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Barbara H. Roberts has a secret life, a past that she boxed and placed in a far corner of her mind, but when she goes back home to finally deal with her grandmother's estate, her nosy, caring best friend Gloria insists on helping her. She knows it's past time to open up and stop hiding from the people in her life. Her therapist would call it growth, but she calls it a freaking annoyance. Throw in the thoughtful ex-boyfriend whose heart she broke in her desire to flee other people's ideas of her, of "Barbie," and she can't help wondering if she misjudged everything and everyone she thought she knew.
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- Part 1 of Take Me Home
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In order to force/inspire ourselves to write prompts, we started creating challenges for ourselves. How many odd combo requests could we tackle? How many pieces can we write in an hour? Drabble Battles was one the challenges that became an event for us. It was a way to clear the inbox faster and to push ourselves in fun/new/interesting ways. Sometimes we were fruitful; sometimes.... not so much. It's all in making an attempt, right?
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- Part 2 of MadloveforRK Writings
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An archive of all the one-shots and scenes I've written as dninja on MadloveforRK. There's cheese, angst, and some (not much) smut here. Did I mention cheese? I didn't realize I could write so fluffily.
MadloveforRK is a writing group on tumblr, on which we'd attempt to tackle and post responses to prompts/demands/wishes/challenges from other fans and shippers of R and K. Sometimes writing felt like drilling holes into my own brain, but other times, I was actually pleased with the results. Whether I love them or hate them, I'm archiving everything I wrote here.
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- Part 1 of MadloveforRK Writings
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A continuation from the MadloveforRK prompt vault. Things are over between Rob and Kristen. They've begun moving forward on their respective paths, but cutting each other out completely has never been easy.
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- Part 7 of MadloveforRK Writings
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A muliti-chapter fic that emerged from song prompts submitted to MadloveforRK. Rob and Kristen spend years after their break-up without speaking until they get swept away at their friends' wedding.
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- Part 6 of MadloveforRK Writings
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least valuable player by neostar
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander when asked about speculations of his boyfriend Ilya Rozanov ‘tanking’ on purpose to reunite with him in Providence : “...What? He gets an earful from me every time they send him down. He has lousy puck control and weak defense and needs to work on his shooting accuracy and you think I want it to stay that way? No I don't want my boyfriend to be a joke of a player, I'd like him to put decent enough numbers that he doesn't get moved up and down the NHL and the AHL like an idiot. Now leave me alone.”
or: Ilya Rozanov is a mediocre fourth liner of the Boston Bears. When he gets outed, the internet theorizes he plays poorly on purpose. His boyfriend isn't amused.
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12 Jul 2026
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Super Straight Broz (Live) by Stickyslut17
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 Jul 2026
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Ilya and Shane are broke roommates, until Ilya discovers streaming and starts making bank jerking off for the viewers
Naturally, he offers his good friend Shane a chance at making money the same way
And if they touch each other a little it’s only because of the tips, not because they are into each other~~~~~~
Shane and Ilya are both completely straight here
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11 Jul 2026
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Finally, something dawns on him, a way to handle two goals simultaneously. He’d seen Hollander’s mother flipping through papers rapidly when they first got here, seeming calm and in control and more than a little frightening in a way that made Ilya mildly glad he wasn’t one of the people responsible for a clipboard. If anyone can tell him if the long list of “Prohibited Items” he’d been sent in his email a few days ago is just standard practice for big shoots, it would be Yuna Hollander.
Or, hopefully, her son.
“Crazy we cannot even have peanut butter, eh?” He asks. “You also got giant list?”
Hollander stiffens, almost imperceptibly, and Ilya tilts his head, just slightly, confused, wondering if he’s stumbled somewhere unexpected.
(how ilya learns about shane's allergies) (and shane's sexual awakening tragically hits a speedbump in the process 😔)
(chapters can standalone but will be updated as inspiration strikes)
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10 Jul 2026
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“We all get our bell rung eventually, right?”
When Ilya Rozanov wakes up in the hospital, he doesn’t know how he got there. He doesn’t know it’s 2019, his second season as captain of the Ottawa Centaurs. He doesn’t know he got hurt defending Shane Hollander on the ice.
All he knows is that he must have hit his head really, really, hard, because when he wakes up, there are three Hollanders looking at him with love in their eyes and concern on their faces.
This is especially confusing since the last time Ilya Rozanov remembers seeing Shane Hollander was at the 2014 Winter Olympics.
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09 Jul 2026
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1. fly to New York with your ex.
2. sleep in the same bed.
3. end up on the kiss cam.
4. ignore the first three steps.Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov broke up two months ago.
Unfortunately, they'd already booked the perfect anniversary weekend, and none of it is refundable.
Bookmarked by onlyinhindsight
09 Jul 2026