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    Before Felix could remove his headphones, he heard it. Heavy, borderline panicked breaths. Felix realized that it must be Hollander. His mic was not turned off when he left the interview. Footsteps. And then a door opening and closing. They had filmed the interview that morning at the offices of the Irina Foundation. It sounded like maybe he had gone into his office.

    “Hey, what is it? What is wrong?” Another voice. Unmistakable anywhere. Even if Felix hadn’t spent weeks now listening to it, he would still have recognized Ilya Rozanov’s voice.

    What if the filmmaker making the documentary about Hollander and Rozanov discovered the truth about their relationship. So he approaches Shane and Ilya about filming them over the course of the 2020/2021 season to create an honest documentary that tells the true story of their lives. Canon-divergent AU set during The Long Game.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    they’re so domestic <3 <3

  2. Public Bookmark 21

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    Shane spends the entire pregnancy convinced something will go wrong.

    Ilya spends the entire pregnancy trying to convince him otherwise.

    When early labor hits, all of Shane’s anxiety, fear, and careful overthinking finally collide with reality—and there’s no more room for spiraling, only for holding on.

    And somehow, that’s where everything finally makes sense.

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    24 May 2026

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    crying in THE BEST WAY

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    Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.

    a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism

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    07 Apr 2026

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    oh. my. fluff. im tearing up this is so sweet

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    “Is just an idea,” Ilya shrugged. “April Fools is next week. I post pictures from the wedding and see how long it takes for people to figure out it is not joke. All of the important people already know and it would be funny to watch the rest of the idiots try to figure it out.”

    Over the years, they had made a game of suggesting outlandish ways they could come out. Eventually, they actually follow through on one of the ideas.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    not hollanov stealing shourtney’s marriage reveal i love them

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    In 2008, Shane Hollander was the Next Big Thing in hockey. Then a baby he didn't know he had changed everything. Shane walked away from the MLH draft, choosing a life of diapers and midnight feedings over the Stanley Cup. Eighteen years later, his life is back on track, and his greatest achievement is about to make his MLH debut for the Ottawa Centaurs.

    Ilya Rozanov, captain of the Centaurs, has only one goal: secure his Canadian citizenship, come out, and finally live life on his own terms. He remembers Shane Hollander as a pretty boy from a World Juniors game in Saskatchewan. He doesn't expect to find that same boy back in his sightlines—not as a player, but as the father of his newest rookie.

    Or: The one where Shane is a world-class "dadager", Ilya is a pining captain, and Luca Hollander just wants to play his rookie season without his captain and his father making heart eyes at each other across the family lounge.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    DOMESTIC HOLLANOV?? LUCA IS HOLLANOV’S SON?? YES

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    They’d agreed on a plan. It was cautious. Designed to keep them safe. Laying the foundation for a future after hockey. It didn’t include Shane going nuclear one fucking day into pre-season, blowing up his entire life on something he should’ve expected to happen if he was being honest with himself.

    Or, when the long game falls apart, Shane and Ilya need a new plan. (Or or, from the ten year plan to the one week speed-run.)

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    08 Mar 2026

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    shane hollander spending 32k words panicking before just deciding to hard launch I LOVE HIM

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    Mike has finally made it as an author. But writing about your own past can get complicated, especially when fans start to draw conclusions that point Mike in the direction of the person he's been writing about all along.

    And living life is hard. Especially when you're doing it all on your own. But grief and love are a lot more similar than you might realise. They both tend to wake us up from the monotony of our lives.

    OR: Mike has a horrible time, which somewhere along the way turns into a wonderful time.

    Podfic version by Sahana: https://archiveofourown.org/works/83941371/chapters/221295601
    Russian translation: https://ficbook.net/readfic/019ce7f9-31da-7933-8df9-83a19fad21d6

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    03 Mar 2026

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    mike wheeler finally allowing himself to be happy after suppressing himself for so long ARE WE SERIOUS. THIS IS A MASTERPIECE

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    “Lily,” Hayden says automatically. “You know about Lily?”

    Something flickers across Rozanov’s face. His jaw twitches. “Yes, I know about Lily.” He raises his eyebrows.

    Hayden feels like a complete asshole, all of a sudden. There’s just been too much going on to even think about Shane’s mystery girlfriend. “Shit, I should probably, like, call her, or something? I don’t know this girl at all, but Shane’s been obsessed with her for years. If she was watching the game, she would have seen him get hurt.”

    “You don’t need to call her,” Rozanov says, and when Hayden glances at him, he still looks fucking miserable but now he’s rolling his eyes, a much more familiar expression of disdain on his face. “She’s sitting right here.”
    --
    Hayden Pike and Ilya Rozanov are waiting for Shane to wake up after he took a bad hit on the ice. They get to talking.

    Chapter 2: Ilya and Shane talk about what it means, now that someone knows their secret.
    Chapter 3: Shane and Hayden hash out the big reveal.
    Chapter 4: Ilya tells Svetlana the big secret.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    this is the sappiest shit i’ve ever read i love them!! <3

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    They’d considered it—Shane being gay. It’d been an option. But Ilya Rozanov and the way Shane looks at him like he’s the love of his life has blindsided them. Blindsided both of them, and there’s almost nothing Yuna likes less than being blindsided. 

    She’s not mad, David wants to say. We’re so proud of you. We’re so happy for you. We just didn’t know. 

