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  1. Rec 81

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    Grace has been a beta all his life. He liked being a beta! Omegas and alphas were annoying and extreme, they got in the way of everything!

    Simon kept proving his point over and over again. Alphas are annoying! And selfish! And! Uh, Bad! Capital B!

    Also, why is he burning up?

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    Grace is a beta until Simon comes around.

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    10 Jul 2026

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  2. Rec 65

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    Ryland Grace does not want to run. At the end of the day, however, the government gets what the government wants. He's the furthest thing from prepared. He doesn't run, he doesn't really exercise - he's a science teacher, not a gym buff! Yet he still drags himself down to the county office with all the misery that he'd felt on the day he'd left that final UNESCO conference.

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  4. Rec 84

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    Unfortunate, but not unusual. Grace had always been a bad omega during heats. It’s half of the reason no alpha had ever won his affection.

    But, there was a problem. A problem named Simon.

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    Grace doesn’t go through heats the same way other omegas do, and Simon is all too happy to let him do whatever he wants to him.

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    08 Jul 2026

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  5. Rec 13

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    "Rocky want experiment, statement," the Eridian said. Grace stared down at the smooth Xenonite dildo.
    "Um." What was a person supposed to do when their space buddy discovered porn and wanted to "see" it firsthand?
    Well.
    Experiment.

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    08 Jul 2026

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  6. Rec 80

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    Grace wasn't expecting to ever go into heat again, especially not miles from any other human.

    He's bursting out of his binder, his pussy is aching to be filled, and Rocky is looking at him like he might just eat him alive.

    And Grace very well might let him.

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    08 Jul 2026

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  7. Rec 35

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    “You know, for somebody who’s my mate, you haven’t been talking about my home at all,” he says, and there’s a certain undertone there that Rocky notes to be a bit…mischievous. One that makes him excited at what Grace has in store.

    “Do you want me to talk about it?” Rocky asks as he stands outside, Grace still leaning against the door.

    He hears him chuckle, walking back and slow as he holds the doorknob. “Are you coming in?”

    or, Grace keeps on getting visitors in his new home in Erid. Rocky is not taking it well at all.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    A mini comic series of Grace, Rocky, and Adrian's relationship.

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    07 Jul 2026

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  9. Rec 19

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    a collection of my hollanovaas fics that are unrelated and can be read in any order

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    05 Jul 2026

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  10. Rec *

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    Just a series about Little Luca Haas and the adventures of Ilya and Shane looking after him.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    “Mm, not stuff his pockets with the drug everyone thinks makes you gay right before a press conference? Maybe!” Ilya’s voice chimed happily from the phone.

    “You wanna tell us why you’re so acquainted with Rush that you can identify it in 780p, Ilya?” Kip asked.

    “…I have so much leather to deodorize, Kip Grady. So many sports cars, you know.”

    --

    Kip can't believe no one else can tell how outrageously gay Ilya Rozanov is, but he's not complaining, he's happy to have someone else to talk to at all the hockey functions.

    Or: Perfect gaydar haver Ilya Rozanov finally gets a taste of his own medicine. A series of looks into Kip and Ilya's friendship, starting after the cottage.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    03 Jul 2026

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  13. Rec *

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    “Shane you have…you have felt like you just did before in the past, da?” Ilya says softly. Shane hums, looping one of his arms around Ilya’s neck. Ilya takes his free hand, grazing a thumb across the back of it like Shane is something precious. “Shane?”

    “Yeah,” Shane finally says, his voice grating out of his throat like it hurts him to say it. “Yeah, I’ve felt like that before.”

    Ilya immediately feels bad for asking at all, let alone pushing Shane after he’d already given a non-answer. Shane had said it like he was confessing to one of things he’s the most embarrassed about, something that’d made him feel his lowest and most pathetic, and Ilya knows that it’s because that is what this is. It makes him ache.

