a bloodied mind by ruinsofphaidie
Fandoms: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime)
07 Apr 2023
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When he turns around, Muichiro does smile. He doesn’t know why he does it, but the twinkle in Shinobu’s eye and the feeling that he catalogs as happy are things he hasn't felt in a while.
Muichiro wanders away, hair dangling behind him, and a smile fading away.
Muichiro doesn't understand the importance of healing.
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- Part 1 of forgetful is the mist
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so we'll go no more a roving by ruinsofphaidie
Fandoms: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Manga)
25 Feb 2023
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“Find someone who will not hesitate to bleed for you.”
Muichiro stares at Genya’s body, bruised but alive, and he thinks that he is the only one bleeding from a heart that seems to forget to beat.
Muichirou's mind will allways forget, but his heart can not.