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  1. Public Bookmark 82

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    She wishes she was the kind of person who could step back that easily; the kind who could shrug things off as a misunderstanding and relinquish her mental well-being to the hands of a nail technician.

    But she just got her nails done, and no amount of pampering will distract her from the fact that Elliot ditched her again.

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    Instead of being "suspended" for literally three minutes, Olivia cuts off her hair and leaves NYC to hunt down her man.

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    22 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 59

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    Set immediately post s26e08. After the hostage incident in the bodega Olivia starts to come unravelled. Elliot calls her out for all the risks she's taking, and reminds her how much she has to live for.

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    08 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 35

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    Now that hunger isn’t clawing at his belly, he can more easily appreciate her luscious form as it hovers in his line of sight. He drinks in the way the flickering light of the tavern casts shadows across her breasts with every inhale and exhale, how the bodice of her dress lifts them up as if to cradle her chin.

    He considers it to be one of his greatest failures that he doesn’t know what it feels like to bury his face between them – to fill his hands with their softness.

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    Part I (The Friends), Part II (The Strangers) and Part III (The Exes), are separate one-shots. Aside from all featuring a yearning Liv and El in this medieval universe, they're unrelated to each other.

    You can basically think of the chapters as three different takes on the same prompt.

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    07 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 46

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    He had watched Olivia complain her way through every winter they worked together, muttering about crime scenes in February and stakeouts where the heat in the sedan took too long to kick in, glaring at the wind like it had chosen her personally.
    Maybe she likes the cold now. Maybe that is one of the hundred small, ordinary things that changed about her over the past decade, the kind of thing he would notice had he been there to watch it happen.
    He takes his jacket from the rack by the door and pulls it on without looking away from her. Then he opens the glass door and steps out into the cold.
    He’d follow her just about anywhere.

    Or: When Olivia accepts Elliot’s invitation to his family’s Christmas dinner, they are forced to face the truths they’ve spent the past two years skirting around.

    Set after OC 2.09

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    28 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    Physical touch with him always felt a bit incongruous to their relationship, though never unpleasant. She welcomed it as an unexpected, familiar presence, like the smell of sunscreen at nighttime. Gentle and somehow nostalgic.

    This time it wasn’t her arm. He was beside her on a hard faux-leather bench, and when he reached for her, his hand found the lowest part of her thigh, just before it curved over the precipice of her kneecap. It was heavy, jolting and then grounding as her pulse hammered in her throat, as her stomach turned, as her breath came fast and harsh and she clasped her hands together to keep from shaking.

    He kept it there until long after Amy Hogan was pronounced dead.

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    02 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 60

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    He’s marking her, she knows, sucking maroon and purple patches along her collarbone, nipping them tender, layering teeth marks over his handiwork. He’s marking her like the world will get to see, like he wants them to see, like he wants them to know that her bed is warm, that her body is filled, that Olivia Benson loves someone enough to let them stake their claim on her.

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    12 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 23

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    “You — ”

    She steps towards him, voice wavering just a little, dropping away. Her heels drag now as she comes close, and her eyes stay on his the whole time. He cannot remember a single time he ever saw her wear heels.

    Olivia studies him as she finishes.

    “You grew a beard,” she says.

    “I - well, it has been ten years."

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    28 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 73

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    "The paramedics lift him carefully, securing straps across his shoulders and legs. He does not resist, but his gaze stays locked on the children until the last possible second.

    As they wheel him toward the stairs, Olivia finally steps closer, close enough to be heard over the noise. “You’re going to make a full statement,” she says. “When you’re stable.”

    He nods, eyes half-lidded now, exhaustion cutting through the adrenaline.

    “Badge number six three one three,” he says again, as if it matters that she remembers. “Don’t let them bury this.”

    “I won’t,” she promises."

     

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    Olivia Benson learned how to survive alone.
    Elliot Stabler learned how to carry everyone else.

    In an AU where they meet as adults with full lives and unfinished grief and their connection unfolds quietly: through cases, shared silences, an unexplainable pull, loyalty, and the long path of learning how not to walk away.

    Update: Epilogue Posted

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    24 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 77

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    When Olivia starts sleeping with Bruno, they both promise to keep it casual. And they do, until everything blows up, in more ways than one.

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    09 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 20

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    In love, in fear, in hate, in tears...