     

    --or, Ilya sees up close and personal just how much Vegas had affected Shane during his first summer at the cottage, they acknowledge that Vegas was fucked and take steps to prevent it from happening again

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    03 Jul 2026

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  14. Rec 37

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    Rocky's body has started changing to match Grace's because it recognizes him as a mate. He shuts down into a deep sleep to allow the transformation to take place, and when he wakes up, he has a lot of learning to do about his new body.

    But Grace is nothing if not a teacher.

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    02 Jul 2026

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  15. Rec *

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    “Uh,” Shane says stupidly, “Truth?” 
    Fabian bites his bottom lip, and it does something complicated to Shane’s stomach. Why do all of their friends have to be so hot? “Do you bottom or top more often?” 

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    The group chat gets together for Scott's birthday party, and things escalate.

    (can be read as a standalone)

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    29 Jun 2026

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  16. Rec *

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    Harris: Hi, Shane!
    Harris: This is Harris Drover.
    Harris: I got your number from Ilya.
    Harris: Sorry to bother you, but I had a question.
    Harris: I know you’re coming in to sign contracts tomorrow, and I had an idea for a social media thing to announce your signing, if you’d be up for it?

    Shane: Oh, yeah, okay.
    Shane: I’ll be there, so we can do whatever.
    Shane: Always happy to help the team with a little internet humiliation that’ll be around for decades.

    Harris: Perfect!
    Harris: I promise, I think you’ll really like this, though.
    Harris: No humiliation involved.
    Harris: The only caveat is, you can’t tell Ilya.

    Shane: Okay?
    Shane: Why?

    Harris: Well.
    Harris: Here’s what I’m thinking.

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    29 Jun 2026

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  17. Rec *

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    They’ve hooked up like this about half a dozen times by now, maybe more; often enough, apparently, for it to become something Shane eagerly looks forward to. Beat Boston, then get railed by Rozanov. Preferably on all fours.

    He isn’t going to let a tweaked knee get in the way of that, goddammit.

    (In which Shane and Ilya have to be careful with each other during sex for the first time.)
     



    Shane tears his eyes away before Rozanov can say something obnoxious like “Like what you see?” or “Is rude to stare,” but Rozanov is towering over him now, and when Shane drags his gaze up, his entire field of vision is filled with rippling muscles.

    “Jesus Christ,” he mutters.

    “Like what you see?” Rozanov asks, looking down at himself.

    “Yeah,” Shane says, resigned. No point in denying it.

    Warm hands cup his face, tip his head back. “Is rude to stare, you know.”

    Shane allows himself to melt into the touch. “I know.”

    He feels the tension drain from his shoulders the moment their mouths meet.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    It was a joke. It was supposed to be, but when Shane looked at Hayden with those deep, endless, brown eyes, Hayden felt a surge of something so visceral, he carried it for years.

    One day, he finally got the offer to indulge in a fantasy he never expected to come true.

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    Hayden Pike wants to get Shane Hollander pregnant. One day he gets the chance to try. Under supervision.

    After he gets his chance, Hayden finds himself questioning his own self and what he really wants.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Shane sees his ex at a cafe and texts what he thinks it’s a dud number to look busy, little does he know it belongs to Ilya. Shane uses the thread to use as a reminder for stuff he has to do. Ilya enjoys reading what this mysterious man does until he gets a text at 3am.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    "I don't mean to come here and freak you out," Scott said, though he knew there was no avoiding it. He'd been where they were before. It had felt like he was dying, back then. "I just don't want you to think you're the only ones, okay? There's lots of us."

    Their eyes snapped to him in unison, startled and intense. Hollander croaked, "What?"

    "There's over sixteen hundred guys in the MLH and AHL," he reminded them, because it had felt improbable to him when he first heard until he remembered the sheer size of the hockey world. "There's — well, we don't know how many of us there are, but there's at least seventeen of us that know each other. Plus you two. We watch out for each other."

    His eyes enormous, Hollander asked, "There's, what? A secret underground gay hockey network?"

    Scott shrugged. "Yeah, basically."

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    Ilya and Shane find their way into The Tennis Club, a network of closeted hockey players that hook up - so long as everyone keeps it casual. Which is no problem! They can do casual, right?

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    18 Jun 2026

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