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  1. Public Bookmark 68

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    Azriel's life was a single dark thread in a tapestry of light. It seemed like everyone around him was finding their cauldron blessed mates; except for him. His family were now all too busy for him. Feyre and Rhysand had Nyx. Nesta and Cassian couldn't keep their hands off of one another. And Elain was off the table, as Rhysand had so kindly made clear. To make matters worse, Koschei's lake was stirring and new alliances were being formed in the dark, and it was now a rush to the finish line to stop Koschei from escaping. Alone. That's all Azriel was. All he was destined to be. His family didn't need him. Not anymore. Not truly. Not outside of work. How much longer would this continue until Azriel was forgotten entirely?

    Eris couldn't stand the sight of Autumn in such a state. It hurt him to see such a beautiful land run dry by such arrogant, greedy bastards; he had to kill his father, soon. Something was stirring. Something bigger than Beron. Something to do with a deathless god and a cursed lake. The alliance with Night was doing little to help him, and he was starting to struggle with holding up so many lies and façades. How much more could he take before he broke beneath the weight of his own schemes?

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    03 Jun 2026

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    “I’m Isak's best friend,” said Even, almost glaring at Jakob.
    “Well, like best bud. Like we’ve known each other our whole lives,” Isak added nervously.
    But then Even downed his sixth or seventh drink and leaned across the table.
    “We might have known each other our whole lives, but I’d fuck you if you asked.”

    Or Isak and Even are childhood friends who enjoy ruining each other's chances with exactly everyone else, rewatching the same movies, taking care of each other, and pretending they're not in love.

    Aka yet another ChildhoodFriends!AU that literally nobody asked for.

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    14 Jun 2025

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    At the age of eighteen the first words your soul mate will ever say to you appear etched into your skin, they stay there forever and it means everyone always knows who their soul mate is the second they exchange their first spoken words. Everyone except Enjolras. When he turned eighteen there was nothing, not a word, not even a letter. But it’s been four years, he’s adjusted, he’s accepted the fact that he doesn’t have a soul mate, won’t ever meet the love of his life, and he is fine with that. Until he meets Grantaire. Inspired by a tumblr post.

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    04 Jun 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 42

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    Everything about Enjolras rings with sincerity, even when he is lying. Keeping this up is going to wreck him.

    A time loop fic about losing control, hurting the people you love, and how to understand and forgive each other. In which Enjolras asks Grantaire to pretend to date him in order to make Combeferre fall in love with him.

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    03 Jun 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 18

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    It was hard. Too hard. Grantaire couldn't do it. He crashed and he burned, and then saw, in his peripheral, as Enjolras watched it. He enjoyed it, Grantaire knew. He saw it in his eyes.

    Maybe it was because he was smug, because it flattered him to have that much of an effect on someone. Maybe it was because he knew, just like he'd said, how easy Grantaire was for him. How he didn’t even have to try. Didn't have to try to pull him in, didn't have to try to break his heart.

    Maybe he loved seeing Grantaire desperate and messy and empty, for the same reason Grantaire was desperate and messy and empty. Because that meant it was real.

    Maybe that's wishful thinking.

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    Fuck it, exes to lovers AU.

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    28 May 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 88

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    Sometimes Grantaire doesn’t eat. Sometimes he eats more than he should and makes himself throw up. But he’s pretty sure it’s not a problem. He’s still going to work and dance, still going out drinking with his friends, still in love with a man he’ll never be good enough for. Until he is, and everything with Enjolras is happening so fast and so wonderfully it doesn’t even seem real… and then maybe he realizes he can’t keep doing this forever, and he can’t stop doing it alone.

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    19 May 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 26

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    A sequel to my fic "Pylades Fasting".

    Grantaire thought he was getting better. Apparently, he was wrong.

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    15 May 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 15

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    Blackness was starting to swirl in the corners of his vision and Enjolras tried to fight past it, stay conscious, but all he could think about was how hot and thirsty he was.

    He had to sit down before he fell and he meant to only take a moment, but when he sat, all the adrenaline that had been fueling him drained from his body. He just needed to lie down and catch his breath. Putting his head down made the dark swirls at the edge of his vision start encroaching the rest of it, and the last thing he remembered before losing consciousness was a blurry figure getting closer to him.

    “Holy fuck,” the figure said, and then it was all black.

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    13 May 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 48

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    on hiatus :(

    Azriel’s been in a bit of a rut lately—not that anyone can blame him. Getting rejected by your very straight best friend is bad enough, but when that friend is Cassian, the walking wet dream who hugs too long and says I love you with a “no homo” slapped on the end?

    Yeah. Brutal.

    The heartbreak’s starting to bleed into his mood, his streams, his everything—until Eris Vanserra, redheaded menace and certified problem, offers him a solution: fuck someone on camera. Just once. Shake off the funk. Make a show of it.

