1 - 20 of 643 Bookmarks by picklesss

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Say it again?” Shane pleads softly. “Before I leave?”

    Ilya nods, pressing his lips to Shane’s chest. When he speaks, it’s like he’s trying to push it between Shane’s ribs—directly to his heart.

    “Baby.” This, first, in English. Then in Russian: “One day you’ll realize that you’re wasted on me.

    Shane utters a quiet sob, like he understands every word. Hours later, when Ilya’s trying to sleep, he’ll swear he can feel the same sound trapped in his throat.

    Or: Ilya loves pet names. One day, Shane returns the favor.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,881
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    301
    Kudos:
    3,643
    Bookmarks:
    794
    Hits:
    28,641

    05 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Words:
    39,915
    Works:
    3
    Bookmarks:
    2,679

    31 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Out of all Ilya’s terrible vices, repeatedly hiring the same escort might be the stupidest one he’s ever picked up.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    14,937
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Collections:
    3
    Comments:
    392
    Kudos:
    9,190
    Bookmarks:
    2,019
    Hits:
    114,612

    24 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    For one, singular, blissful moment, nothing is wrong when Ilya wakes up.

    And then the bubble pops.

    With something less like a pinprick and more like a gunshot.

    --

    After Ilya is outed he has to deal with being the only openly queer player in the league, being Russian, and being in love with Hollander even after he ran away all at once. It sucks. He does it anyway.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    28,998
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Collections:
    11
    Comments:
    866
    Kudos:
    9,523
    Bookmarks:
    2,351
    Hits:
    108,286

    18 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Words:
    21,287
    Works:
    4
    Bookmarks:
    1,079

    18 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Hollander’s Metros have had a challenging few years, with back-to-back knee injuries and a concussion keeping the two-time Stanley Cup winner and Olympic gold medalist off the ice for three consecutive postseason runs. Hollander is apparently back to fighting trim, but everyone’s wondering if that will still be true come April. The Metros have promised that they’re behind their franchise star one hundred percent, but there are signs they might be hedging their bets. The Metros announced last week that they have penned a deal with San Francisco’s dynamic young Russian star, center Ilya Rozanov. The move has sent shockwaves through MLH, as San Francisco was widely expected to sign a contract extension with Rozanov, who became a restricted free agent in June.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    61,525
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    2,335
    Kudos:
    10,145
    Bookmarks:
    4,219
    Hits:
    187,258

    11 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Wiebe could tell he was wearing Ilya down, but he still looked nervous. "Ilya," Ilya stilled. To his team he was always Rozanov or Roz or Rozy, never Ilya. "You're our guy. There's nobody I'd rather be our captain, to lead this team to another Stanley Cup. It's clear you don't like the guy, but we both know how good this could be."

    Ilya jerked his head in a nod. "We will destroy everyone, this is true." Wiebe seemed satisfied. Ilya stood to leave and delivered one last look at Wiebe "But I do not have to be happy about it."

    ***
    Shane and Ilya are estranged for years after Tuna Meltdown. Then Shane confuses everyone by signing with the Raiders.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    29,783
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    1,512
    Kudos:
    17,972
    Bookmarks:
    5,034
    Hits:
    264,069

    09 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark *

    Words:
    16,506
    Works:
    2
    Bookmarks:
    1,278

    18 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

    Words:
    26,150
    Works:
    5
    Bookmarks:
    1,118

    17 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”

    “Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.

    “No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”

    “Go fuck yourself.”

    +++

    Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.

    And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    30,455
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    2,363
    Kudos:
    52,449
    Bookmarks:
    15,534
    Hits:
    759,244

    03 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

    Summary

    selbindery (on ao3 and instagram!) has fic bound this entire series and it is so, so wonderful, please go check out their beautiful work of art here:

    https://www.instagram.com/p/DWhgjfuFsVr/?igsh=MTlmbDBvbDBmMG55bQ==

    (fic binding is only ever acceptable for personal use! do not attempt to sell or monetize fanfiction!)

