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Hold Onto The Ghost Of My Body by raedius
Fandoms: Bittersweet - Ayejay.Jvrozx (Webcomic)
10 Jul 2026
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“It was all thinking, running in circles in his mind, all leading him back to Ben. Everything else in the atmosphere was dead silent, like the rest of the world was mourning him as well. They should have been. Ben deserved to be loved by everyone who was stronger than Ricky.”
- Only a small amount of time after Ben’s death, Ricky sees him in his bedroom. [A different ending to PT 19/20 where Ben jumps off the Brooklyn Bridge and Ricky mourns]
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“She just didn’t know how to fix her problem—her parents would probably never let her see the light of day again if they ever found out. They always questioned where she was going, who she was with, when she would be back. She couldn’t even text Skeeter anything romantic because of how often they checked her phone.
It was some sick joke the universe was playing on her, choosing between her parents and her safety, or between Skeeter and her happiness.”
- Ricky helps Emily figure out a way to discreetly show her love for Skeeter, through the form of a love letter.
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"Maybe Donna didn’t have to feel worried sick over these unnatural feelings. Moreover, if Lola could’ve felt the same, maybe she would’ve accepted them with open arms."
- Lola happens to say the wrong thing at a sleepover, and Donna can't seem to face her emotions.
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"Ricky stifled a laugh, causing Ben to have to tighten his grip on his chin. 'Quit moving, dork,' he demanded, his tone sweet nonetheless, switching to Ricky’s right eye, 'I don’t want to mess it up more.'
'I just think you should come a little bit closer.' Ricky scooted towards him, ignoring what had just been said, bumping their knees together—incidentally making Ben twitch out of focus too quickly. An out of place splotch of blue eyeshadow came from the flinch of his hand."
- After Donna asks Ben about getting rid of some unused makeup that’s been cluttered in her room, Ben gives it a shot at using it—not on himself, but rather, on Ricky.
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“While he was excited to be able to go out for once, there was one minor issue eating away at him: he had no fucking clue how to skate.”
- After being invited along with Ricky for a slightly unintentional double date by Skeeter and Emily to go to a roller rink, Ben avoids the fact he’s going to embarrass himself by not knowing jackshit about skating. He ends up in a better situation than he thought when Ricky takes it upon himself to teach Ben how to skate, but Skeeter notices a little too much.
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HEADS! by Zryan_ruthcollins for sycagray
Fandoms: Bittersweet - Ayejay.Jvrozx (Webcomic)
09 Jul 2026
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Skeeter and her father, James Malark are forced to go to the football games after school by Ms Malark. She hoped it would make her daughter straight but it backfires and turns her husband gay instead. James falls in love with Coach Andrews
Bookmarked by raedius
09 Jul 2026
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We’re Just Talking!!! by sycagray for Zryan_ruthcollins
Fandoms: Bittersweet - Ayejay.Jvrozx (Webcomic)
05 Jul 2026
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“Is that Dad?” Brady squints, hiding behind Betty as a way to cover his body, although it was definitely not effective.
“Isn’t he always here? You know, he’s the coach and all?” Betty responded.
“Yeah, but like… he’s cooped up by the benches and talking to a parent over there…”
“Oh, yeah.”
“He’s talking to my dad.” Skeeter pops up behind them, like an uncalled-for ghost.
“Is that a good thing?”
“No,” she replies.
Basically, if Brady’s dad and Skeeter’s dad were gay!!!!!!
Bookmarked by raedius
08 Jul 2026
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Let Me Give Your Heart A Break by aertibb
Fandoms: Bittersweet - Ayejay.Jvrozx (Webcomic)
29 Jun 2026
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When Nancy hears about Lola and Ben's breakup at a shitty college party, she decides it's only right to drive her home. And all this odd, internal dialogue she's having with herself isn't meaningful at all.
Or: Nancy cares a bit too much about her roommate, and dislikes how her crying makes her feel.
Bookmarked by raedius
29 Jun 2026
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you can hold my hand (if no ones home) by cocogoat72
Fandoms: Bittersweet - Ayejay.Jvrozx (Webcomic)
11 Jun 2026
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ben wishes he could love ricky out loud, outside of his bedroom's walls
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13 Jun 2026
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Ben had been facing the same struggle his whole entire life; he couldn’t find someone to marry before being crowned king.
Now he was nearly 18, and time was running out. Just as he starts to lose hope, he runs into commoner from a well known gang of thieves,
and he can’t stand him.
Bookmarked by raedius
07 Jun 2026