    Missing scenes and wishful thinking: Kent's perspective of the events of the film, and beyond.

    All chapters rated T except 8.

    Jan 2026: Companion fic here: the events of the film (and this fic) from Ellie's POV : Into Dust

    "Hey, hey," she interrupts, bringing her hand to gently touch his where he's clutching subconsciously at his shirt collar and hold it still. She's standing right in front of him. "I forgive you, Kent. It's okay. Let it go."

    "I made you feel like you were alone," he says shakily, feeling the full weight of his shame as he speaks the words. His throat constricts, and he swallows tears. "P-Please understand that I truly regret that."

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    03 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 24

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    Ellie Arroway and Kent Clark have been working together for a long time. If the person you spend the night with is also a friend and coworker, when does it stop being a one-night stand and start turning into something more? (Hint: if it's happening repeatedly, it's probably not a one-night stand.)

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    03 Jan 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 2

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    “I didn't vote for you to go… because I don't wanna lose you.”

    His reason is neither professional, responsible, nor rational. But as their foreheads meet, as she prepares to leave behind everything she knows, she can’t help being grateful that someone cares so much for her as to be so very unprofessional, irresponsible, and irrational.

    A continuation of the scene when Palmer comes to visit Ellie right before she leaves for her mission.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    19 Nov 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 52

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    She leaves the bathroom door unlocked, the scent of her lavender candle wafting down the hall. When he opens the door, Olivia is submerged up to her neck. Hair piled up, ringlets at the nape; her eyes don’t even open at the soft click of the door’s release.

    Elliot waits.

    One eye opens, narrowly directed at him.

    He tilts his head at the candle; CALMING emblazoned in bold on the side. “This working at all?”

    Elliot watches as she pretends to consider; as she makes the decision.

    He’s already unbuckling his pants by the time she starts shaking her head.

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    11 Nov 2025

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    This time he doesn’t ask ‘how’s your ass feeling?’ but she wouldn’t mind if he did.

    She’d be lying to herself if she said having him ask about her ass didn’t make her stomach flip end over end, especially paired with the smirk on his face as he stepped through the door. It was the kind of smirk that conveyed immense relief at her being alive, and a fondness they hadn’t quite put a label on yet.

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    This fic came into existence because I love the idea of Elliot fussing over Olivia on their trip back from Ohio. I imagine he's insufferable and very much acting as Nurse Stabler. And maybe she actually likes it?

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    26 Oct 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 86

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    “ This one of your ‘tactics’?” She asks, holding her clean hands out.

    He steps forward, into her space. His sock covered toes touching hers. He’s taller like this, with her shoes kicked off at the door. He hovers over her as he leans in close, pressing his sleeping grandson into her arms.

    She cradles him to her, still warm from where he rested against Elliot.

    When she finally tears her eyes away and lifts them back to him, he’s smiling shyly.

    “Seems like it’s working,” he whispers.

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    12 Oct 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 20

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    She smooths her hands across his chest and down his arms. “So, it isn’t something you like. More something you’re curious about?”

    “I guess,” he shrugs.

    “Go get them,” she mutters in that gravelly tone which could turn even a devout priest into a sinner.

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    Another little kinktober 2025 contribution. Prompts are come licking AND handcuffs.

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    11 Oct 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 13

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    They both moan loudly, the mezzo-soprano tone of the youthful Olivia mingling with the contralto richness of the Captain, and he can’t take it any longer. He needs to feel her—them.

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    Kinktober 2025 day three: Threesome

    No beta and barely proofread because yolo and it's kinktober!

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    03 Oct 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 45

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    This is me treating the first episode of SVU's 27th season as the last of the series. If Mariska thinks they won't get together until then, this is how I'd write it.

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    02 Oct 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 41

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    He missed the smell of her, he missed the husky sound of her voice, he missed the freckles on the insides of her thighs, and the way her hair was a wild mess when she first woke up.

    Unfortunately, he wasn’t thinking about those things when he walked into her apartment after getting held up at OCCB until almost 10:00PM discussing the logistics of an upstate operation. Maybe if he had been thinking about her, he would have remembered the rule about no shoes in the apartment.
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    Inspiration for this came from the idea of their first domestic argument being spurred by something silly and very normal. I've been working on this for days and wanted to get it posted before the S27 premiere and the ao3 outage. No beta so please forgive me :)

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    25 Sep 2025

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