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    June 2010. Ilya Rozanov is delayed after the CCM shoot. By the time he gets to the locker room, Shane Hollander is out of the showers and Ilya’s entire plan is ruined.
    Only not quite fully ruined. Hollander invites him to dinner with his parents as a thank you for arranging the shoot and Ilya, in a burst of insanity, agrees. He hits it off with Yuna and David. They all exchange numbers. He and Hollander become friends.
    At no point does Ilya stop wanting more from him.

    June 2016. Ilya Rozanov is a superstar. A Cup winner. An MVP. Women want him, men want to be him. He’s fucking miserable.
    He’s in love with his best friend. He can’t deny it anymore. Only now Shane is dating a movie star and happier than Ilya’s ever seen him. Ilya can’t ruin that for him, can’t ruin their friendship by asking for what he knows Shane can’t give. No matter how much it kills him.

    A charity event in San Francisco. A catastrophic computer failure. A fateful decision to drive, not fly. Two days in a car, just the two of them. Alone. Together.
    Ilya’s sick with excitement and with dread, because how can he keep his secrets with Shane so close for so long?

    What he doesn’t know is that Shane has secrets too.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

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    19 Jul 2026

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    They've been together for years—fucking near daily for the last few—and Shane has never once put his dick inside his boyfriend.

    That's normal, though. He's a bottom. He's happy, he's comfortable in his routine. He likes things the way they are.

    Until it comes to light that Ilya actually really wants to get fucked by him. With his 'obligate top' of a boyfriend practically begging for Shane's cock, suddenly their arbitrary labels don't seem anywhere near as important any more.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    After Shane loses a competition that was rigged against him from the start, Ilya gets to pick whatever he wants to do to Shane as his prize.

    Considering how much Ilya loves Shane's dick, putting him in chastity isn't the first thing that Shane would have guessed, but with the way he instantly gets hard at the idea, he can't exactly say he's not interested.

    And chastity isn't the only thing Ilya has planned for poor Shane—not even close.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    Shane wakes up feeling overstimulated.

    Ilya is already ready with the clippers.

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    17 Jul 2026