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Dean Winchester is Bi and he is ready to share that with his friends and family. If only they would listen to him.
I've seen a bunch of stories where everyone knows Dean is Bi before he comes out. I just wanted to write one where he tries to come out but no one will listen to him.
Happy Pride month!!
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10 Jul 2026
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Castiel has been standing in line for as long as he can remember. He has long since forgotten what brought him to this dreary hallway, or what he will find at the end of the line. His days are nothing but an endless sea of people behind and in front of him, waiting for their number to be called.
But Castiel’s nights are different. At night, a man named Dean walks with Castiel in his dreams. Dean is very insistent that Castiel must stop waiting and return to him. If only Castiel could remember how.
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04 Jul 2026
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“Maybe I know some things about myself,” he says. “And maybe you know them too. From– from rebuilding me or being in my head or just– from knowing me. From–”
“From loving you,” Cas supplies.
Dean looks at him and nods.
“Knowing and saying are not the same thing, Cas. Does that make sense?”Or: Dean Winchester comes to terms with some gender stuff.
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03 Jul 2026
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It all burns through his body like he's been lit up from the inside out. This matters, he tells himself, don't pretend this doesn't matter.
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02 Jul 2026
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1984: Castiel Novak is an officer of East Germany’s secret police, one of the best at interrogating enemies of the state. With thousands of people illegally crossing East Germany’s closed borders each month, draining the country of its workforce, his task is more important and righteous than ever.
But one day, Castiel meets celebrated playwright Dean Winchester. Dean is handsome and compelling, but Castiel isn’t at all sure that he is as loyal to the people’s government as he claims. To prove his suspicions, Castiel launches an operation to install surveillance equipment at Dean’s apartment.
From that day on, Castiel spends long days and nights listening in on Dean’s life, and unexpected emotions soon rear their head. As doorways to doubt begin to open, Castiel must decide if he’s willing to save the man he is falling for — from the government he is meant to serve.
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02 Jul 2026
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California Vampire Summer by FriendofCarlotta, xfancyfranart
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
23 Jan 2023
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It’s the summer before Sam’s freshman year at Stanford, and Dean is tired of his dead-end life in Lawrence. His solution? Move to California to be closer to Sam.
At first glance, it’s the perfect plan: beaches, sunshine and a free place to stay, courtesy of old family friend Bobby Singer. It gets even better when Dean meets Cas, the hot tattooed guy who works at a video store on the local boardwalk.
But while Dean is busy falling in love, Sam encounters the darker side of summer: a girl named Ruby, who is connected to an awful secret that Cas has carried with him for the past five years.
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14 Jun 2026
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Dean has just realized he’s in love with his best friend Cas. Which would be great, except for one thing: Cas is moving to China. Rather than let Cas fade from his life, Dean makes a decision: he’ll conquer his fear of flying and travel halfway across the world to tell Cas how he feels. Nothing could possibly go wrong.
A story of grand romantic gestures, unsafe driving, and the consequences of making major purchases while drunk.
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12 Jun 2026
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After his partner’s tragic death, Dean Winchester resigns from San Francisco PD to work as a private investigator. Dean’s first case is a make-or-break opportunity: tailing the youngest brother of powerful shipping magnate Nick Novak.
Castiel Novak, estranged from his family by choice, lives a quiet life 30 miles north of the city. His lonely but peaceful existence comes to a rapid end when he’s drawn into a plot to fake his brother’s death.
As Dean and Castiel’s paths cross and they grow closer, the noose of a dangerous conspiracy tightens around them. Will they discover the truth before it’s too late?
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10 Jun 2026
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But that’s the whole reason he’s here, isn’t it? He’s not out here hunting Humans. He’s not even hunting deer, or bears, or anything else that featured in Bambi. He’s out here, freezing his nuts off every night, because he’s hunting Angels.
Sometimes Dean wishes that Angels were like how they’re described in the Bible. How people from time too old for him to care much about thought Angels were messengers and warriors of God, protectors of Humans. He knows that how they’re really described in the Bible is actually pretty terrifying, but at least they were told by God that they’re supposed to love Humans, right?
That’s a thousand times better than what Angels really turned out to be.
Written by: riseofthefallenone
Artist and co-author: limonadegaby- Language:
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08 Jun 2026
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Dean's favorite place to take his dates is the one with the cute bartender, Cas. Because if the date's a bust, at least Dean can hang out with Cas after. Here's the thing though: every time Dean comes by with a date, Cas ends up spilling a drink on him and the night gets cut short. The first time was an accident, but after the third time, Dean thinks he might be missing something...
