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Metal Skin by nowhere_blake
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
15 Jan 2024
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He shrugs again. ‘It’s not on my record. Have Protestant on my dog tags in case of capture. It was what we did,’ he says, more offhand than he feels, and he’s not sure if that’s a lie or not. It was certainly what he did. But he doesn’t have it in himself to feel cowardly about it anymore. He was trying to get home to Steve. He knows he would make the same choice over and over again if he had to.
OR Bucky lies about his next of kin for his dog tags, and things kind of spiral from there.
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Damon's been gone for god knows how long, so if he spends his first night back home with Elena in his arms, counting her eyelashes, or something similarly embarrassing, it's nobody's business but his own. Enter his brother creepily stalking through the halls, worrying about Damon loud enough to wake the dead.
Placed in time rather ambiguously to hide its possibly non canon-compliantness. Damon comes back from the dead and/or kidnapping, deathly danger, or similar in nature, then his girl invites his brother to cuddle with them. Turns out he doesn't actually mind.
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Chuck's abandoned Twin Verse. Everything is the same, except for how Dean has two little brothers to take care of, instead of just the one.
It's like nothing's changed, they are back on the road, and Sam and Dean are arguing in the front like an old married couple, driving him crazy. Everything is just as it was before Sam left them to go to Stanford four years ago, except for how now he's grieving, ready to blow up any second, and - predictably - Dean indulges him. Oh, and Dad's missing. The fact that people can't tell which twin is which is the least of his problems, really. He also just really really hates Wendigos.
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how to survive standing on both sides of the insider-outsider theory by nowhere_blake
Fandoms: Supernatural
13 Dec 2020
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Chuck's abandoned Twin Verse. Everything is the same, except for how Dean has two little brothers to take care of, instead of just the one.
Navigating being an insider to The Winchester Brothers, but being an outsider to whatever Tangled Mess Sam and Dean have got going on, is not exactly a fun experience, at the best of times. And then Sam fucks off to college, and everything gets worse.
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‘Well, we better find your angel then, don’t we?’ Benny smirked at him. ‘Get us all topside, so you can introduce me to your boy.’
Ending things with Benny makes Dean feel like a black dog had gotten at his guts. The fact that Benny doesn’t even ask why - that he just knows it has to do with Sam - makes it even worse.
Coda to 08x10 Torn and Frayed.
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Supernatural codas. Short and sweet. (And by that I mean very angsty and sometimes overly long.) Wincest all the way. Not necessarily connected, but mostly canon-compliant and established relationship. (Is the title of this series an MCR reference? Possibly. Certainly a warning about how pretentious my titles are.) Enjoy. Talk to me?
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When Dallas texts him, I’m flying in Tuesday, getting in at 11:45, Shane thinks of all the things he might do instead, alone. He thinks there is a world in which he could say, I can’t today, but the text is not a question, the ticket is already bought, Kent never asks him if he’s welcome first. Kent picks up and flies to another city, because he knows he’s welcome, he knows Shane will let him inside. There was a moment, back in September, when Shane might have asked himself if he wanted this—is this the man you want to sleep with? Is this the way you want to spend your time? Are you having fun? It doesn’t matter. This is the person who wants to be with him.He wonders if this is how Ilya felt about him. Impassive.
Or: After an unexpected encounter just before the start of the 2016-17 season, Shane falls into a casual relationship with Dallas Kent. He doesn't meet Rose Landry. He doesn't set foot in Ilya's house outside of Boston. (There is no tuna meltdown.) He stops waiting for Ilya Rozanov to text him back. It's fine, until it isn't.
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Bookmarked by nowhere_blake
21 Jun 2026
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Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.
Except, well. Then there are zombies.
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Bookmarked by nowhere_blake
18 Jun 2026
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Shane has been covering up his soulmark for as long as Ilya has known him.
Ilya doesn't have a soulmark at all.Bookmarked by nowhere_blake
13 Jun 2026
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When Ilya is concussed during a game, he experiences a weird gap in his memories. He has completely forgotten two people he should apparently know: his longtime rival Shane Hollander, and a regular hookup named Jane.
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Bookmarked by nowhere_blake
13 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.
No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.
When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?
“I thought we could go through the schedules and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”
“A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.
“It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.
“And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”
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Bookmarked by nowhere_blake
25 May 2026