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    Now, when Luca found out that Ilya Rozanov, his captain and friend, was in a relationship with none other than Shane Hollander, their friendship only became stronger. It also helped that Luca needed someone to go to for support and advice when he got tangled in a complicated relationship with his teammate's brother.

    Isak had decided to spend his year abroad studying at the University of Ottawa, to be able spend time with his brother, who had moved to Canada to play professional hockey. Never would he have imagined that a night with his brother’s teammate would result in his heart on the line.

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    The follow-up to the future, right here. A story about how Luca tries to find his place among the Ottawa Centaurs while also falling in love.

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    16/16
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    09 Jul 2026

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    What if Shane and Ilya are so young and dumb that they accidentally fall for each other like immediately and are too uninhibited to get in their own ways?

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    Shane fell first! No Ilya fell first! WRONG! They tripped at the same time & hit their heads together so hard they forgot they were supposed to be chill. The people yearn for soft! sexy! hockey! boys!

    (If you want more soft hockey boys this is a sequel to The Early Days)

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    Chapters:
    12/?
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    04 Jul 2026

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    What if Sasha was outed and had to come to Canada? What if Luca's Russian crush was just on the wrong Russian?

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    17/?
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    465
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    12,707

    09 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 57

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    "Fuck Scott Hunter. Fuck him for waiting three god damned years to use Rozanov against Shane like that. Fuck him for not knowing how to take a fucking chirp and blowing this whole thing out of the water. And fuck him for still being so unfairly fucking hot, all those sharp edges and that rugged handsomeness front and god damned center as he makes Shane see red."

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    26 May 2026

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    Scott Hunter wasn't supposed to overhear Ilya Rozanov being cruel to Shane Hollander in a bathroom. Now he's decided to show Shane exactly what it means to be actually wanted.

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    Chapters:
    12/?
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    26 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov/Kip Grady/Scott Hunter AU set approx. 7 years after the end of The Long Game. An exploration of the lines between friendship and partners in queer communities and the difference (or not so difference) between kissing your bros and polyamory.

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    19 May 2026

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    “Should we make Shane watch, Haasy?” Ilya asks. “Show him what he is missing, how talented my rookie is for me?”

    Shane should leave. His chest wants to crack open and blood is rushing in his ears and the door is right fucking there, but he doesn’t move. Because this—twisted and unbearable as it is—is the closest Shane’s been to Ilya in almost four months. Something is better than nothing. Even this.

    Shane dips his chin in a small, deliberate nod. Yes, make me watch. Punish me, Ilya. Please.

    Ilya’s lip curls. “Say it, Hollander. Say you want to watch him suck my cock.”

    (Canon-divergent TLG. Shane and Ilya broke up after their Christmas fight. Four months later, Shane sneaks into Ilya’s backyard and sees more than he bargained for: Luca Haas, on his knees. He gets caught, and an angsty, messy threesome follows, forcing them both to reevaluate their choices and what they're willing to do for love. There is a Hollanov happily-ever-after, and one for Luca, too.)

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    Chapters:
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    11 May 2026

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    @ russianbear clove 

     roz is so fucking funny man had two seconds to process and he spent them thinking about how to get that ass

    @ icemenace Ro - he's so real

    @ shaneybugbug Libby - oh he's been WAITING for this 

    @ iwant81 Abbie - he was so obviously joking oh my god 

    @ russianbear clove  - ummmm i don't think so

    @ iwant81 Abbie - rozanov likes girls english just isn't his first language so he accidentally made it look like something you freaks are taking advantage of

    @ russianbear clove - so he's joking or it was an accident??? Istg at least chose one

     

    or - Shane Hollander comes out and Ilya loses his mind

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    06 May 2026

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    ILYA ROZANOV
    i have gathered you here today to find out if any of you are interested in fucking my husband

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    04 May 2026

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    03 May 2026

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    ilya gave me yur phone number
    this is luca haasss
    im a big boyu now
    its my bortjday :D

    OR: Luca gets drunk on his twenty-second birthday and in the morning has to face the consequences of it.

    Also, he has a crush on Cliff Marleau. Those things may or may not affect each other.

