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baptized in fear by yutanism
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jan 2026
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Ilya didn’t feel like himself sometimes, but Shane would always be Shane — the brighter and braver part of him.
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Ilya is going through a depressive episode. Shane tries to help.
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17 Jul 2026
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Three Weeks by baybee0 (amberlightfic)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Mar 2026
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They fight. They have angry sex. In the aftermath, lying in the wreckage of the argument, they finally say the things they've not been saying for months.
Or: the one where Shane is emotionally constipated, Ilya moves to Ottawa and uses it as a weapon approximately once, and three weeks is exactly long enough for everything to come to a head.
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15 Jul 2026
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Shane and Ilya have a rare day off together but Ilya is having a rough time. Shane won’t let him go through it alone ever again.
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15 Jul 2026
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into your earthly hands by scarlettroses
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Jul 2026
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"Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"
Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.
"Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"
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or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.
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14 Jul 2026
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drawn in by strange_ghost
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Jul 2026
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"He saw the corners of Ilya's lips curve up ever so slightly in that infuriating, tiny hint of a smile. “Goodbye, Shane Hollander.”
Shane could only ogle as Ilya walked away. Fuck. His ass was fat. This was so bad.
Shane Hollander, star athlete, D1 hockey team captain, campus heartthrob, was being completely undone by a brooding Slavic art major that he would probably crawl on his fucking knees and bark for."
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Shane is ready for another boring semester where he has to pretend like he cares about anything other than hockey. Until he sits down next to a mysterious Russian art student who also happens to be the hottest guy Shane has ever seen.
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14 Jul 2026
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Irina lived in a corner of Ilya’s brain that he did not go near. Too dangerous.
It scared him, how easily Shane had drawn it out of him.
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or: Ilya worries he's too much like his mother. Shane keeps him warm.
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14 Jul 2026
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The Summer After by Marsilya
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
08 Jun 2026
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“So… does this mean you’re my honey?”
“I’m whatever you want me to be Ilya.”
“I want you to be naked in that big fancy bath tub with me.”
“I know. In a minute.”
Ilya waited, his hands wrapped around Shane’s waist.
“I just need to rest my eyes for a sec.”
I’m whatever you want me to be.
Ilya repeated the thought in his head. He knew he was being unfair. He knew he was being petty. But they’re on their honeymoon! They’re in Ibiza! And Shane is napping.
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Shane and Ilya go on their honeymoon to Ibiza. Shane is autistic. Ilya is anxiously attached.
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13 Jul 2026
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home is just a room full of my safest sounds by catknives
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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“Is not like we don’t know how to be quiet, we hooked up in hotels for over a decade.”
“It’s not about being quiet, Ilya. No matter what we do, they’re going to assume we’re in there having sex.”
“Yeah, well, we probably will be having sex.” Ilya didn’t really understand the issue. Was he supposed to pretend he and his husband were celibate? Half the guys on the team made jokes about post-game sex with their partners. No one ever batted an eye with them. “Quiet sex, though.”
Shane hadn’t disagreed, but apparently it wasn’t a helpful distinction.
Shane insists he and Ilya sleep in separate hotel rooms for away games. Neither of them handle it very well.
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12 Jul 2026
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Super Straight Broz (Live) by Stickyslut17
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Jul 2026
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Ilya and Shane are broke roommates, until Ilya discovers streaming and starts making bank jerking off for the viewers
Naturally, he offers his good friend Shane a chance at making money the same way
And if they touch each other a little it’s only because of the tips, not because they are into each other~~~~~~
Shane and Ilya are both completely straight here
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11 Jul 2026
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“Shane?” Ilya dropped down beside him instantly, panic flooding his voice. “Shane! l’ubímyj? What is happening? What did she say?”
Shane couldn’t breathe. He couldn’t think. His brain repeating it over and over and over again.
Gone.
The word echoed, hollow and impossible.
“I-it’s - fuck. M-My dad…” he choked out. “He- he’s-”
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Shane finds out he is pregnant with his and Ilya’s first baby the same day his dad unexpectedly passes away.
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11 Jul 2026
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All Love Must Leave but Search For It I Will by TeaTimeAllOverTown
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Jun 2026
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Again, Ilya feels the shame flare in his belly. He imagines his father across the counter from them, watching this unfold. Watching Ilya be babied by his fucking boyfriend over an injury. He remembered how he’d yell at his mother for babying Ilya, the word soft being thrown around a lot.
But Ilya likes being babied. He likes watching Shane fuss and frown as he portions out the pills, filling a glass with Ilya’s favorite juice to wash them down with, then bustling up and back down the stairs with Ilya’s favorite pillow and the sleep mask he keeps in his travel bag for planes and hotels.
