pilotflyingj
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as much sweetness as i can decently manage by pilotflyingj for marichat_04
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
09 Feb 2026
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If the walls of their apartment could talk, they’d speak of quiet nights in, Steve dozing in Bucky’s lap while Bucky read after dinner. They’d remember the muffled sounds of Steve’s Ma’s old record player in the background, playing Armstrong and Sinatra. They’d tell how Bucky would carry him to bed and how Steve clung to him in his sleep. If the walls could talk, they’d speak of love.
So, so much love.
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- Part 2 of because you have lived
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wear your heart on my sleeve by pilotflyingj
Fandoms: Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
07 May 2025
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When he sees her, his breath catches and tears immediately spring to his eyes. She’s so beautiful. He’s missed her so much.
“Ma?” he says, voice catching on the single syllable.
She turns to fully face him, and her expression melts into a smile, her eyes soft and loving in that way they only ever were for him.
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will you forgive my soul (when you’re too wise to trust me and too old to care) by pilotflyingj for xoxoxes, marichat_04
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
02 May 2023
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Faith is a fickle thing, but Steve finds himself comforted by the idea that maybe the afterlife is real, Heaven or something close to it, and maybe when he dies — actually and fully dies, that is — he’ll get to see his Ma again. He’ll get to see her smile for longer than he can make the image linger in his brain, he’ll get to greet her with a kiss on the cheek and get one from her, too.
And the flowers. He’ll get to give her those flowers.
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- Part 1 of because you have lived
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the best and worst day of june was the one that i met you by pilotflyingj, xoxoxes
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
28 Oct 2022
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It’s not so much the words Rafael says that piss Alex off. It’s his tone, it’s the way he speaks to Alex like he’s still as naive as he was then, like he’s still that bright-eyed teenager that could be convinced to do or believe almost anything so long as it would help him be the man he wanted to be — a man like Rafael Luna.
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god knows where i would be if you hadn't found me sitting all alone in the dark by pilotflyingj
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
26 Jun 2022
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Then Sam says his name, a gentle “Buck?” and it’s hushed, kind, and it blows out the flame in Bucky’s spine, calming him, because he is safe, and he’s loved, but there’s still hurt curling in his gut when he lets himself fall into Sam’s arms – because while he’s incredibly grateful for Sam, for one beautiful moment he thought Steve was there.
Recent series
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because you have lived by pilotflyingj
Fandom Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
09 Feb 2026
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“To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded.” - Ralph Waldo Emerson
(Or: Steve, Bucky, and their journeys through grief for each other, and for everything they thought they knew.)
Slow updates because this series is like, terrifyingly personal and difficult to write, but it’ll be finished eventually!
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- Bookmarks:
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In a Vacuum by Handsomerogers (Theconsultingdetective)
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types
30 Jul 2025
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The dude upstairs is ramming the vacuum into the water pipe that runs the height of the whole building, making a terrible racket every time. He glares at the offending corner of the room, then follows the guy’s heavy footsteps across the apparently thin floors with his red-lined eyes.
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I could fake it but I still want more by macabrekawaii
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel (Comics), Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)
04 Feb 2025
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Bucky’s brain is fried, like a TV left on static, and the only thing that seems to help is letting Steve make the calls—what to eat, what to wear, when to exist. He doesn’t realize he’s doing it at first, just keeps defaulting to Steve’s steady, no-bullshit certainty, like a lost dog instinctively following the one person who actually knows where they’re going. When it finally clicks—when Steve, gentle but firm, asks if this is what Bucky wants—Bucky, embarrassed as all hell, admits yeah, maybe he wants to belong to someone who actually gives a shit about him to make the calls
Steve can do the gentle Dom thing, sure. He's a Captain, after all.
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Captain America and the New Woke Movement by Metalbvcky
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
28 Feb 2026
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“Excuse me, Captain America? You once said, and I quote, income should not matter whether someone gets fed, clothed, or sheltered. Can you elaborate on that?”
A lightning strike of rage hits Steve right then and there.
“Gladly,” Steve clips back eagerly, voice strong. “Basic necessities are fundamental to human dignity and survival. It’s a human right.”
“Yes, but—”
“Are you aware that I was raised by a single Irish mother? An immigrant?”
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The Pleasure is Mine by Metalbvcky for Wheezy_Stevie
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
02 May 2026
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Bucky is an omega sex and reproductive specialist. The healthcare field can be brutal, but it's within his duty to care for omegas in need. His clinic offers a space where omegas feel comfortable, a warm and inviting waiting area before they're taken to an equally comforting exam room. He's gentle with all of his patients, especially those who are nervous.
Like the Omega in the corner, blond hair and blue eyes, thin arms wrapped protectively around his small chest. The poor thing has been shivering nonstop. He's young, baby-faced, and staring amongst the room as if he’s never been to an omega clinic.
This Omega requires extra attention—a physical and internal exam, thorough milking, and lots of stimulation therapy. Bucky would bet the Omega has never experienced an orgasm, and that is a crime in itself.
They are going to have so much fun together.
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- Part 1 of Omega Wellness and Care Center
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Put me on your lap, tell me I'm so good by Graynovember_39
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe
18 May 2026
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Bob accidentally breaks something and is nervous to tell Joaquín. When he finally does, he gets rewarded.