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    01 May 2026

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    "I don't mean to come here and freak you out," Scott said, though he knew there was no avoiding it. He'd been where they were before. It had felt like he was dying, back then. "I just don't want you to think you're the only ones, okay? There's lots of us."

    Their eyes snapped to him in unison, startled and intense. Hollander croaked, "What?"

    "There's over sixteen hundred guys in the MLH and AHL," he reminded them, because it had felt improbable to him when he first heard until he remembered the sheer size of the hockey world. "There's — well, we don't know how many of us there are, but there's at least seventeen of us that know each other. Plus you two. We watch out for each other."

    His eyes enormous, Hollander asked, "There's, what? A secret underground gay hockey network?"

    Scott shrugged. "Yeah, basically."

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    Ilya and Shane find their way into The Tennis Club, a network of closeted hockey players that hook up - so long as everyone keeps it casual. Which is no problem! They can do casual, right?

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Drapeau rolls his eyes, “So you’re all pissy now because Hollander isn’t here to get your dick wet? What, are you an actual cocksucker now?”
    “So what!?” Hayden snapped suddenly loud and pissed off, “So fucking what if I suck dick!? What does it matter!? It doesn’t!”
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    Hayden accidentally implies he’s bisexual (he swears he’s not), but after getting drinks and making friends with Cliff Marlow… well suddenly he wonders just how much of a spectrum sexuality is. Meanwhile, Cliff thinks that maybe Montreal alternate captain is kind of… sexy. Or maybe that’s the alcohol talking.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
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    12,870

    28 Apr 2026

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    At the 2017 All Star Weekend, Ilya takes fate into his own hands to produce at least one out MLH player by the end of the season. Thus begins his part-time side hustle as community organizer, mastermind, and Commander-in-Chief of the Gay Hockey Army.

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    Chapters:
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    Collections:
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    Comments:
    19,279
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    21 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 63

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    Shane's off to see Lily and Hayden gets a text from Marleau, asking him out for a beer.
    Is a beer ever just a beer?

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
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    9,618

    20 Apr 2026

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    If Scott were a better person, he would turn this down.

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    Chapters:
    4/5
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    234
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    604
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    13,201

    19 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander has spent years watching Ilya Rozanov take care of everyone in the room except himself. He loves him for it. He's also, if he's being honest, desperately curious what Ilya looks like when someone takes that from him completely.

    Their friends Scott and Kip are spending two weeks at Shane's Ottawa cottage for the off-season. It's warm, it's easy, and somewhere between the dock and the dinner table, Shane and Kip have a conversation that changes the shape of the whole summer.

    Scott Hunter. Who is, according to Ilya, attractive in a very boring, reliable way. Like a golden retriever. Not interesting. Not interesting at all.

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    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
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    320
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    28,584

    15 Apr 2026

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    “Oh my god,” Hollander squeaks suddenly.

    Ilya freezes. “…What.”

    Hollander is staring downward. “Are you hard?” His voice is higher, not like the monotone that he's gotten used to.

    Ilya instinctively steps back and glances down. Fuck. Yes. Very. He exhales heavily. This is unfortunate. He’s not mortified—he’s never been ashamed of his sex drive—but this situation could easily become awkward and borderline predatory.

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    Or, Ilya Rozanov is a legend, one of the greats of hockey, and the new head coach of the Boston Raiders, and his life is derailed by Shane Hollander, the 19-year-old genius rookie from Montreal.

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    Comments:
    1,163
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    4,854
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    168,297

    07 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander, a lonely and longing househusband, calls pool cleaning services at the beginning of summer.

    Ilya Rozanov the pool boy shows up.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    17/17
    Comments:
    598
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    3,767
    Bookmarks:
    1,353
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    133,353

    05 Apr 2026

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    2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

    2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

    When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

    ***

    “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Daddy and their coach used to date?”

    “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

    “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

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    Words:
    400,666
    Chapters:
    22/?
    Comments:
    11,863
    Kudos:
    23,711
    Bookmarks:
    8,797
    Hits:
    1,511,068

    24 Mar 2026

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