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    “Hey Mackerel?” Chuuya asked gently, drawing small circles onto Dazai’s spine. “Do you think maybe you feel just a little small? Even just a teeny tiny bit?”

    Chuuya hoped this was the right move and he didn’t just unleash the kraken again.

    And a million thanks to anyone who was listening, Dazai didn’t start to cry more. He gave a small nod, and buried his face in Chuuya’s neck guiltily.

    Score.

    “Yeah?” Chuuya says, pulling his baby impossibly closer. “That’s okay, then, Sweetie. That’s okay. You’re my good, sweet baby. You’re not bad, honey. You’re so, so good. My little angel.” Chuuya soothes gently, whispering softly into Dazai’s ear as he whimpers and sniffles softly.

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    dazai is sick and has a bad day and regresses. the poor baby cant help but feel anxious and overwhelmed and afraid, and he doesnt even know why. chuuya just wants his sweet boy to feel better.

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    20 Jun 2026

  2. Rec 64

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    5 Times Dazai's bandages were torn away against his will

    and 1 time it was his choice.

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    20 Jun 2026

  3. Rec 30

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    The familiar smell of hot June air fills his lungs. Dazai can smell flowers.

    Happy birthday, Dazai Osamu! Yeah. I did it.

    A fic where Dazai has way too much pain associated with his birthday and will do anything to avoid it.

    Don’t worry, it has a happy ending! Seriously, PLEASE read the tags. I didn’t mean for this to get as heavy as it did, but the fic kinda wrote itself.

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    20 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    SOGOOD. made me cry. happy dazai is so precious to me

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    “S'not your fault that—”

    “—I hurt you,” Susie finished. She chewed on the concept, the edges of her voice frantic, her throat thick. “Because you deserved it.”

    “Yes.” Kris pressed her hands against their chest. They smiled in a way that failed to be reassuring. Each desperate breath shuddering through their lungs confirmed everything Susie didn't want to know. “S’fine. It’s okay.”

    Kris burned like a charred pan straight out of the oven, or an oil fire stoked by liquor. Susie reeled away. “You—you were trying to set me up,” Susie accused, trying to edge words around the chasm opening in her gut. “You were trying to get me to hit you.”


    Kris wants Susie to hurt them. They need her to hurt them. Susie isn't as on board with the idea as they are.

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    20 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    SAUUUUUR GOOD THE KRUSIE EVER

  5. Rec 90

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    When he first moved to Hawkins, Indiana, Lucas Sinclair wanted nothing more than to go back to the city. That is, until he met Will Byers, a timid boy who was the only resident of the town to catch his six year old interest on the first day of kindergarten. As they grow up constantly showing each other affection through hugs and kisses, Lucas builds a list of promises in his head to try and protect Will from the very cruel world they live in.

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    In which Lucas and Will are casually in love with each other throughout their childhood but Lucas starts cracking down through the events of sessions one and two.

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    02 Jan 2026