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    It was hot, and Sid felt kind of weird about thinking it was hot. This guy was screwing himself on camera for money. That wasn’t really Sid’s scene.

    He closed the browser window. Fine for other people, but not his thing.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    cried happy tears

  2. Public Bookmark 55

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    Sid wants to be a good boyfriend. A really good one, like how girls are good girlfriends.

    After twenty years, Sid and Geno finally get together. Sid wants to show just how much he appreciates that.

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    09 Apr 2026

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    perfect geno perfect did perfect surprise foot foreplay

  3. Public Bookmark 86

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    So this night is for Geno, and tomorrow will be for tape and adjustments and setting just the right tone down the lines. Tomorrow will be for playing the Panthers again, and tonight will be for Geno.

    Based on the events of the April 4, 2026 Penguins vs. Panthers game.

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    09 Apr 2026

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    22 Mar 2026

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    They do not talk about what they’re doing. To acknowledge the ground beneath their feet would be to crash and burn immediately, or so Ilya assumed. Like stupid coyote cartoon running off a cliff; it’s fine, until he looks down. 

    But tonight Shane sits on the edge of his bed and sets his jaw and asks, “It’s not just me, right?” 

    Shane, apparently, just noticed gravity. 

    [Or: a missing scene from Episode 5, in which Ilya is Totally Fine, obviously, and they have sex about it.]

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    13 Mar 2026

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    yes yes yes

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    Ilya murmurs, “I like you like this. Nice and – complying? What is word?”

    “Compliant,” Shane offers dizzily. 

    “Yes, this. Compliant.” Ilya’s hips swivel, and he hits that perfect angle with every syrupy thrust, lighting him up from the inside. “Following orders, no arguing. You should be like this all the time.” 

    “You’d hate that,” Shane says, without hesitation, even as his voice breaks into a whimper.  

    Ilya chokes out a ragged laugh and admits, “Yes, probably.” 

    [Or: Shane insists that he is fine, Ilya insists that he is selfish, and they both insist that this whole thing is casual. Everyone here is lying through their fucking teeth.]

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    13 Mar 2026

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    me too shane

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    Shane Hollander, hockey enthusiast and licensed massage therapist, is an expert in helping athletes keep their bodies in tip-top shape. Working with the Boston Raiders should've been his career milestone.

    One Ilya Rozanov makes things much, much more complicated. Relentless on the ice and unreadable everywhere else, Ilya unsettles Shane in ways that have nothing to do with hockey and everything to do with proximity, restraint, and the dangerous pull of something unspoken.

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    Shane is a sports therapist that starts working with the Boston Raiders.

    Strong hands shifted to the back of Shane’s head, to the nape of his neck. That’s when time began to blur, seconds melting together until they barely existed at all. That’s when Rozanov leaned in – and when Shane followed. Like the strike of flint against wood. They existed in that moment, and in the wildfire that followed.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    “Good to see you,” Kip said, pushing his glasses up his nose once Scott set him down, “did Shane put you to work today?”

    “A little,” Scott said, “but I didn’t mind.”

    He caught Shane smiling at them then, that soft, unguarded grin that only ever appeared when Shane was watching people he trusted, and Scott saw the thought forming there now - the same one that surfaced every time they were all together like this these days. How strange it was that this was where things had landed. None of them had ever aimed for this, exactly, and yet here they were, settled into it all the same.

    Scott had assumed that Kip would want a little time alone with him when he arrived. Kip, apparently, disagreed.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    perfect

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    “But how did you know you liked guys? Like did you think about fucking them or were you just wondering and decided to try it out?”

    “Why do you ask me this?” 

    His brick wall shaped - and minded - friend shrugs, turning his head to look out the window to his right while he speaks noncommittally. 

    “Just, eh, whatever. It’s nothing.”

    “You are thinking overall? Or you have a crush do you think?”

    “Not a crush, fuck I don’t - I don’t know. Forget it.”

    “You make me tell you about my feelings, you can do too. Go.”

    Cliff sighs and dares not to meet Ilya’s eyes. 

    “The other day, when you and Hollander were talking shit to each other. I don’t know. It was sweet. I’ve never seen Hollander act like that with anyone.”

    Ilya waits for him to continue, cogs turning and creaking in his brain as more silence passes by them. He snaps his head towards Cliff, who looks away. It’s almost endearing to see his boisterous friend shy like this - it would be, if it weren’t over his Shane. 

    “You…you want to fuck Hollander?”

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    01 Mar 2026

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    Ilya grins at him, cock stirring in his pants at the opportunity to embarrass his little pervert.

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    Ilya Rozanov is just a man. This is just another audition, another scene partner to figure out. It’s nothing she hasn’t done before and done well.

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    Rose and Ilya start texting. This could mean nothing.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Shane and Ilya trade favorite porn videos. Somehow it’s very romantic.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    has your brain ever been so consumed by gay hockey players that you suddenly feel compelled to make nsfw art? yeah me too.

    (a collection of my nsfw hollanov art. very nsfw.)

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    13 Feb 2026

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    YUH

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    "So fucking pretty," Ilya says, talking more to himself than Shane. He rubs his cock through the mess on Shane's face and taps it softly against his cheek. "Like a girl."

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    09 Feb 2026

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    Shane’s head swiveled on the pillow, and he wriggled his hips down on a particularly tight squeeze. Something tightened in his back, and suddenly, he was clutching Rozanov for a different reason. “Ah—”

    Rozanov went still. His grip slackened, and the hold he had on Shane’s waist became more steadying than anything. “Hollander?”

    All he had to do was breathe, and the pain would pass. He pinched his eyes shut and dug his fingers into Rozanov’s shoulder hard enough to bruise. 

    “Hollander,” he called, worry seeping into his tone. He touched Shane’s face with his clean hand. “Talk to me.” 

    Shane grabbed hold of his wrist like a lifeline. “I’m fine,” he ground out. What could he say to play it off? How could he not worry Rozanov? “I… um… almost came?” 

    --

    Or, Shane ignores every warning sign from his body because he doesn't want Rozanov to leave. If he admits to Rozanov that he's in pain, he'll call it off and go back to his hotel room. What other choice is there but to endure?

    Rozanov finds out and stays anyway.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    “Rozanov needs a place to stay. His visa won’t allow him to go home to Russia over the break, and we don’t have the cash to put him in a hotel.”

    Did the Harvard dorms completely shut down over the winter break? What about the dining hall? Shane supposed he didn’t really know. He’d never stuck around to find out, when he was younger. 

    “Okay?” 

    Coach raised his eyebrows. “So, he’s staying with you.” 

    Shane’s eyes went wide. 

    “What?” 

    “Come on, Captain,” Wiebe looked down his nose at Shane. “Try not to look too thrilled.”

     
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    or, Shane's a senior captain with an empty house over winter break. and Ilya's the freshman who will be crashing his Christmas. 

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    05 Feb 2026

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    perfect inman square perfect harvard perfect shane perfect ilya perfect slow burn i want to remember this forever

  16. Public Bookmark 22

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    Someone on tumblr said “Ilya's face when shane said he was a disaster in bed with rose needs to be talked about more” and, well, I talked about it. Or I wrote porn about it. Sorry!!!

    the pacing on this is terrible because I wrote it in the notes app. hey first attempt at posting fic. if I get around to it, this will get a rewrite.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    obsessed with ilya's therapy techniques

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    Ilya knots Shane’s mouth. It’s unbearably intimate.

    Also, Shane’s heat is approaching, and Ilya’s softest, comfiest clothes have gone missing.

    Shane doesn’t nest, but he may have built a large, incredibly comforting pseudo-nest in his bed. Made entirely of Ilya’s clothes.

    Ilya🤍: How is throat feeling today? 😈
    Shane: 🖕

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    28 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 17

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    The answer isn’t yes, that first time Tom Wilson tries to fight for him and Leno offers to suck his dick about it.

    But he doesn’t say no, either.

    So, that’s something.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Shane wanted to hold Ilya’s hand. He wanted to touch something that wasn’t the edge of the exam table, which he currently had in a white-knuckled grip, fingers curled around the edge. Ilya was worried, and Shane had made a mistake in banishing him, and he felt bad about that, and about the oddly sympathetic way the doctor was looking at him. Shane had never felt comfortable being pitied.

    “My knee’s fucked,” Shane continued, a little more flatly; under control. It’s what he’d suspected deep down, after all. “And so I can’t play hockey. I’m done.”

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    23 Jan 2026

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    “I hate this damn thing.”

    Will glanced up from his phone where he’d been aimlessly scrolling on TikTok. Mack was still in the bathroom at their hotel, the door wide open and light flooding out into the bedroom. Will caught him staring at himself in the mirror, mouth open wide, glaring at his own teeth. Will rolled his eyes.

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    Mack has become inconsistent in wearing his night time retainer, and now both he and Will are facing the consequences.

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    22 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    hell yeah freaks

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