    Words:
    243,322
    Works:
    4
    Bookmarks:
    7,428

    01 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane has been missing for a long, long time.

    Or: Ilya goes on a road trip. Somewhere along the way, he finds himself again.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    48,362
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    797
    Kudos:
    4,149
    Bookmarks:
    2,856
    Hits:
    171,914

    29 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 55

    Words:
    13,242
    Works:
    2
    Bookmarks:
    55

    27 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

    Summary

    ej and jo's collabs! these fics are all unconnected and can be read on their own :)

    Words:
    117,842
    Works:
    7
    Bookmarks:
    872

    26 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya feels like he knows everything and nothing about Shane at once. He's a child of Nike, his team always wins Capture-the-flag, he's still in touch with his biological father, and he's obscenely lucky.

    What he doesn't know, is if Shane is the best or the worst person to quest with.

    //
    Aristotle's qualifications for a Greek tragedy include dianoia (thought and introspection) and opsis (spectacle and performance). Shane and Ilya bring both to the table.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    70,444
    Chapters:
    18/18
    Comments:
    318
    Kudos:
    1,718
    Bookmarks:
    544
    Hits:
    32,384

    20 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

    Summary

    Getting weird about teeth.

    Words:
    15,954
    Works:
    2
    Bookmarks:
    285

    14 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Did you like them? My parents?”

    Ilya squints at him. “I love them,” he says simply, like it should be obvious. “They’re your parents.”

    But, Shane thinks idly, there's a difference, isn't there, between loving them and liking them?

    (5 times Shane thinks Ilya doesn't like his parents and 1 time he finds out the truth)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,743
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    444
    Kudos:
    7,225
    Bookmarks:
    1,677
    Hits:
    59,205

    07 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “It’s Rozanov, they’re bringing on Rozanov,” he said in a rush.
    For a long moment, Shane couldn’t hear or process anything. The world had narrowed then expanded too fast, like he was falling. At some point Hayden started talking again, but he couldn’t understand him. There was only the darkness overhead and the ringing in his ears.
    “Shane? Shane, you still there?”
    The words filtered through slow and muddy, echoing. Shane’s mouth was dry, his tongue thick, but he managed, “Yeah. I’m here.”
    “Okay. You’re not gonna have a panic attack, right? Cause that would be bad probably, for your head I mean, and I just think—”
    Shane stopped listening again.
    Rozanov was coming to Montreal. He’d be in the same locker room, skating on the same ice, living in the same fucking city.

     

    Three years after Shane broke it off (not that there was anything to break off), he gets a concussion and the Metros bring in Ilya to fill in for him. A breakup and makeup fic inspired by Jane Austen's Persuasion.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    31,380
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    1,183
    Kudos:
    7,742
    Bookmarks:
    2,568
    Hits:
    102,529

    06 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “I like it,” he says weakly. “I like it, I like you holding me like this.”

    “Like what?”

    “Like you own me.”
    ---
    or; They're falling in love. They can't have it, even if they can have each other, just for a little while.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,495
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    969
    Kudos:
    19,456
    Bookmarks:
    5,640
    Hits:
    291,914

    02 Dec 2025

  20. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Chan didn’t mean to become a werewolf.

    He also didn’t mean to end up tangled in the politics of a sanctuary pack buried deep in the mountains of Namwon, with a new body he doesn’t understand and a Head Omega who avoids eye contact and cooks like it’s a defense mechanism.

    Felix has spent years keeping the pack together with routines, rotas, and the kind of emotional discipline that looks a lot like distance. He doesn't shift anymore. He doesn't ask for help. And he definitely doesn’t nest for strangers.

    But then Chan walks in, all mismatched instincts and stupid warmth, and suddenly Felix is making stew like his life depends on it.

    Love was never part of the plan.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    149,717
    Chapters:
    15/15
    Comments:
    172
    Kudos:
    687
    Bookmarks:
    206
    Hits:
    20,298

    05 Nov 2025

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation