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    He could still feel it now, the warm-wet slide of Ilya's tongue as he licked a stripe from the sensitive skin on Shane's palm to the tip of his middle finger, shocking a laugh out of him. The head-rush of feeling how quickly his cock hardened against the warmth of Ilya's bare ass, Ilya's full weight bearing down on Shane's hips. The heat of the blush traveling from his cheeks all the way down to his chest in response to the smoulder in Ilya's eyes.

    Мой любимый, this is excuse to put sunscreen on my naked body, yes?

    Shane gnawed at the memories like a dog with a bone, allowed himself to get lost in them until he felt physically sick, at which point he realized that he needed to switch lanes to avoid hitting the fawn, still unmoving, still unblinking.

    After the Raiders v. Metros accident, Shane comes back different.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    After retiring, Shane and Ilya built a peaceful life for themselves at the cottage.

    Until Ilya was diagnosed with dementia.

    From that moment on, as everything else begins to blur, Shane remains the one place Ilya can always come back to, the only thing he can still know for certain, the one truth he keeps believing in even when everything else slips away.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    Two teenagers were made to hate each other. They spent seventeen years quietly becoming something else. Then a dead woman's letters arrived, and the cursed headcanon came true: what if Lestat was Ilya's biological father?

    Part One — The Version That Stays:
    On his thirty-fifth birthday, all Ilya Rozanov wants is a quiet day with his husband. What he gets is twelve letters from his late mother, and the first answer to a question he never knew to ask.

    Part Two — The Version That Answers:

    The question has a face now, and it's coming to find him. A story about fathers and sons, inherited wounds, terrible coping mechanisms, and the difference between being answered and being loved.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    In late October, Ilya picks up some kind of freakish Canadian flu that dogs him into November.

    It is the weirdest shit. He has to duck out of practice because his nose starts bleeding twice in one week and he wakes up in a hotel in Columbus with another one that leaves stains on the pillow. On the flight back to Ottawa, Hazy drops into the seat next to Ilya midflight and asks, "This isn't, like, a cocaine thing, right?"

    Ilya laughs so hard it's probably a little rude.

    They have a plan. Ilya's body has a different plan.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has a plan.

    He and Shane are stupidly, disgustingly, almost offensively in love. They want a family. They're ready for the next impossible thing.

    Just one problem: Shane has two good years left on the ice, and while he wants a baby, he is not ready to be pregnant.

    Ilya is.

    Ilya is thirty-seven, retired or close enough to taste it, and in possession of what he considers several important advantages: excellent genetics, Olympic hips, and an undeniable talent for getting exactly what he wants. He would thrive being pregnant. Shane would thrive managing the logistics.

    Ilya offers to carry.

    Is simple. An easy workaround. Two alphas, one rare compatibility loophole, a spreadsheet, and a baby at the end of it.

    Unfortunately, nothing about Ilya Rozanov has ever been simple.

    And that is before the cravings, the hormones, the Jackie Pike alliance, and Hayden Pike’s dawning horror that Shane Hollander may be winning the husband Olympics.

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    14 Jul 2026

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