    Somehow we missed it, you falling in love.

     

    or, what David Hollander and Ilya Rozanov talk about while Shane and Yuna are outside in episode six.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    i might cry this is so sweet

  10. Public Bookmark 73

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    It might take a village to raise a child, but for Shane and Ilya, it takes a village to make one.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    the PERFECT hollanov kid fic <3

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    What if the hit Shane takes on the ice ends in something far more serious than just broken collarbone and Shane high as a kite? What if his heart stopped and in the heat of the moment, Ilya outed them as "boyfriends" in front of the whole arena? And what if Shane falls into a coma?

    ***

    Ilya wants to scream. To claw his way down the hallway. To grab the nearest doctor by the collar and shake answers out of them. To punch a wall until his knuckles break. To rip out his own heart and shove it into Shane’s chest:

    Here. Use mine. Mine seems determined to keep beating through this, might as well make itself useful.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    THIS WAS ROUGH HOLY SHIT. excuse me, i just have to go SOB

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    Five times Ilya spends time with Yuna & David Hollander without Shane once he moves to Ottawa & one time when Shane is with them too. Otherwise known as the Hollanders adopt a second son & Ilya learns that he deserves the love from a family that he lost too early.

    5 + 1 Ilya & Hollander Parents

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    02 Feb 2026

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    ilya bonding with the hollanders is so cute!!

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    “We’ve never met, but I’ve seen you before. Not in pictures, but in his face. In his smile. In his laugh,” Shane continues in Russian, slow and careful with each word as he looks out over the water. “On his good days. On the bad ones, too.”

    Oh, Ilya realizes distantly. His grip slackens on the mug in his hands. This is not for him.
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    [or, shane asks irina for her blessing.]

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    27 Jan 2026

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    the way irina is watching over her son <3 <3

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    Shane imagined, in that odd unaware state, that he would open his eyes and see either his mother or Ilya. He knew it simply depended on timing - who heard first, who drove faster, or simply who happened to be in the room when his eyes decided they were sick of being closed - but part of him truly hoped it was Ilya. He wanted nothing more than to reassure him, let him know that Shane was okay and that Ilya would not be left behind yet again.

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    When Shane gets into a nearly fatal accident, he expects the first person he sees upon waking to be either Ilya or his mother.

    He never expected to see Ilya's mother.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    fucking hell. sobbing was not on my bucket list tonight

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    “I- I don’t like girls.”

    Mike freezes in the doorway and feels the air catch in his lungs. Whether that’s on purpose or not, he’s unaware. Maybe blocking his airway is his body's way of doing him a favor, making him invisible to this conversation that he was very much not invited to. He takes a stumbling step back as quietly as he possibly can, which is difficult in his growing state of panic. He needs to make his escape immediately before being spotted, but all too soon, it’s too late. Joyce redirects her gaze to the doorway at the sound of his shuffling footsteps, and the shock in her expression inevitably prompts his best friend to turn around. 

    .............................

    Alternatively, a rewrite starting at the coming out scene and attempting to implement my favorite fan theories and fix the hot mess the Duffer Brothers created.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    how the finale SHOULD’VE gone.

  16. Public Bookmark 40

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    “That wasn’t all I wanted,” Mike breathed. He seemed frenzied, as if he had run around the house a few times before dialing the phone again.

    “What do you mean?” Will asked slowly.

    “I need to talk to you. And see you,” Mike said rapidly. “I need to talk to you and see you it needs to be in person.”

    “What? Slow down, Mike-”

    “I’m coming to you.”

     
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    After everyone separates following graduation, Will gets an unexpected call from Mike, who then drives to his college to confront him about their friendship.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    college byler!!! and sean is so peak

  17. Public Bookmark 11

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    “Hey, Nico.” 

    Nico’s face scrunched up, and he pinched the bridge of his nose; there was blood beneath his fingernails. “I’m so sorry, Will. I forgot I was supposed to stop by.”

    “You owe me three days.”

    “I know, I know.” 

    “I’ll make it four if you don’t come over this afternoon.”

    Will was only half-joking. 

    “I’ll be there,” Nico exhaled

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    The obligatory 3 days in the infirmary fic

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    28 Dec 2025

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    3 DAYS IN THE INFIRMARY FIC?? WILL'S ACCENT SLIPPING OUT WHEN HE'S NERVOUS??? YES

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    It’s winter in Hawkins, and Mike and Will aren’t speaking anymore. Living in Mike’s house, Will tries to be invisible, spending most of his time in the basement.

    Then the power goes out — and if there’s one thing he dreads more than facing Mike, it’s the cold.

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    Seven nights in which Mike and Will have to sleep in the same bed, even though they’re barely friends anymore.

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    16 Dec 2025

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    THE byler fic!!!!

  19. Public Bookmark 49

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    Magnus Chase has spent the last three years running from a promise he made on the Ship of the Dead.
    Alex Fierro has spent those same years desperately trying to shield her heart.
    When a little girl with strange powers shows up at the Chase Space, they're both forced to come clean — about what holds them back, their fears and themselves.

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    15 Sep 2025

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    ALEX FIERRO IS MY TORTURED BABY

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    5 times Eddie Munson heard about The Party’s Mom, and the 1 time he found out it was Steve Harrington.

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    03 Sep 2025

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    STEVE IS MOM

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