    Azriel agrees. Maybe if Cassian sees what he’s missing, he’ll finally get it. Maybe it’ll hurt a little. Good.

    But once Eris has him—writhing, begging, pushed face-down and shaking from overstimulation—Azriel forgets all about Cassian.

    Or: a self-indulgent Camboy!Azriel Au bcs I'm a slut

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    19 Apr 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 73

    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    19 Apr 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 7

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    The theme turns out to be something along the lines of “School Daze” and Grantaire once again finds himself wondering what the hell he’s going to wear. Actually, he has an idea, but…no. No, he couldn’t. Unless…?
    Maybe he just needs a little bit of help, first.
    He pulls up Jehan’s profile on his phone and messages him: I need some fashion advice. R.
    Jehan messages him back within ten minutes, without even a signature: Oh, you have absolutely come to the right place.

    or, an alternate version of chapter four of "desperate times call for desperate pleasures," in which Grantaire goes to Threshold in a skirt to meet Ange, the stranger he's beginning to fall in love with, who definitely isn't Enjolras.

    (this fic can probably be read on its own, though you can read dtcfdp for further context if you wish!)

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    06 Apr 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 75

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    This is not exactly what Grantaire had expected. Then again, he isn’t sure what, exactly, he expected. A huge dark room with torches on the walls and a bunch of scary-looking dudes covered in leather? The sound of someone, somewhere, screaming? A torture rack? Well. It isn’t exactly bright and there is actually a rack in the back corner, but he’s been told that it isn’t currently functioning, and no one actually used it that way anyway. And there’s no screaming. So that’s nice.

    Grantaire and Enjolras unwittingly meet for the first time in a fetish club. It's just as farcical as it sounds.

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    04 Apr 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 31

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    After Azriel gets a tattoo from Eris, a series of subsequent (sexy) encounters sees them end up together. Now they're a few months into dating, having the time of their lives, enjoying one another immensely.

    Overall just a fun, smutty story about them exploring themselves and their relationship.

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    02 Apr 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 19

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    Enjolras is as beautiful as he is cruel, and Grantaire wants him more than anything in the world.

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    17 Mar 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 52

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    “Men like you, always treating us like we are here to give you everything you want when you ask. Jump when you say jump, bark when you tell us to bark—”

    Lucas pulls on the tie that is loosened around Eliott’s neck and wraps the silken fabric around his fingers. He straddles the taller brunette, hovering over his thick thighs, refusing to sit down because from this position he gets to look down at the other. The view is nice. Lucas smiles, leaning close enough to feel Eliott’s breath on his lips, close enough to count the individual lashes that frame stormy eyes.

    He can see the way his pupils dilate, the way those eyes grow hooded with want.

    “—how ‘bout we try that one again.” Lucas demands, voice growing soft.

    —or—

    Lucas owns an old shop that sells the finest hand tailored suits. Suits that cost hundreds and thousands of dollars. Priceless. One day Eliott, a mafia boss, stumbles across this shop and meets Lucas. Their lives become irrevocably entangled. This might or might not be a good thing. Blood is spilled and lives are destroyed but in the end, they have each other after the carnage settles. Right?

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    26 Feb 2025

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    Men like Enjolras belonged in books: those of ancient history, once the uglier facets of reality had been dulled by a forgiving editorial hand, or in poetry; in myths and legends that were by design exemplary, idealised projections, their heroes far too perfect to be wrought of anything but paper and ink.

    If Cupid had struck Grantaire with an arrow of gold, he had surely struck Enjolras with an arrow of lead.

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    Grantaire invites Enjolras into his studio, beginning a slow but profound shift in their relationship.

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    05 Feb 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 45

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    Eris Vanserra has no idea what in the seven burning pits of hell prompted him to spend his Saturday night at a dingy, run down gay bar, but here he was, already regretting all of his life choices.
    That is until he meets a dangerously handsome, dark haired biker, who makes him want to leave all of his values and carefully constructed principles by the side of the road.

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    28 Dec 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 64

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    Azriel has been on a spiral downwards ever since the female he loved died centuries ago. Rhysand and the others have given him so much time to heal on his own. He spent centuries drinking and getting high and starting bar fights until Rhysand had enough and sentenced him to stay in the House of Wind under strict orders until he deems him fit enough to leave. Rhysand only authorized Azriel to leave the House of Wind to attend meetings with Eris, at first.

    Eris is often fighting a long battle of producing an heir. Tick Tock, his father has him on a clock. Only fucking females that his father deemed worthy whether he wanted to or not, if not just to avoid a beating. Mother only knows how many more scars can fit on the already mottled and destroyed expanse of his back. Meeting with Azriel once a week seemed to become his only escape.

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    20 Aug 2024

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    Tattoo Shop AU Azris.

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    29 Jul 2024

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