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26 May 2026
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With Chuck defeated, Dean's trying hard to get his head back in the game. What he needs is a bit of peace and quiet, and maybe a nice, straightforward hunt.
What he most definitely doesn't need is this thing about monsters trying to summon some kind of hermaphroditic goat person. Or dealing with Cas, whose powers are still failing and who is acting more human in increasingly disconcerting ways.
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- Part 1 of Memory
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25 May 2026
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After his father dies unexpectedly, Dean moves back to the only town that ever truly felt like home. It’s time to settle, put down some roots, and take over Bobby’s auto shop. At the local Gas’n’Sip, Dean runs into one of the reasons his feelings for Sioux Falls have always been so fond.
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24 May 2026
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Miami, 1927: Dean Winchester has lost his job as a reporter with the Miami Herald. His mistake? He started asking questions about Charles Novak, one of the city’s most powerful men. Unwilling to let go of his story, Dean decides to head to New York and find a publisher who isn't in Novak’s pocket.
Castiel Novak is the youngest son of Charles Novak, and he’s absolutely miserable. His father, fed up with rumors of Castiel’s dalliances with men, is determined to marry him off. As a last resort, Castiel goes on the run.
When Dean and Castiel meet on the night bus that will take them north, sparks fly. But with their money running out fast and more than one secret looming between them, does their love stand a chance?
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23 May 2026
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"Am I the big spoon or the little spoon?"
Dean wants to roll his eyes, but decides it's better not to. "What the hell, Cas? What are you talking about?"
"Well," he starts, even-toned, as he continues to undress slowly before Dean's eyes, "Sam asked me earlier if I was the big spoon or the little spoon."
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15 May 2026
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It’s been a few years since Dean’s wife died, and he thought he was mostly doing okay. So it’s a surprise when he ends up sobbing in a parking lot, in the arms of a hot guy he’d been trying to hook up with that night. After that embarrassing incident, he doesn’t think he’ll ever hear from Cas again.
Picture his shock when Cas turns out to be The Rev. Castiel Novak — the brand-new, openly gay pastor of Dean’s congregation in Eudora, Kansas, who is very much interested in asking Dean out.
There’s just one problem: only a small handful of people know that Dean is bisexual. Does he really have it in him to date the most notorious man in town?
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10 May 2026
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1961: Sixteen years after the end of World War II, Berlin remains occupied by the Allied Forces — America, Britain, France and the Soviet Union. Castiel Krushnic is a police officer in Soviet-occupied East Berlin. He is also gay, in a city where that’s a dangerous thing to be. One night, he meets Dean Winchester, a mechanic from the American sector. Their mutual attraction is instant, and a convenient hookup quickly turns into a passionate love affair that defies all rules and expectations.
But Cold War Berlin is a troubled place, and as more and more residents flee Soviet-occupied territory for the West, Castiel’s superiors begin to make plans to build a wall. The wall would cut off East Berlin from the rest of the city — and leave Dean and Castiel on opposite sides.
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05 May 2026
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The truth of the matter is this: Dean’s body has never, not ever, been his own.
His arms have never been anything other than a cradle for Sam as a baby, his body a trigger-pulling mechanism, a plane for the Mark of Cain and Castiel’s handprint scar. Dean was Michael’s vessel from before Dean was even the beginning of an idea. His body is nothing but something for other people to paw at, grope, kiss.
Dean’s body has been a bargaining chip, a product, a perk.
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A study on trans!Dean's relationship with his body.
***TRIGGER WARNING***
This work contains an abortion and very graphic depictions of a miscarriage. Please read at your own risk and make sure to keep yourselves safe!
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01 May 2026
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Sam is really annoyed when Dean and Cas start messing with him by telling them that Dean's pregnant. Because, ew. They just like talking about the fact that they like fucking. A lot. And he gets it; they're in the honeymoon stage and they waited so long to finally admit their feelings for one another that it seemed like it would never happen...and now Dean's being really weird, and Sam's about learn some new things.
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01 May 2026
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Dean has a job he’s good at, and people he loves. Really, he’s got most things a man in his thirties could wish for. He also has a huge secret: he’s gay. The only one who knows is his best friend Charlie. Dean is content to keep it that way, until he strikes up an anonymous email friendship with a colleague who’s also closeted and struggling to come out.
As Dean’s feelings for his new friend grow, he begins to wonder if it might be time to let himself be seen.
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01 May 2026
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Dean and Castiel are co-anchors on a local morning news show. Castiel is secretly in love with Dean. Nothing could possibly go wrong.
(aka the fic that is basically the Destiel breaking news meme personified)
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29 Apr 2026