He is soft. Weak too, probably. His father’s voice spits through his thoughts, sharp and disgusted. Ilya feels them settle on his shoulders, tug at his spine.
“You okay?” Shane asks, hair messy from the shower, Ilya’s pillow against his chest.
His father’s voice fades.
“Yes, moya lyubov. I am okay.”
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Or, a shoulder injury takes Ilya out for the season ten games into his second year with the Ottawa Centaurs. With one good arm and an empty house, Ilya battles with memories of his parents and his mental health.Bookmarked by rubyemerald1410
11 Jul 2026
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Déjà vu by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Jul 2026
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2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.
2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.
When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.
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“So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Daddy and their coach used to date?”
“We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”
“No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”
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- Part 6 of Heated Rivalry
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- 21/?
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10 Jul 2026
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I would bet the house on you by Bugslibrary
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Mar 2026
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The first time Shane calls Ilya baby, he barely even thinks about it.
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- Part 1 of Ilya Rozanov is Shane Hollander's Baby
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09 Jul 2026
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Ready or Not (Cause Here I Come) by LoveSimonFicWriter
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jun 2026
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Ilya has decided he wants to welcome their last baby at home, so he plans to deliver at the cottage.
Their little family spends quality time together on what might be their last day as a family of four, while Ilya battles the early stages of labor.________
Or Ilya finally goes into labor at 40 + weeks and delivers at the cottage like he planned.
Also enjoy some uber fluffy hollanov family time <3Bookmarked by rubyemerald1410
08 Jul 2026
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Learning to be Loved by Jessidb4
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
26 Jun 2026
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Shane is out of town, and hasn’t heard from Ilya for hours. Yuna and David come over to find out what’s wrong, and Ilya is cared for in a way he’s not used to.
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- Part 1 of Favorite Son
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08 Jul 2026
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Shane tries to stop Ilya’s ridiculous habit of climbing into his hoodies—only to realize he’d rather lose every hoodie he owns than make Ilya unhappy.
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07 Jul 2026
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The Last Quiet Hour by PersephoneJStone
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander loves Ilya Rozanov.
He loves their quiet mornings in Ottawa, the life they're building together, the future they're finally planning out loud.
Or as out loud as they are allowed to right now.
Ilya loves Shane just as much.
But, sometimes, loving someone isn't the hard part or can deliver the healing we think it should be able to.
Sometimes, surviving yourself is.
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04 Jul 2026
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Ilya Rozanov measures a lot of his relationship with Shane through touch. As the years pass and their relationship changes, Ilya craves that touch more and more.
Read to find out how their relationship changes through touch.
Or, an exploration of Ilya Rozanov and physical touch.
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02 Jul 2026
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The Other Side of the Road by broccolicheddarchicken
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Mar 2025
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"No m'not," Shane said, somehow pressing his face even more into Ilya's body. "All I ever did was play hockey. Now, I don't know what I'm gonna do. I hope we have a baby soon."
The car went quiet at that. When Shane looked up, Ilya was looking out the window, jaw set.
"S' something wrong?" Shane asked. He ran his fingertips along the warm skin of Ilya's forearm.
Ilya turned back to face him, expression softened. Whatever pensiveness had taken hold of him was gone.
"No. Everything is perfect."
After sixteen seasons of professional hockey, Shane Hollander retires from the NHL in the interest of starting a family with his loving husband. It's maybe a little earlier than he would've liked, but with his thirty-five year old knees beginning to protest, it makes sense.
He's happy. He and Ilya have been working towards this for nearly a decade.
He's also terrified, wondering if this is the biggest mistake of his life, and thinking that maybe he should take it all back. But mostly, he's happy.
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02 Jul 2026
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The Great Divide by broccolicheddarchicken for Sileycrunch
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jun 2026
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“Perfectly fine. I’ll be good as new in a couple of days.”
“Good.” A moment of quiet on the other line. Shane could hear Ilya breathing.
“I love you so much. You know this, yes?”
“Of course I do. And I love you too. I’ll see you…” Shane had to consider when the next day they could visit would be.
"When you see me," Ilya supplied.
“I'll see you when I see you. Okay. Sure.”
“Bye, Shane."
“Bye.”
The Boxing Day argument doesn't happen, Ilya doesn't seek professional help, and he and Shane keep pretending everything's fine. In the last few weeks of the season, Ilya reaches a breaking point. After saving his boyfriend's life, Shane is forced to grapple with the broken pieces, figure out what went wrong, and try to slot everything back together again.
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- Part 1 of The Great Divide
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02 Jul 2026